Today!

We had PE today...I took my 2.4km..I am sick..But i just went ahead with the running..In the end my chest hurts alot..I drop and cried after running..How stupid of me...I want to thank Farhannah and Tasha alot2 and also Erin,Faezah for helping me..They're the best..Did not want to tell Abdul but in the end he found out through Abang Nazlie..I did not want him to worry..Really..Then today i went to take x-ray..Scary..First time..Then from there followed my mum here and there and now i am home writing blog..

Next week is my mid year..Super scary..Maybe i am too stress..Must relax..My studies are doing fine except for my geography..It sucks totally..How i wish i can drop the subject..I love maths! Not really ar..But i finally know how to do quadratic equations..Abit slow..But finnaly got it..Left with my bearings..Next week gonna stay back with Mr Lim so he can teach me..Yeahs..He is the best..I hope really2 to pass my combined humans and combine science..Yeah so i wont be blogging so much..But will try to update though..

Tasha:If you're reading this..I really am grateful to have found a friend..We will be best friends forever okies..One day we take the card neoprint just the two of us okies..Its a deal..Hehe..I really cannot live without you..Thanks ya...

3/7:If any of the 3/7 students is reading this..I am honoured to be in a great class...I love you guys..Thanks alot for worrying about me yeah...Thanks alot for helping me during the Karimun Trip and especially the climb..Thanks..Love you guys..Muacks..

All my other friends:Well i cannot live without my friends..They are always there to cheer me up..Especially Anansa(She is super funny),Nina(Always there for me),Nurul(Always make me smile),Syadariena(She is cute),Zuraidah,Lyanie,Abang Nazlie(he is the best),and definitely Amelea(She is always2 there for me) and all my other friends..Love you loads..Without you guys i am nothing..Thanks..

Modern Dance people: Man i love you guys..Miss dancing with you..Cant wait for the barbeque and start dancing again..Hehe :) You guys rawks..Take care okies..

My sister and brother:Thanks Isaac for making me cards to brighten up my day..I love you..And thank you kak yana for caring for me..In return i will lend you my hp till Sunday...Okies..Love you loads..

Darling:Thanks for caring about me..I really want you by my side always..But it cannot happen now so just wait okies..I will always remember you always..Love you..

Got to go already..Love you guys loads..Including my cousins and all that is related to me..And all the teachers and basically everybody..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Aqilah Oreth

Karimun Photos!!



Farhannah,Faezah,Me and Anansa at the arrival place of Tanjong Balai Karimun :)




Thiyagaraj,Anansa,Farhannah,Faezah and me having breakfast at the school :)




The class that we taught..Boy they are cuties.. :)




Me, myself and I in my hotel room in the night of Thursday.. Just bath so i smell good...Going to Dedi's kitchen after that.. :)



Faezah,Me and Sharon before going out to Mount Jantan :)



Me and Farhannah taking picture with the bus..Hehe.. :)




Me and Anansa with the few instructors :)




Vicky,Sathish,Thinesh,Farhannah,Leong Kiat,Me and Satheesh at the boat..Whee :)



Leong,Anansa,Mr Gerad,Faezah,Me,Mr Peter and Farhannah the retarded people taking photos..Hehe :)


THE END OF KARIMUN PHOTOS!! HERE ARE SOME EXTRA PHOTOS!!




Isaac,Kak Liyana,Ella,Me and Fiqrish taking photo at home.. Cute aren't we? Hehe :)




Modern Dance people..Before SYF...Yeahs..We Rocks..Hehe :) We're the best!!


END OF THE PHOTOS!!

Back!

Well i am back from Karimun! Well there was basically ok..This is going to be a long entry..

On Thursday:
We reach there around 9 and we stright headed for the Madrasah Tsnawiyah Islamiyah..My group had to teach 2 classes..Well both class was great..Everybody was like asking for number and photo and autograph when we wanted to leave...Hehe :) So we gave some of them..My group..That is Anansa,Farhannah,Faezah and Raj was like ok as the four of us were the only malays and so we were lucky..Many other groups ask for help from us..So yeah we helped and went to other people class..We then headed to Dedi's Kitchen to eat..The food was damn nice..But i dont really eat much..So yups then we headed to the hotel to refresh..My hotel room was 5524..I slept with Faezah..Just the two of us..Yups..Then in the afternoon around 4 we went to another government school to play basketball and volleyball..Then we left that school around 6.30..Headed to Dedi's Kitchen again to eat..Nice..Then from there we went back to the hotel..We had to finish our reflection before we could go and shop..Everybody is like too rich..They bought loads of things..Me? Just bought a few things..Basically nothing to buy there..Then we went back to the hotel at 10.40..Straightaway ran up to watch my malay show then everybody was like making noise outside.So went outside to see and some of my friends came on..Just then the whole plsce went dark..Argh,,I was just about to sleep.Then the one sitting at the bottom of my leg, they slept at my leg..Ouch..Then Leong and Faezah and me went out together and then my leg was caught on the blanket..Damn it..Then after 3 mins the light came back and the teacher scolded us cause everybody was like screaming..Then i and Faezah went back to my room, off the tv and went to sleep..We slept at 12..

Friday:
Woke up at 5.30..Got ready then headed to the hotel lobby to have our breakfast...Till 7.30..Then we headed to Mount Jantan..We wenr up the mountain and phew it was pure hard work...Damn tiring..But managed to go up..With the help pf kaartigayan,Sathish,Pamela,Qing Xiu and Alannuo..Thank god i reached the summit..Then we had to go down...It was more difficult..But i managed to do it..Leong,Farhannah,Anansa,Vicky,Kaartigayan,Keith,Sathish and myself we got lost..With no trainer and no teacher..But we managed to find our way out of the mountain..Yipee..Then from the mountain we had to go to the hotel to check out..We were given half an hour to bath and get ready to go..Well we managed to do that..Then from the hotel we headed to Dedi's Kitchen for the last time..We ate..Then we left..We headed for the port and left Karimun..

Overall the trip is fun..Some did not even want to leave..3/7 survived the Karimun trip..We had fun..3/7 Rawks..

Well now i know my sister doubts me..She hates me..Fine..Just because of HP..Well it is not my fault you lost your hp..Then is it my fault that i cannot lend the phone to you..And i have my reasons for calling him baby..Not for fun..I know my other boyfriend i never call cause they are not..I never copy you or whatsoever when i call Abdul baby..Then if everybody call their boyfriend baby means they are copying you is it? Think properly ar.. Whenever i never help you,you will always say negative things about me..When i help you then you will love me..Whatever ar..I better dont help you right.. Now i know you are not thankful for what i have done..I am really thankful for your help to me...When you dont help me i will not think negatively like you..I know ar..Now i am just a blady bitch to you..And you do not want to be related to me...Its ok..Up to you..

Got to go already..Bye everybody..I will post pics on my next post okies..Take care..Muacks..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Aqilah Oreth

Gone tomorrow!!

Well guys..Tomorrow is the day where i will not be in Singapore for 2 days..But please dont ever forget about me okies..

Not really packed yet...Dont feel like going..Haiz..Lost in space..Always daydreaming..Wake up girl..You're going tomorrow..Go pack..That is what my head is saying but i my heart is not saying anything..I am scared to go there..But i will still have to go..

Well everyone..Take care yeahs..Love you guys..And i love you baby...Take care..Make sure you eat..

GONNA MISS YOU GUYS ALOT!!! :'(

Got to go already..Take care..Got to pack bag..Byes.

Hugs and kisses,

Aqilah Oreth(Gone till Friday)

Today :)

Well in the morning went to school with stomachache and a flu..Then during assembly i had to run to the toilet with Faezah and guess what we both did? We vomited..Yups..It was disgusting..I vomited water and my sweet..Eeee..Told my darling and you know what he say..So how did it taste..Baddie :'( but its ok..I konw he still care about me..Well then go back to class and vomited again..This time it was just plain water..But it tasted so disgusting..

Just now he sent me home..Yups..We went back with my sis and Abang Nazlie..Then when he reached home he called me to say that he was back and wanted to talk to me for awhile..So i said okies..Then my mum came out and she started screaming at me..So i put down the phone and went to my room as i wanted to study..Then she say i showing attitude and came to my room and ask me what i was doing so i said i was studying and she told me why you studying and i told her ok lah dont need to study..Dont need to sit for mid year..Then she keep scolding me..She said why i so kurangajar in other words so rebellious.And i just kept quiet..Then she say who teach? Abdul ar..I dont like it when she say like that so i told her why must get him involved..Then she walk away..I am sick and tired..I am so stressed up by my work and all this..Trying to do well..Trying to make everybody happy..Well i guess i have to tolerate..

I am going to Karimun this Thursday and Friday..Hope everybody will be ok..Take care yeah ppl..Tomorrow is another day..Trying to go through with all the stress..Hope i can cope and not break down before the mid year..

My daddy is going to be home till thursday where he will go to Bangkok till Sunday..Going to miss him loads..And ya i am confirm going on the 3rd of June to USA..Oh man..Scared..I want my sis to come along but she cant..Well i hope i will enjoy myself there though..But going to miss my baby and my darling sister and all my friends alot..

Got to go already..Bye everyone..Love ya loads..Take care..Muacks..Big hug..

Lots of love,
Stressed Lala

Today..

Went out early today..Yesterday slept at 1 and woke up at 9..Phew..Super tired..Shaiful kept me company..He could not sleep also last night..Wanted to call my baby but called to say good night only cause i scared my mummy scold.Hehe..

Now me having a conversation with Nazirul and Sufian..They bully me..Baddie..But they are still my best friend..Big Hug..Hehe..I also chatting with Shaiful,my classmates and not to forget my darling Tasha..Hehe..

Today went to Orchard..Went to Wisma first,then to Lucky Plaza..Then to Takashimaya..Then to Matrina Square..Phew,,

Okies got to go already..Stupid brother want to use the com..Stupid ar he..


Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Aqilah

Results

Well modern dance got Bronze..Imagine that..Bronze..Ok ar...Quite happy actually..Better than COP..We put in our effort already..Since this is the results be it..I am not going to be sad but just proud of Modern Dance..Cause has you know..MODERN DANCE ROCKS!! Hehe..Nothing much happen today..Just did my oral..Blah2 and went home with him..

I now know that he loves me lots and i got the bestest friend a person could ever had..Her name is....Tasha..Yups..And definitely Amelea..They helped me alot and i am grateful for that..My darling also stayed with me cause i am sick and he could not go takraw as his daddy dont let him..Good..Hehe..Now me got to go sleep already..Later mummy will nag...


Good job Modern Dance people..We did our best okies..Whatever happens we will always be dancing yeah...Take care and cant wait till the next modern dance practice..Muacks...Love ya guys alot..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Aqilah :)

Sad and Happy..

Long time did not blog due to modern dance training always..Now just came home..


Well today finally we had our modern dance SYF..Woke up at 5..Reach school at 6..Did our make up all that..Reached the kallang theathrein time..It was scary though..Going up the stage..The bright lights..The judges..We were dancing ok..According to Farah..Our mistakes could not be seen...Quite happy that it is over..Today many schools was there..They were fantastic..But there is one school, the teacher is going around scolding my team mates..Stupid person..Well our costume is fabulous..Farah said that we were going to have a chalet..Yippee..Tomorrow is the results..All the tension is on us..We just have to wait..Enough about that..

Quarreling with him again..Haiz dont know what to do..Cried hard last night...Went to Amelea house as i could not stay at home any longer..Then today had headache the whole day.. But bear with it till now..And ya today is our anniversary..

I know i was late..Sorry...But you did not have to put down on me when you called me..Dont call better right..Sorry you had to wait long but it is not expected..The costume came in late and then the manager came..Up to you to do what you want..Well like my sis say you are always giving in to me..I am always in the wrong..Not cut out to be your girlfriend..If you had enough of me and given up on me please tell..

I am really stress i think..I have not been eating well..Did not have a proper meal till today..Always drinking only..Not been sleeping well either..Sleep either at 12 or 1 in the morning..So exhausted...Feel like breaking down..

Well this princess needs a break...Lotsa of it..To be prepared for Mid Year Examination...Or else...She will surely die..

And oh yeah..I am confirmed..Going to USA on the 2nd or 3rd June..Going to miss you guys alot..But will try to update the blog there..

Bye everyone..Take care..Got to go and rest...


Lotsa hugs and kisses,
PriNcesS AqiLah

Neoprint taken after SYF Modern Dance!! With my sexy babes and our pretty costume :)













Next time will post more pics yeah..Take care..

Pictures taken on 5th April on Amelea's Birthday






Me and Hidzir..



Me and Sexy Nurul




The hunks for the day.. :)



The babes for the day.. :)

Today

This whole week has been basically tiring..Modern dance on Monday and Tuesday..Getting our full costume on Monday...Everyday there is basically class test..On top of that i have to do this and that at home..Well to make it shorter i am feeling stress..

Today i did not want to go back with him basically i am scared that he will scold me..I dont know why...But i still went back with him..Quarelling with him..I dont know ar..Basically i dont know anything..I am lost,confused and feeling abit shitty now..I always get scolding from my family..i really2 dont need one from him..Haiz..Tomorrow is another day..I need to go for adventure thingy in school..Tired though..Got a really2 damn headache..I just feel like crying my heart out..Forget it..Dont want to go into details..


Tasha:Please dont do anything stupid..I dont want you to be sad or cutting your wrists cause of a girl..Be strong..You will always have me, amelea and all your other friends..Take care yeah..Love ya loads..Anything just feel free to approach me...

Got to go sleep or do something..Take care everyone..


Depressed Princess,
Aqilah Oreth

Sorry :'(

Well today school as per normal..Went to the interchange with him..Then took the 912 myself..All alone..

Today suppose to see him play soccer..Actually can..Then after that my mummy angry and she did not let me go..So i did not go and went to sleep..I am damn stupid i think..Haiz..That will be a long story..I just want to keep today entry short..

He is going tomorrow :'( He might not come school..Tomorrow is my speech day..We finish early..But i have to attend the speech day..Haiz..I dont want him to go..But i want him to go there and enjoy himself instead of thinking about me only..I want him to de-stress himself..So it is better if he go..

Take care yeah darling..Going to miss you alot..But i want you to know that i really love you alot okies..

Lots of love,
Princess lala

Closer look on my results..Not very well done..Did not focus enough..Especially english..Aiming to do better than this..

Lonely Day :'(

Me at home feeling lonely...

Thanks kak yana for telling me what is right and wrong..I dont know whether i making sacrifices or not..But you can see that i am not calling him no more..He does not have a hp..I can hardly talk to him..So the only time we talk is when we he sents me home..I dont want him to always sent me home all the way up..But only when we go up then we really talk..If not we hardly speak..

Since my mum told me not to go back with him i wont at all..Not trying to go against my mother..But why must he always just sent me down and go back..It is a waste of time right...I would rather want him to stay at home and rest..Not trying to ask pity or anything while saying this..It's been a long time since i went back alone..Today was like i sat in the bus with my darling Tasha..Ya..She kept me company..But when going up the lift and walking home alone..Felt like..Its been thousand of years since i walk home alone..It felt so different without him..

I miss him alot..Yes i do..He is sick..Hope he will recover fast enough..He will be out of town this Friday to Sunday..And me..I cant spent time with him also this next two days..Haiz...Got to go study or something like that..Take care yeah ppl..Especially the modern dance ppl..Dont you guys ever get sick for the next two weeks...


Lots of love,
Depressed Aqilah

Lost sheep....

Today i am like so freaking tired..Wait..I am always tired..

Well today had modern dance...As usual..Forever scolding and all that stuff..We might get our costume next week...Yeahs...You know what..My SYF is like two freaking weeks away and we are not even close to perfect...Haiz..I will put my full effort to the dance..I am so freaking tired..But i just have to do it..On the actual day that is on the 14..We have to be in school by 6..Imagine what time i have to wake up..Gosh.That is just super early..

Today tasha hurt her leg..Oh man..That stupid Shaun...Hate him..Whatever..Well darling..Take care of your leg okies..It will heal...Just need time to recover..Dont cry okies..

Just now...My mum called..She said he is always coming here..I guess my moronic bro told her..Haiz..I think i will not go back with him anymore..Haiz..I am making too many sacrifices i think..Haiz..Never mind..Whatever makes my mum happy..

Got to go sleep already..Got test also no mood to study..Bye..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Lala :'(

Missing him like mad..

Well today was ok..Woke up at 9 as my baby called..Then i called him back..Damn i miss him loads..He called when i having my lunch and told me that he was going to Melaka..Oh man..Going to miss him like mad..

Today we set out at 10.30..Went to Sembawang as my sis had to take pictures of flowers..And the place there has loads of Bungalows and i was like so freaking interested to see..All the bungalows there were nice execpt that it is not convinient..

Then after taking pictures we went to Suntec City..We ate there and went shopping..My sis and i was like talking about my trip to USA..She told me that she is freakingly going to miss me like hell when i am gone for 2 weeks..She wants to go out with me before i go together with a few friends..Like a farewell party... I am sad..I dont want to go..I am going to miss my sis and definitely my darling..And also my mummy..But the thing is that i want to travel..I want to feel what it is like to take the plane again..I want to see my new baby cousin..I want to shop there..I want to see the interesting places there..I want all this..That is why i have to sacrifice..Haiz..I am definitely gonna go..

My darling is going on the 1st April..I am so going to miss him..I dont know how long he will be gone but i hope it is not long..

Tomorrow is Princess Tasha's birthday..Well Happy Advanced Birthday darling...Sorry i write first cause i scared tomorrow i cannot use the com..Well just wanna wish you good luck in your life..And remember you are 15...But dont change..Cause i like the Tasha that i know now..I dont want any changes in her..Yups..That's all..

Well to my kor kor Leong Kiat..It does not matter that you failed your eng..You still have time to buck up..Now you sick..Take this opportunity to get lots of rest and dont think about anything..You can do it..I have faith in you..

I got to go already...Got to watch tv with my family..Till next time i blog..Take care people..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Aqilah

Today..

Well today was a terrible day..I was like super tired...I slept during geography and POA..I was not only tired..I was having headache throughout the day..Just now we had modern dance and i was like forcing myself to dance..I really did not have the mood..All the modern dance ppl know that i was scared of Boogeyman..Well just heard from Jolene that she is enjoying modern dance..Well glad to hear it as that is the only time where we are together and we will have loads of fun dancing..

Tomorrow is sports day..Yeah..No school..I am going to run..Haiz..Leg pain..Dont feel like running..But i guess no choice..Just run..

Today he sent me home..He was with me till 7.30..I went to the interchange late..Sorry baby... :) I miss you loads...

Got to go already..I want to go watch tv..Bye everybody..Love ya guys loads...Muacks..Nites..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Aqilah

Update

Well yesterday wanted to blog but my sis had to use the com.So now i am here on the com..

Yesterday was tiring..I went out at 2..Did my new ezlink card...Went to my grandma house around 3.30..Stayed there for awhile..Clean up and talk to her..She look so sick..Then after that we went to Orchard to buy ballon and sweets..Yup..We went to Party With Us at Centrepoint...That place is super cool..From there we went to my mother's workplace to put the ballon and then me and my sis went to Orchard again to meet up with Tasha..She bought a new Roxy Wallet..That is red and it cost her $39..But she was sad to part with her money..But it was her birthday money so what the heck..Once in a lifetime you celebrate your birthday..So you made a good choice Tasha Darling..Hehe..

On Thursday i went out with him..Yeah..We spent nearly the whole day together..We watched a stupid show that is Boogeyman..Damn it was scary..Half the time i had my eyes closed..Then we went to walk2 at Esplanade..Until around 7.45 with Sandral..We reached home around 8.45 and he and Abang Nazlie was outside my house till 10..I was so happy that i could spent time with him..But he hurt his back..He could not sleep on that day and no one was at home..

Now me at home..Thinking about him..Last night i hardly contact him and i dont know what is his condition now..Last night i could not really sleep thinking about him...How i wish he was here with me now...Just now he called me..But i never pick up..Shit me..What was i doing..Oh well...

Later i going out to Alya birthday party..She is the cutest thing on Earth..She is turning one..But it is just her party today..Her real birthday is on the 23rd..So happy advanced birthday Alya..

I got to go already..I miss him alot..Haiz..Bye..Take care..Enjoy your holidays..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Aqilah

Modern Dance

Today had modern dance and my whole body is like super pain...Then some more bumped into Hidzir..Today my group that is Tasha,Sulaztry,Elizabeth,Hidzir,Shaun and me was like super shit..We change so many things and our dance step is like whoa...Nice but there is lots of strecthing and my thigh and hand hurts alot..

Went home and i ate and then bath...I am like super tired but i slept for 10 mins..Now got headache..But i am going out later..

I miss him alot..I dont know what he is doing now..I dont know how is he..Haiz..I guess i have to think that he is ok..Just now Amelea and Tasha saw him..So i think he is ok...

Well i got to go get ready already..


And yah..Happy Birthday to Abang Raez,Leong Kor Kor and my darling Grandma..Best wishes to all of you..Take care..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Aqilah

Me and him