happy holidays

today just took my malay O Levels.
Finally i can relax abit more.
I'm feeling kinda exhausted with everything can.

Malay O Levels was ok.
For the FIRST time,
i liked the bina ayat
where we make a sentence out of a word.
and the words were,
TAHAN, MENGECEWAKAN, TANDA PENGHARGAAN
the rest was ok i guess.
i just did what i could.

School holidays have started.
it's going to be a long 4 weeks.
however,
the first two weeks.
remedial.
wadda?
i have to be in school till like 3?
no holidays at all for this whole week.
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except Thursday where it is Vesak Day

gosh
and POA for next Monday,Wednesday and Friday.
shoot me!

plans for this June Holidays,

-school remedials and studies.
-go for ice skating
-enjoy abit.
-catch up with movies, can't wait to watch Harry Potter, Fantastic 4, Pirates of the Carribean which apparently have started but i have not watched it and finally Shrek 3
-have a good rest
-hang out with friends
-Sentosa chalet!

so yeah
nothing much planned
however,
confirmed, for sure, die-die
going to Sentosa Chalet.
the Costa Sands Resort on the 12,13 & 14 June.
Mummy and Daddy have booked already.
so that's confirm

it's like a normal day in school tomorrow.
the fact that i have to be in school by 8 and remedials only finishes at 3pm?
goodness gracious me.
i miss those words.

ok then,
planning to study abit before going to bed.
i guess i'm used to this lifestlye now.
studying before going to bed.
however, causing more migranes to occur.
today's pain is unbearable

goodnight world.
happy holidays

The pictures i took with my classmates shows how crazy we are in class.but,we're spontaneous[[:


scary ghost


this is worst ok!



dumb nerds

duh

losers

fake smile?


wtf?this was influenced by Farhannah,i'm serious.





this was so long ago.and i just got it.it was during the carnival where Leong, Kaartik and Cleon bully me.just because i'm small.



this was me and Syazannah during dance[[:

blueck!

candid me






so retard

acting cute

cuter right?


covers face with different hands.LOL.figure it out!

see, they're all wearing orange[[:

kisses

shades



this is what Sentosa looks like now.LOL





my hero[[:






my heroine[[:

i'm daddy's girl.a.k.a daddy's little one[[:

peace :p

so adorable right?!so geram!

i love babies

sis was trying to squeeze me.but my face expression, FAIL!

My collection of Soda POP girls.i love it ok[[:


me wearing my brother specs



retards!







adorble laughing baby

tralalala

this post is so random.
anyways,
chatting with two gays now.
LOL
Zach and Khai.
i'm so mean in calling them gays.
let me be a meanie
[[[:

anyways,
weekends was fun but tiring.
Saturday,
went to Sentosa!
i miss Sentosa ok.
the plans was to stay over.
but hotels were fully booked.
BOO!
not fair!
so we end up having picnic there and we went to VIVO CITY!
the thing that rocked that day was the fact that we were all wearing ORANGE!
sun=orange
get it?
LOL
all of us got a shirt just for the picnic.
this shows the ORETH TOGETHERNESS
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everyone was basically staring at us.
we were the envy of alot of people ok
yay!

on Sunday,
i basically tried to finish my malay homework.
but it's like i have to take it nice and slow to finish it up.
so,
in the afternoon,
i had a long break!
we went out,
suppose to head to changi village for teh tarik.
but there was no parking space.
so we ended up at Budget Terminal.
LOL
we ate at HAN'S
i had their puff and their wonderful cake.
plus i had cafe mocha.
which was suppose to be cafe latte!
the cashier should have digged her ears.
loser.

today,
was a great day can.
althought the day started in a boring manner.
where we had our intensive malay lessons.
can anyone spell BORING
but no choice,
NEXT MONDAY IS LIKE MY MALAY O'LEVELS!
WADDAA!!
so lame to like just freak out now right?
what a loser.

POA lessons was fun fun.
we did not have lessons so the crazy four girls was basically camwhorings
i know it's like wrong to camwhore in class.
but it was a whole lot of fun.
so love them can
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maths lessons was on probability.
thank god it was an easy topic.
yay!

had form teacher time
and something funny happen.
i was like standing behind Leong.
and me being short,
and him being a giant.
i was told to hide behind him
LOL
then Leong went " Mdm Santha, where is Aqilah ar?"
then Mdm Santha " ya ar, where is she? Farhannah, where is Aqilah"
then Farhannah went " I don't know teacher" [Farhannah actually knew where i was]
LOL!
then Leong was like laughing like mad.
then i pop out!
like magic
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ok so lame but so fuunnnnyyy!!!

today was great
i love 5/1
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i'm suppose to be studying now.
LOL
all the best to MALAY

MYEs

results are out.
not fantastic!
sigh.
my english results not out!

here are the latest results

Geography - 23/50
Social Studies - 19/50
i basically screw combined humanities with only 42%
that is a freaking E8
gosh!

Chemistry - Practical -> 13/15
Paper 1 -> 17/20
Paper 2 -> 32/65
Physics - Practical -> 12.5/15
Paper 1 -> 13/20
Paper 2 -> 42/65
Combined Science is 65%
quite happy with practical and paper 1!
woohhoo!
but not so happy with paper 2
sigh

Malay- Paper 1 -> 42/70
Paper 2 -> 47/70
Malay total is 63%
although was half dead due to the headache.
i think i did ok.
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POA - Paper 1 -> 19/30
Paper 2 -> 58/70
POA total is 77%
my first A1!
hoorraayy!
and i got 3rd in class.
thanks ar!

Math - Paper 1 -> 51/80
Paper 2 -> 66/100
Math total is 65%.
which is suprising cause i did not expect to pass.
cause i left alot of questions blank.

Tomorrow, we'll be getting back english.
*cross fingers*
i hope i'll do well.
sigh.
stress.

i did not do well can for MYEs
make daddy and mummy disappointed!
argh!
depression alert!

i'm so craving for strawberry strudel now.
LOL
weird.
cause i saw the strudel at causeway point!
argh!
so tempting can!

and, and.
i miss chocolate.
although i ate like a whole lot yesterday!
LOL
i want willy wonka's caramel chocolate!
thanks!

this post is getting lame.
and i'm getting bored can.
daddy's coming home soon!
toodles all!

when i found you

"When I Found You"

I believe
We all have one true love
Somewhere in this world
I do (I do, I do)

When it seemed
All my dreams
Were falling through
That's when I found you

I believe for every heart
That whispers in the dark
There's a ray of light somewhere
Shining through
It was sink
Or swim
When the tide came in

I found myself
When I found you
I found the closest thing to heaven
Yes in you
I found the deepest love I knew
Ooooh Ohh
I'll believe
Yes it's true
I found myself
When I found you

Ooh yeah
I believe (I believe)
For every door (Every door)
That's closingFor every heartbreak
There's hope for something new
From the ashes rise a glimpse of paradise
It still flickered in your eyes
When I found you
I found the closest thing to heaven
Yes in you
I found the deepest love I knew
Ooooh Ohh
I'll believeYes it's true
I found myself
When I found you

A life unfolds
No one knows
I thought love was just a tingling of the skin
I felt so alone
All Alone
More than you could ever know
You show deep love
Sweet love

When I found you (I found love)
Oooh (the closest thing to heaven)
Oh yeah
I found you baby, I found you
I found you
Yeah
I found myself

When I found you
I found the closest thing to heaven
Yes in you
I found the deepest love I knew
Ooooh Ohh
I'll believe
Yes it's true
I found myself
When I found you, you

a song by BRITNEY SPEARS
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yayness!

results

RESULTS ARE TOMORROW!
gosh.
the anxiety is killing.
oh how i hope tomorrow won't come
argh.
going crazy already.

anyway,
Anansa is pretty sad.
her mummy and bro went to Japan.
leaving Anansa alone.
sigh.
i feel so sorry for her.
asked her to sleep over but she don't want to
cause she wants to wait for her mum to call.
gosh so touching.
CHEER UP ANANSA!

if i were her,
i will cry to.
because,
although i do always argue with mummy,
deep in my heart.
she'll always be my mummy.

OMG.
thinking about being alone.
when i went to America last time.
GOSH!
i felt super lonely without mummy and my sis.
nothing is fun unless the whole family is around.
then we can go mad.
and crazy
and camwhore.
LOL

just now went jogging and swimming.
i'm feeling so tired now can?

and,and
today,
i watch cheerleader and dancing shows
oh i so wanted to be a gymast or a ballerina!
and you know what,
i can nearly do a perfect split
yayness to that!
wooohhooo!
all thanks to Mr Adam.
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and and i can do a bridge from standing up.
i just have to figure out how i can toss backwards from the brige.
and i can stand on both hands on the floor
and i can do cartwheel.
will that be enough?
LOL.

i have so many lame ambitions to look foward to
at least it's not lame to me.
ok i'm being so LAME!
LOL

i want to be an ice skater, or a dancer, or a cheerleader!!!!
so girly.
i have the strength ok!
yay!

ok then,
thats all.
and i want a class outing!
or dance outing!
but it's so difficult to go out can!
argh

and daddy will be back tomorrow!
hopefully i don't dissapoint him
that is what i worry the most.
to make my parents heartbroken.
wah.
so tension lah....

toodles all!
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mummy, its over!

FINALLY!
MY MYEs are over.
HIP HIP HOORRRAAYY!

mugging was not easy at all.
all those late nights
hopefully it pays off.

my worst nightmare was math.
i can drop and cry talking about it.
i know i won't do well for that subject.
sigh.
how dissapointing!
arghhh!!

anyway,
tomorrow is a holiday.
cause it's a marking day.
i really need to have alot of sleep
cause i'm breaking out!
those ugly dots on my face that looks like pimples.
make my self esteem low can!
so frustrating!

Batam trip was canceled!
i miss donuts!
i miss daddy!
mummy's day without him is not fun!
i mean it's fun with mummy.
but together as a family,
that will be even better.
having dinner, watching a movie together.
oh how nice!

BUT!
daddy might bring us to Sentosa this weekend.
for a stay there.
at Costa Sands i think!
LOL
like we don't have a home.
daddy rocks my nice socks
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Results might be on Wednesday.
and hopefully,
i'll do well.
*cross fingers*

and,
INTENSIVE MALAY LESSONS!
argh.
thinking about it is like *faints*
i got intensive malay la
cause Malay O' level coming soon
but i'm going to commit myself into malay.
do well for this coming June exam
and say bye bye to MALAY!!!
yay.

i want to go out tomorrow!
go out with my crazy bestie!
FARHANNAH!
haha.
she's been craving for Crepes since like forever!
LOL
sorry.
it'll be soon ok friend!

and ya,
the four of us still not ok.
sigh.
four of us seperated like not fun.
no craziness from Anansa and Faezah and Farhannah!
the FAFA club.
LOL
i miss them alot lah!

last but not least!
i want to thank those who have been supporting me during MYEs
AFIQ and FARHANNAH!
who teach me everything i needed to know!
thanks
and to MUMMY, DADDY, KAK LIYANA, ISAAC!
thanks for understanding me!
and to 5/1!
for being the best class environment i've ever been into.
full of fun and nonsense!
LOL
LOVE YOU ALL..

and now i'm bored.
and now i want to watch TV!
been a long time since i did that.
LOL
HIKMAH,
here i come!
MARS vs VENUS!
here i come

toodles all!
ok my post is super boring!!!

my life

Spiderman 3 is a MUST WATCH!
it's nice and touching.
i so love the ending can
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anyway,
MYEs have been stressing.
somehow i wished that there would be no exams
but i'm trying real hard to score my best.
i want to go to a good JC or a POLY
sigh
it's only the MYEs
but hopefully,
i'll be well prepared for O' levels

i miss dancing can?
i miss ice skating can?
i miss those time when i came back early to have my beauty sleep can?
i miss those old times where i'm not so worked up can?

POA paper 2
kill me please.
going to mug non-stop.
Exams will be over next week
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and i'm going to Batam this weekend.
to be with daddy.
what a joy
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i want those donuts there,
those corn there,
and the smashed chicken rice.
yummy!

ok.
stop thinking about food.
i have to exercise more.
cause i don't dance anymore.
and i've been eating,sleeping and study.
what a pig.
oink!

and what have been keeping me alive is those BRANDS chicken essence.
that mummy and daddy buys for me.
it really works ok
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some tips.

got to go study POA now.
wish me all the best.
toodles!

something happened between us girls.
i just want you guys to know that you're the greatest friends i've ever had and nothing will ever change that.
take care girls.
cause my life is nothing without you guys
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ALL THE BEST FOR MYEs [[[:
cheers