Is it a good or bad day?

Well firstly i would like to wish this people Happy Birthday. My darling sister. Happy 16th birthday. My friend Emilyza. Happy 14th birthday chicken. Hehe. Well two happy people turning older. Wonder when it is going to be my turn. I just hope i dont change too much though. Haiz. Ok well today had a small party for my sis. Sandral,Hui Shan and Abang Nazlie came. Ate cake and ate a few finger food. Then they went home. That is all.

Today get results. It is as follow. Physics:10/25.Chemistry:18/25.English:18/30.Maths:16/30.Geography:17/25.
That is what i get. Bad grades. Dont know what to say already.

Today is like pure shit. I slept like late night. Not late. Just woke up like a billion times. Wanted to talk to him but cannot. Then today i like went to look for him at the soccer court. he made me stand there like an idiot and say that later he will meet me. But what the hell can we talk about for 5 mins. Shit. This is all shit. I am just an idiot. An ass. I just hate him for doing that to me. Like countless time. The same thing. I just hate my life. Why do i have to go through this. This just sucks.


I dont know what to do anymore. My right side of near the stomach hurts. Like shit. Just feel like dying. No one knows. Only me. My mummy know then she say how? That was all. I feel like crying. I feel so lonely. I feel so sad. I got to go already.


Goodbye and so long. Till next time.



love,
Aqilah Oreth

My day!

Well i bought a new bikini! Yeahs! Yesterday went to Sentosa. For picnic and to just enjoy at the beach. It was ok. My sister bought a new Roxy shorts for her birthday. Then today i bought for her a barney ballon . And she also got money from my grandma. She is happy. Good enough.Well this is a short entry . Tomorrow i might update more. Till then goodbye!



love,
pRinceSs Lala

-Common test

Well tomorrow is my chemistry paper. Then my POA. Then it is over. The nightmare is over. I had a really difficult day today. Maths and physics. Gosh it was terrible. But i think i did my best. I am so damn tired. I feel like there is alot of load over my shoulder. It is a terrible feeling. It is not nice.


I have been having people to help me. Thank god to these people. Cant really name them. Haha. Private and confidential. Haha. Well just thanks alot. I am back with pelyn. Yeah we are back guys. Watch out for our madness. Haha. Thanks to darling Kenzi we are ok. Thanks. Thanks to my friends that is all lah. Haha. Everybody. And my family. Ya the most important person.


Next week i am going to perform. Yeahs! for teacher's day. Cannot wait. Haha. Well CHR people this is going to be a real treat for you guys. Teacher's day is going to be great. So better come. Haha. I am going to do my best for you. And ya. My darling sis birthday is next week. So fast she turn sweet sixteen and i am still fourteen. Got to wait till december. So long.


Ok i got to go study Chemistry. Wish me all the best. Love you all. Muacks!



love,
Aqilah Oreth

I...am sorry!

I am sorry. I dont want to quarrel with you no more. I got a splitting headache now. Sorry darling. Sorry. Sorry. I dont know what to say already. I dont know whether it is my fault or not. I dont know. I dont know. I am sad. I am sorry. I am stressed.

Tomorrow is my maths and physics test. I am so scared. I am terrified. I am scared. I want to do well. I have faith in my geography. I can pass. Now i need god's blessing. Oh man!

I am so shit. So so shit. Sobx :'(

I lovee euu!!

I AM SORRY PELYN!! THANKS KENZI!! THANKS TASHA!!

THANKS AMY!! THANKS EVERYONE!! I LOVE ALL OF

YOU!! MUACKS!!

- FuCk you Bitch

This is dedicated to a bitch. Who think that she is always right. Well you shit. You have made me fucking sad. It is all you. You are the one acting pityful shit. Ass. I hate euu! You made me say this. Natasha also you angry and she even had to say sorry. You where big you ass! Well sorry i am no pushover. I have to fight for my right. You never treasure friends. Want to angry then angry just like that. WAKE UP TO REALITY LAH. You are like in a dreamland. Which you think everything will go in your way. Well i have never known a girl as horrible as you. Pathetic ass. You can hate me for all i care. I am not in the wrong. You only know how to talk. Want to ignore me fine! Tell me the reason you fucking bitch. Come and talk to me lah. Not tag in blog useless. Hopeless.

-Fcuked up days!

Since yesterday things have never been right for me. Haiz. People hates me. For things i never did. Since yesterday. They never even find out the truth. Then angry with me for nothing. Yesterday was Pelyn. She said that i side with Joyce and dont know what shit. I dont know what is going on actually. Well for everybody's information i dont side with no one! I just love everybody from Modern Dance. I dont want anyone to quit. Somehow or rather i feel hurt when people quit! Seriously! God no one understands me! Then yesterday had dance and everything. I was dead tired after that. But went home did alot of chores all by myself! I am not complaining about the chores. I dont mind doind it alone. I want to help my sister. So she will be stress free and just concentrate on her Prelims. That is all i want for now. Then i slept late yesterday ya. Taught my sis maths. Iron a few clothes. Fold a few clothes. Then went to bed. Wierd is that i lost my voice while teaching. Gosh i dont know how i managed that.


Today i went to school as normal. But then one person i want to salam her say i talk bad things about her. What the Fcuk! What i do wrong. For everyone information again i dont talk bad about people. Even if i am advising people. I hate to hear people say things about me. And for your information Nurul, whoever the bloody hell go and tell you i talk bad about you ask the asshole to come talk to me and tell me what i say. Gosh. No facts then say anyhow. Please lah people. Find facts before blaming other people. The other people have feelings too. Not only you. And another thing Nurul, Amelea did not say that you were the one who tagged her board. She only suspects you. That is all ok. Gosh. And my baby is so i dont know what to say. He has no self confidence in himself. Haiz. Today another day is gone. Sooner or later i will be taking my N' level. I am now feeling 'shit'. You know S-H-I-T. I feel like vomiting and i have not done my housework. Got to go. I need to help my sis and also i need to study.


I need help from God. For me to survive!


love,
Aqilah Oreth :'(

-Whees!

Well yesterday i bought a pRinceSs fossil watch. Hehe. My daddy and mummy bought it for me. Thanks mummy and daddy. Love you loads! Well my sis bought a new bag and a pencil box. Oh ya and i bought this pink butterfly shirt. It is super nice. My bro bought a new Batman watch. My daddy bought a new Timberland wallet. My mummy bought new shoes. Everyone got something yesterday. So we were all happy. Hehe. I so love my Fossil watch. I will try to post the pic on the blog.

Today is my 9th month anniversary. Well long time with him. The longest guy i have ever been with and i love him alot! Thanks baby for always being there with me. So cannot live with out you. Muacks! Ok lah got to go. My daddy will scold.Will update more next time.


Love everyone!


love,
Aqilah Oreth

-lalala

Well today i am at home. Due to the sickness i got. Temperature went up to 38 degrees yesterday but today it went down. So glad. Later have teacher's day rehersal therefore i got to go to school. I think i got sick due to overworking. Well now when i go home i need to eat. Then rest awhile. Followed by doing my homework and studying. Then check on Isaac's homework. Then i must make all of them eat. Then i will pack my bag. Followed by washing the dishes and cleaning the house. Then i have to iron my school clothes and then i can rest. On Wednesday i had to change room. Therefore there was more work. Then the next day i felt like shit. Body hurts alot. That was yesterday. Yups. Then my body went all hot. Well that is all lah.


The three days holidays this is what i did:

Monday: Went out with Abdul, Abang Nazlie and Kak Liyana and me! We went to watch Charlie and the chocolate factory. Then we went to meet my mother for dinner. Then went to Esplanade awhile. Then i went home with him. It was around 10+ . I reached home around 11+ . Then i was sad. Something happen. Sis fought with mummy. Both of us was in the wrong. Therefore i said sorry.I was forgiven.

Tuesday: Sis fought with Mummy. Therefore i tried to help. I told my mum not to be angry with my sis anymore. Then my mummy say that she will forgive her if she say sorry. Then i slept for awhile. Cause i had a stomach cramp. Cause of my menses. Pain like shit. Then i was called a bitch by my sis and saying i never help her. I dont know lah. Then i went out with my uncle and auntie. We went to Esplanade to look at the fireworks. We had fun. Giggling. Then went to eat at Sembawang Shopping Centre. Then we went home. Oh ya. HAPPY BELATED 40th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!


Wednesday: Did alot of housework. Stayed at home the whole day to study. Then Abdul came. To study with my sis. Yups i think that is about what i did.



Well next two weeks is my common test. I got to start studying. At least a subject. Stress. But i want to so well. So ya i will sacrifice. Well i got to go to the doctor. Till next time i blog.


GoOdbYe!



Love,
pRinceSs Lala

- BaD dAy

I fought with my bro. Well more details can ask me. Life is abit difficult now. No maid. We have to try to do everything ourselves. It is abit difficult. But i am glad that i am enjoying doing the housework. Weird huh? I have been ironing the school uniform everyday as well as washing the dishes. My room though is in a mess. Need a makeover. I might do something about it during the holidays.

Common test is like so near. And i am not really ready. Everyday going home and feeling so tired. I got to buck up. I need to start studying already. Well we got in the teacher's day dance and we have rehersal nearly every week. Except for during the common test week. Tiring though. Well got to bear with it.


And oh ya. I am quarreling with him. Small reason. But i need time to get over it. So that's all.



GoOdbYe!

love,
pRinceSs Lala

- Post

Well Tuesday i updated. Nothing much happen on Wednesday and Thursday. Just that i always went home late so my mummy scold. Yups. Got the scolding. Then on Friday was the audition. I kinda shout at my friends. Cause i was the assistant coodinator and the dance was not perfect. Ya. So this particular person that is Nisa i shouted at her more. So she did not really like it. Neither do me. I dont like to shout at people. I will try my best not to. So ya. Sorry to Amy,Tasha, Nina, Iena,Nurul and definitely Nisa. Sorry i shouted. But whatever it is i am glad that the dance is over. And the results is that we got in!!!! Haha. I am glad.Thanks for tolerating with me and i know you are the bestest friend i have ever had. I would always feel lonely if it was not for you guys. Nina thanks for being my patner. It was great. I so love how we do things together. I love last year. Me being pampered by you. Haha. It was great. To the rest i am just glad that you are my peeps. I am so happy that i have you guys. I love you guys! Muacks!



So ya. Saturday and Sunday with my parents. But i fought with my mummy.. I am sorry Mummy. I cant live without you. You are my strongest asset. I love you alot2. I am really sorry. I know i never tell you in person. That is because i am scared. You can say i am a coward. Well i just love you okies. Then today i went back with him. So the damn happy. He loves me. He really2 loves me. Ok I am tired already. Will update more next time. And it will be longer.


GoOdByE.


Lots of love,
pRincesS Lala