bored to hell

the hols have just started and it feels the same as normal school days.

so boring.

plus i still have to go to school for extra classes.

and mount kinabalu training.

but.....

I AM GOING MOUNT KINABALU NEXT WEEK!

the tension is here.

i am super duper scared.

but i love my fellow mount k people.

peyn,juliana,grace,nasriah,lenny and many other people,

this is only the girls!

muahaha!

i love you crazy fellows!

today training.

we walked from school to sembawang park!

SEMBAWANG PARK MIND YOU!

imagine the HEAT, the STRAIN from the 6 kg load.

omigosh.

i nearly died.

serious.

then went home i ate.

i was super hungry.

and i slept

i was suppose to go to sandral house.

but i guess i was too tired.

ahah.

sorry sandral

(:

ok i have to make alot of plans.

alot of people to go out with.

tralala.

i must make it as soon as i come back from mount k.

haha..

ok i want to watch chinese show.

todles everyone!

kisses!

love

lala*

fuck.

fuck

lazy to update.

write a long bloody post.

then mummy go and use the com.

all gone.

so wait till i have the mood to type.

i am sick.

thats all.

love.

today post is about love.

i suddenly thought of it.

so going to talk about it ok.

hmm..

someone told me "dont say love ya unless you really mean it."

the words has put me into deep thoughts.

the person is apparently not my boyfriend.

but come to think of it.

i say love ya to everybody.

maybe what he thinks about love is different from what i think.

i think that i love everyone in the world.

so i say i love you to everyone.

and guys have a different thinking about love.

love is between a boyfriend and a girlfriend to them.

oh wells.

now i know and i shall do what i think is right.

correct?

today suppose to go out.

but cancel.

its ok girls.

another day.

hmm..

i got roxy razorback.

and socks.

coolness.

and a butterfly ring.

mummy is so sweet yesterday.

she bought that for me

(:

ahah.

i love ya mummy!

ok got to slack at home and watch harry potter!

i love daniel radclifee!

kisses!

love everyone in the whole wide world!

lala*

mid year exams results.

oh wells.

today was back to school.

total lameness.

fearing of getting results.

but what the hell.

have to face it sooner or later.

so true right.

but i decided not to tell my daddy the results.

cause my sister did badly.

actually not bad lah.

O'level is definitely more difficult then N' level right?

so we cant compare much about the results.

oh well i think that my sister did well.

and definitely her best.

and anyways.

i cant brag about my results.

they are not as expected.

haiyoh.

ok here are the results.

the two best subjects are......

MATHS AND COMBINED SCIENCE!

thats all.

okok the results.

English: 57%

Malay: 59%

combined Science: 71% [2nd in class][ahaha]

combined Humans: 52%

POA: 62%

Maths: 70%

yup

thats all.

i dont know whether the report book will show results like this..

total shitness right.

if i calculate for N'level it will be 8

and my aim is to get 5

still a long way to go.

but i know i can make it.

i just have to persevere.

and do better.

hmm...

mount kinabalu training schdule is out.

next monday have training.

and 5 more trainings to go.

till the actual day that i leave

thats all that i have to post today.

haha.

ok.

toodles!

lala*

wacky pictures and today

tasha posing. ahah. coolness.

a sign that we thought was cool. it was mind your ass. instead of your head. (:

our retardeness in the bus.

we love each other. and our friendship will last forever!




kawaii neh!
total crazyness/


lala loves tasha!
lala posing.




friends forever!

our reflection!

haha. us with cutie victoria and hottie celeste! woohoo!(:

togetherness.
ahah. so well you have seen the photos.i shall then talk about today then.i went out with my lond missed lesbian.tashakeira!and my sis and abang nazlie lahahah.we went to eat at kfc.
and went to walk to heeren to take neoprints.ahah.coolie neoprints.and guess who we bumped into.hot chicks!ahah.it was celeste.and her friend victoria
then we took neoprint and i and tasha had to leave early.so we left.and we became camwhore suddenly.haha.tasha was like loud man!we were in total madness!haha!but it was fun though.
so then went home.went swimming with alot of kids.as per normal i am the babysister.then went home.
now there are guests at my house.they are sleeping over.lameness.i so miss my room.without it i am nothing.and daddy is like asking us to wear long pants and t-shirt.boring.ok lah.thats all.got to go entertain.
toodles everyone!love cha!
lala*

MYEs O-V-E-R

mid year exams are so over.

today last paper math!

it was ok i guess.

i knew all the formulas.

ahah..

ok got to make plans.

quick.

next month are the hols.

and i will be home till next tuesday.

and friday.

ahaha.

long break man.

woohoo!!!

oh wells i want to go out.

do what i do best.

shopping,watching movies,

just being mad and having fun!

tralala.

i am so i dont know what to say.

nasri asked me again

and i keep giving the same answer.

it will not change till somehow or rather my life change.

i am so tired.

i know that i cant commit to relationships now.

i have plans.

i dont know.

my plans for this year.

to conquer mount kinabalu.

to pass my n'level with hopefully less then 5 points

and go shopping.

and take ice skating lessons.

and work.

and the last thing is to look for a boyfriend.

nasri.

i am sorry i dissapoint you.

but i cant make any decisions now.

cause i dont know what is going to happen this year.

if you have found someone that you really like.

besides me

go for it.

i may regret.

i may not.

but seeing my friend happy is what i want to do.

oh wells.

am tired.

i cant possibly think about this after exams.

it is like total suicide.

i want to enjoy.

and have fun.

as well as to study.

tomorrow might go out with tasha.

hopefully.

i miss that girl

alot!

ahah.

and i have to go out with alot of people.

once the remedial schedule is out.

i so want to plan my june hols.

till then.

toodles everyone!

lala*

last day!

woohoo!!!

tomorrow is the last day of mid year exams!!!

lalalalala!!

i am super glad!

ahah.

oh wells nothing is happening to my life now.

kinda boring.

i cant wait for the start of training back

oh ya speaking of that i haven been training for so many days.

die!

well cant wait for dance also.

i want to dancE!

so badly i could almost die.

today had physics test.

die!

surely mati!

ahah.

actually i think i can pass.

but just average.

thats all luh.

and it will so bring my chemistry marks down.

so lame.

so cool.

whatever!

ahah.

from i'm not stupid 2

(:

okok,

last night slept late.

talked to nasri.

it has been a long time since i had night talks with him

i remember we used to date and i used the phone.

so i purposely slept outside.

ahah.

miss that times luh.

calling boyfriend.

ahah.

anyone can call me on the phone.

my mummy asked me to activate my free incoming.

so yeah.

call to chat ok.

ahah.

i miss MASTURA!

and KAK MARIA!

so badly.

i want to tickle mastura and i want to chat with kak maria!

ahah.

i am mad.

i am sorry tasha!

the other post i was angry.

but chicken mcnugget dont mean anything.

i swear.

i wanted to eat that at that time.

ahah.

and i thought of chicken.

i am SORRY!

i love you loadies!!!

we'll hang out one day together.

just the two of us.

i promise

(:

i want chocolates!!!!!

i want to eat melted chocolates!!!

yummy,

hmm...

ok lah.

thats all for now!

toodles!

kisses!

love everyone in the world!

lala*

mid year exams

oh wells.

malay paper,

english paper,

social studies,

geography,

Principal Of Accounts Paper 1

&

Chemistry.

all finished.

done.

kaarpish!

next week will be the last week and i will be so glad that it is over

(:

lalalala.

today was chem

i think it is going to be easier then physics.

although i haven take my physics paper yet i can imagine the paper.

it will be like whoa!

shitness.

well i and tasha are ok.

but i feel that you are giving me a cold shoulder.

you dont call me anymore

you dont share anymore things with me.

i miss knowing everything about you.

do call me when you have the time ok.

hmm...

what shall i talk about.

mummy is still cold to me.

cause of my brother.

but what the heck i did nothing wrong.

oh wells.

shitness in life.

yeah2.

ok well that is all.

i seriously dont know what to type.

ahah.

love cha people!

kisses!

lala*

hello?

this whole bloody chicken post is for NATASHAKEIRA!

ok i am not scolding you or anything.

and chicken macnugget i dont want to quarrel with you

whatever you listen to amelea you can listen cause it is true.

i did not call you a bitch however.

i said that you are beginning to look like one,

dont you think so?

amelea agrees with me ok.

i dont know what she tell you ok.

whatever she want to say she say lah.

look yourself in the mirror and ask.

i love the way you look.

until everything became short with dangling earrings and nail polish.

you never did defy school rules till now

i dont know what changed you.

i wanted to confront you,

not confront lah, talk.

but somehow or rather i was afraid to do it.

i am scared to make you cry.

me scared of you?

so wrong.

i was never scared of you till now.

so you want to hate me or whatever i dont mind.

cause my conscience is clear.

i had no bad intentions or whatsoever,

only fana knows.

so i hope you read this and come talk to me.

if there is any doubts.

i wont talk to you for the time being.

knowing that you think that i think that you are a 'bitch'

sorry.

i have to study now.

i got to study hard.

tomorrow is geography and social studies.

i am so dead.

D-E-A-D!

toodles!