i hate my life.

i just want to run far away.

and never come back!

:'(

first day of school for semester 2

today is the first day of school.

and so many exciting things are going to happen.

total yeahness!

first.

i and tasha are going to have our last dance.

with modern dance

and fort siloso.

'ballet under the starsl'.

looking out to that.

then this friday we have youth day celebrations!

and we can wear anything we want to wear.

like so cool right?

then next monday is holiday!

yeahness!

today was a boring day you can say.

i was rushing my NYAA,

then on top of that i have to study

this week have mock test already.

faints.

maths and POA!

argh.

i met my friends today!

like so fun.

i was mad.

but then i met tasha after school.

i went to her house.

and she gave me a lollipop from KL.

like so cute and she is so nice.

ahah.

and Faezah gave me a keychain

so sweet luh!

ok my third post for today and i am real tired.

toodles everyone!

kisses!

(:

lala*

weekend photos.

BBQ and swimming at my place(:


it is suppose to be a nice one wit isaac and ella.but only mine and sha2 was nice. ahah(:
us at the pool.looking up.without my sis luh.she is the photographer.yeahness!
us again.hmm..
-END OF SUNDAY'S PHOTOS!-
SENTOSA TRIP CUM AUNTIE YENNY BIRTHDAY!

cant get enough of this statues around. hahaha

baby nayli at my dadd's car.like so cute please.(:

i am trying to teach nayli how to walk ok.and she is trying to.like how sweet

we all walking.and kak yana was taking the pic from the back.coolness.i am in pink(:

me and ella.at the food junction.her heart beat like rocket!ahah.so funny lah she.

me with the young children.i like!ahah.

me and nayli!kawaii neh!i like her eyes!

us posing at the sea

it is the letter LOL!haha.cant you guys see it?

yeahness in the sun!


Sentosa Models 2006!
us having fun at the sun and the sand!


haha.everyone to the right please.ka ching!

me and sha2 on the sun..oooo...

poor fiqrish.so mean ar we people.


we are spiderman and spiderwoman!yeahness!


we just love the camera.sorry.

all of us.without kak yana and mummy and daddy.ahah

nayli,sha2,ella and me.we love the pirate.aiyer.
all the kids that were there.with kak yana(:finally


me and nayli!!so cute right.with out specs!loving it man!


and not to forget.the birthday girl!HAPPY BELATED 41TH BIRTHDAY AUNTIE YENNY!!!woohoo!(:

my weekend

my last weekend for the school holidays were superb!

on Saturday i went to Sentosa and the place is damn great!

yeahness!

then on Sunday we suddenly had to urge to have a BBQ down at my house.

coolness right?

well i will sum all this up with pictures later ok.

(:

back to school

it is back to school in like 2 more days.
my holidays are shit.
i think the only fun thing was the mount kinabalu trip that i will never forget.
that took 2 weeks from the holidays.
and extra 1 week to recover.
like how lame.

i tried to do my homework last week,
but could not.
now i have to rush it.
i still have to finish my maths.
and my chemistry.
and not to mention writing my NYAA
omg.
two more days
die.

tomorrow we are all planing to go to the beach.
to celebrate auntie yenny's birthday.
but i think i am bringing my NYAA book to finish it.
ahah
so enjoy here and there with the children.
while doing homework.
-_-
so lame i know.

mummy's birthday is coming!!!
*screams*
ahah.
i haven plan anything.
maybe high tea with her at Hyatt Hotel will be great huh.
i dont know.
we'll see.
ahah.
it is school night.

ok so that's all..

i went swimming just now.

with nayli,

and the kiddies

like how cute please.

ahah.

i swam a few laps.

toodles!

lala*

love

Aqilah, the one lady that I will go all out just to get her. The one person that melts my heart whenever I just stare into her eyes. It doesn’t matter whether in real-life or in pictures, her eyes, those sparkling little things just melts me. Love and Faith made me patiently wait for her. I don’t mind at all because this is my own choice. She is just one person I would trade my happiness with her sadness if it is needed.

They say there is a lady behind every man’s success. Mine is definitely aqilah. Everything about her is extra-ordinary. Her curly, wavy-locks hair. Her skin. Her facial expression whenever her emotions start to show. I love the way she is. She is near-perfect for me because she is what I am not. She completes me. She is the very part of me that loves pink. She is the very part of me that I need. Without it, it’s difficult to live life happily. Without Aqilah, there is no such thing as “Happily Ever After” in my life. I love her. I may not be her first true love, but that isn’t important to me. Once we are together, the past is nothing but a word. Our hearts have semi-co-operated. Whenever she is sad, sorry, happy, excited or any other emotions, I felt and feel the same, even though I am not near her. Whenever I am sad, sorry, happy, excited or any other emotions, she felt it too. I believe that when God is creating her, HE is looking straight at me. HE may even be saying “The both of you shall be the next Adam & Eve”. How sweet it will be. I want to make her happy. I wish that all those that have ill-feelings towards her reflect about themselves. They must be mad not to enjoy Aqilah’s company. In my world, Aqilah is the queen. My queen. The only one that can change anything in my world. My world will change to our world. Every night, without fail, her image is in my mind. My lappy’s wallpaper is her image. Her image is part of me.

nASRiLAH

AQILAH-ARIEYANTO

omg.

*faints*

this is like how sweet

nasri wrote for me.

ahah.

enjoy reading it.

thanks alot!

lala*

haha.

yesterday i was super uber happy!!

i finally finish 30 hours of CIP

30 HOURS MIND YOU!

it is over.

ahah

relieved.

then yesterday nasri sent me home.

and we walked.

and i nearly fell.

damn embarrasing ok

dont laugh already.

it was super dark ok the place.

no light at all.

damn it.

today was a long day.

i was rushing here and there.

damn tiring ok.

first off..

went to school to meet miss phua!

i will finish my NYAA!

after i write everything

it is all done!

yeahness!

then i rushed back home.

i walked ok,

the heat.

can make you faint ok

really.

got ready and i ran all the way to the bus stop.

took the bus.

and ran all the way to the library.

i took my certificate.

after the 30 hours of pure hard work

haha.

then i ran to meet nurul

I AM SORRY NURUL!

i was 15 mins late.

i try to ran ok.

sorry.

then both of us took the train.

and i started babbling.

we had alot to talk about ok.

girls talk.

ahah

crap and soon we reach newton.

ahah.

we reached the place then we must look for the place.

i told nurul we must find a building that is colourful.

then she so cute.

she say the colour of the building all got colour what.

pink,blue,green.

*stares at nurul*

colourful lah.

not colour!

hahahah.

so cute lah.

then saw colourful building,

and it was a nursery.

we laugh until want to die.

but it was the correct place!

ahah.

so cute please.

went to the place and the person ask us to wait.

we waited for like 1 hour.

so long

and the person talked to me about 10 mins?

WTH!

talked about how the company can improve my confidence.

but have to pay 1000 odd dollars.

damn.

so daddy dont let.

tooooo exxppeennsssiivvee!!

haha.

never mind.

so then we went home.

we went mad.

we laugh.

and talked.

in the train.

we saw this cute eurasian.

the eyes,

so fetch

i want a guy with blue eyes.

or at least light brown.

coolness man.

but no hope luh.

me so not pretty.

ahah.

then nasri sent me home again.

cause he misses me.

like how sweet luh.

but then.

no decision ok.

just friends now.

nothing more.

ahah.

ok i think i wrote alot of crap.

am chatting with crazy people i love.

tasha and nurul!!!

ahah.

i love them please.

i miss iena and fana.

and everyone!!

ahha

yeahness!!!

i gtg.

toodles!

noodles!

poodles!

lala*

[p.s HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY TO NAZIRUL! I LOVE CHA!]

today.

my second post for today!

haha

coolness right

ok well.

first of all.

HAPPY BELATED DADDY'S DAE!

(:

haha.

anyone wondered how i spent it?

well i woke up at 7.30.

i even had morning message.

by Nasri.

how sweet

(:

woke up.

made breakfast.

consits of half boiled eggs that failed.

ahah.

the half boiled eggs was nearly hard.

bread.

cup of milo

and plenty of love from me (:

so sweet right

and daddy had breakfast in bed.

mummy is so sweet.

she helped me.

my sister made a card for daddy.

so she did something

ahah (:

we love our daddy!

ok so we spent the whole day with him.

shopping at orchard.

and went back to watch LOTR

ahaha.

so cute lah we

(:

TODAY!

i was like frigging wasting my whole day at the library!

6 hours.

and my hands were like so dry!

*faints*

tomorrow is another 6 hours and i am done!!!

tomorrow i will be super uber happy!

serious.

Nasri sent me home.

and he is doing the same tomorrow.

i told him i like him.

well yes i do.

abit.

but i dont want to pin too much hope on him.

i really dont.

well he is happy today.

that is good right?

haha.

i am happy seeing him so happy

and i am TIRED!

after drinking one cup of coffee it is not working!

somebody please call STARBUCKS!

emergency!

and i love my fellow friends.

nurulhuda kaiyisah,

natasha keira,

nurul syadariena,

mastura!,

where is my farhannah!

i want her!

ok still got more.

farah quraishia,

nasriah,

grace,

hmm..

nazirul,

nasri,

nashri,

tiara,

all my mount kinabalu friends.

to all those who i have mention or not mention.

who is my friend

I LOVE YOU!!!

cause somehow or rather.

i feel so blessed having you guys around.

and sorry for conflicts that we have!

ok stop my babbling.

i am so sleepy i am falling asleep now.

ahaha.

love you guys!

toodles!

noodles!

poodles!

ahah

nasri taught me

(:

lala*

p.s [Happy sweet 16th birthday to Hairi (: ]

so fucking depressed

argh!

i have to do library duty.

for 6 freaking hours.

*faints*

someone please shoot me!

argh!

will update more later!

toodles!

update

today i went out.

yes,

suppose to be with guys.

but oh wells.

they cant make it.

wanted to go alone.

but my sis and her bf wont feel nice.

so...

nasriah went with me.

so fetch.

we went to watch a movie.

RV...

boring i tell you.

dont waste your money on it.

serious.

then we walk around.

and talk

and laugh.

nasriah was high i tell you.

serious

but i was glad she is with me.

(:

THANKS NASRIAH!

so ya.

we talk about crap.

about boys.

about our mount kinabalu outing.

boys.

cant describe them

i miss having a boyfriend.

i really do.

but thinking about how much i have to sacrifice for them.

makes me change my mind.

their ego is like very high.

to the limit.

argh

i miss TASHA!

she is like leaving tomorrow.

a friend that i can confide with is gone

till school reopens.

*faints*

someone shoot me.

ok i guess that is all for now.

i am having this stupid migranes like everyday.

go away you stupid migrane!

i just want to go to lala land.

and never come back.

this lala land will have pink fluffy clouds.

where i can jump around.

and chocolate river.

and rainbow sweets.

butterflies flying around.

everyone is a princess..

how i wish it existed.

haiz.

my life so sucks now.

thanks alot!

lala*

pictures

Mount Kinabalu Trip 2006 pictures.7th-11th June 2006

how sweet. like a couple.am loving it.syazani and nazirul


us at the airpot.top:yun,deanna,me,lenny,rui qi & joshua.bottom:affie,grace,nasriah,zul and nazirul
camwhore!top:grace,zul,affie,nazirul.bottom:deanna,nasriah,me & yun

more of us.top:zul,nazirul,affie,yun.bottom:grace,nasriah,me.

my saviour.nazirul & me(:

what is wrong with grace looking at yun like that?haha.i wonder?

yun,deanna & me

lenny & me at the Sabah airpot

Miss leow,me & Mdm ng at the train on the way to white water rafting.

what the hell am i doing to grace.we were actually trying to take affie picture.ahah.retardness.

smile grace!nice picture(:

grace and me at KFC!

all the girls from Mount Kinabalu CHR!having dinner(:

all of us at near laban rata.not the summit ok.

the beautiful sun rising(: so romantic

the few people i was with. it was freaking cold i swear.

yun & me.on the way to laban rata

my groupies(:raviin,me,lenny,joshua,piradeep!

me and pelyn with our tags.

me and pelyn (:

mount kinabalu people at the starting point(:

the moutain taken from the bus.

rainbow.nicey.i like!(:

the view from the place where i was sitting in the planeahah.nice fluffy clouds.

my food in the plane.like eww!!

crazy grace and lenny.but cute((:

us at the Singapore airpot.top:Juliana & Grace.bottom:Lenny,Nasriah,Pelyn & me

me & lenny on the way to airpot.with extra grace at the back.can you see?

just got this.deanna,me & lenny.at the summit
top:hasri,syarizat,nazirulbottom:deanna,me & lenny


nasriah,grace & me during dinner (((:
-THE END OF MOUNT KINABALU PHOTOS-Wedding Dinner.11th June 2006

me in my hari raya dress.nicey(((:

mummy & me.she was gorgeous.

dorky me.

sister and me at the cake.yummy!-THE END OF WEDDING DINNER PHOTOS!-