Monday, February 26, 2007

monday blues

i love today!
hehe.
want to know why?
stick on to find out.

anyways,
many people may be wondering about my last post before this.
so here's the story.

i had dance on Saturday.
came like 10-15 mins late.
everyone was still sitting down chit chatting.
yada. yada.
had our measurements taken on that day.

then we finished dance late.
so i messaged mummy to pick me up at 1.30
i know when i message them they'll be angry with me.
they were not really angry.

then we finished dance at 1.28 pm.
so i quickly changed and told Mdm Rozi that i wanted to leave,
this is how the conversation went.

Mdm Rozi:" you came late want to leave early. wait for everyone to leave first then you can leave. you're the president you know. always Benson take the things"
Me:"I can't wait for them. My parents are waiting downstairs"
Mdm Rozi:"My husband waiting for me also"

i was on the verge of crying already.
i told myself not to cry.
i can't do it in front of everyone again.

then she said in the end
"ok lah go. don't face like want to cry"

then i ran quickly and tears came down.
i knew i was going to get it from my dad.
got a little scolding from them.
sigh.
day spoiled.
i cried badly to my sister lah.

i told Mdm Rozi that i my daddy is only at home on Saturday.
she don't seem to understand.
so i could not take it anymore.
and i told Miss Tan that i don't want to be the chairman anymore.
because if everytime there's dance practice on Saturday this is going to happen.

i can't take the burden.
she didn't think before she speak.
so i will not speak to her anymore.
Miss Tan would always be the best and the only one i'll look up to in Modern Dance.

sigh.
what a stressful life lah.
maybe Benson or Pelyn would be a better chairman.

ok enough of sad stuffs.
the happy thing about today.

Me,Faezah,Anansa and Fana!
we were like playing a game when we were on the way to the bus stop.
we played scissors,paper stone.
the winner can move foward.
haha.
i know it's lame and childish.
but it brightened up my day for today.
i'm feeling much happier.
thanks to them
what a great day

and my crazy siblings.
they're worse.
haha.
crazy people around.

today is the best day kay people?
remember 26 February 2007
yay!

all the best for common test again!
<3

tag replies:
Shaiful: i know you're moving. don't forget me kays?
Shasha: you ar. always funny. haha, yes kentot, your life is better. haha. i want to be you! and come to my carnival! <333!
Zach: thank you so much for tagging. haha, i know you're one of the friends who care about me [: much love.
Kenzi: yeah, i was pissed, as you can see from my post. i love you gorgeous ,beautiful love [:
kak Liyana: stupid moron. our lives are the same ok. no difference. love you crazy sis!

toodles all!
have a great week!
[:

aqilahoreth*

Saturday, February 24, 2007

woott

i hate being me.
screw me.

]:

Friday, February 23, 2007

friday

it's finally Friday.
thank god.

next week is the common test for the Sec 1-3
may you guys aced the test yeah.
all the best.

the Sec 4 and 5 apparently have no common test.
but suicide test that comes nearly everyday.
i'll prefer common test.

i love everyone.
and i'm tired.
keep the tags coming people

and anyone who wants to go for my school carnival.
please contact me for tickets.
i want to sell all of it.
the carnival is in April.

short entry.
pooffss.
have a great weekend
[:

aqilahoreth*

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

too good to be true

hello humans.
i'm back.
from wherever i should be.

Batam Trip:
it was great i guess.
i was so close to getting a pedicure and manicure.
sigh.
the shop open too late.
and most of the shops were closed.

anyway,
we spent most of the money on eating,
and eating.
and more eating.
not much shopping cause i would not know what to buy there.
so yeah.

we spent our time on watching movies at daddy's house.
i watched THE HOLIDAY, DEVIL WEARS PRADA, NORBIT
and some more that i forgot.
bought loads of donuts when we came back.

we came back on Monday,
which we had to rush to go to Uncle Gerad's house.
where i met towel girl(Michelle)
and my two other 2nd cousins that are Damien and Jeremy(my John Cena)
i missed them so much since the Genting trip.

Then we had BBQ at night.
mummy's old classmates came over.
and Auntie Yenny and family.
and Bik Siti

it was great but tiring.
SHASHARINA!
was there.
my kentot.
i missed her even more.
she was there.
and we camewhore.
even though i looked ugly.
seriously.

the funny thing that happened was REZA FELL!
ok embarrasing moment.
although i did not see.
after shasha told me i was laughing my ass off.
and ella, a.k.a KURELLA was there too.
we had total fun.

don't want to talk about it anymore.
i'm so tired now anyway.
and now,
i'm too scared to even ask about anything.

this whole week they'll be test.
Malay,POA,Chemistry,SS.
sigh.
i don't want anymore test.

anyway,
changed my song again.
Reachin' for heaven.
by diana degarmo.
hope everyone likes it.
it's from the show ice princess.
where a girl went through alot just to pursue her dreams.
and she achieved it.

i miss ice skating.
does anyone want to bring me to ice skate?

aqilahoreth*

Friday, February 16, 2007

happy CNY

I'm leaving for Batam tomorrow.
so update first.
hehe.

i'm feeling more cheered up with less problems.
thank god.
now all i have to do is to focus on studies!
and enjoy my hols.
hehe.

today was CNY celebrations.
and my class is like so called 'suay'.
as we had a test today.
so when everyone bags were lighter,
we had to bring our bags for the test.
the test was a pretty ok.
physics.
one of the subjects that i sucked in.
haha.

then there was the celebrations.
in the hall.
pretty boring you can say.
but i can salute the CO
cause i think they did a good job.
the people around my area was like super noisy.
but super supportive.
i was laughing my ass off.
seriously.
i laughed till my stomach hurt.

the weird thing was when me and my friends,
that is faezah,anansa and farhannah went home together.
we were quiet.
so weird.
haha.
and i slept in the bus.
too tired i think
i doze off for about 5 mins.

today,
suppose to go out.
but i did not have a date.
so i did not want to be a lamp post as to follow my sister and her bf.
but what i did was to catch up with my beauty sleep and do my malay homework.
malay homework is half done.
all i need to do is to study for test.
which i will study on Tuesday.

tomorrow,
i'm leaving for Batam.
to spent time with daddy.
or he'll be like super board.
with his children.
he'll have alot of things to do.
haha.
the main thing is he has to entertain us!
hoorrayyy!

so bloggers,
i'll be coming home only on Monday.
so don't miss me kays?
hehe.
joking.

and take care all!
have a wonderful long holiday.
and may i wish all the chinese,
a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR in advance.

toodles all.
hugs and kisses!

aqilahoreth*

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

valentine's day 07'

HAPPY VALENTINE'S EVERYONE!

today's valentine's day.
so everyone was basically happy.
everyone except me.
but will go into details later.
anyway.
i got pressies
[[:

Grace: Toberlone
Tasha: Cookies
Nina: Sweets
Nisa: a wonderful card.
Zach: earrings
Xiao Fen:Marshmellow
Li Jing:Chocolate.
Jazli: ROSES! and chocolate!
Sean: This cute card and chocolate!
JANREZ: ROSES! and MERCI CHOCOLATE!
Pelyn: Cookies
MUMMY AND SIS!: A FAIRY WAND!

I'm thankful i got people thinking about me.
it means that i'm not alone in this world.
especially to Zach
although i know Zach recently.
he's been sweet.

and Janrez!
he gave roses that has happy valentine's day on it.
so sweet.
and Merci chocolate.
i guess it must have cost him a bomb.
and i even got a hug from him


and not to forget Jazli,
he always go back with me.
i just wonder why he did not want to go back with me today.
sigh.
so sad lah

and i'm sorry to shaiful.
i know i was suppose to go back with you.
but Abang Nazlie wanted me to follow him go his house and to my house.
i'm terribly sorry.
i know you're angry with me.

i screwed up my relationship with mummy
she's like all angry with me.
if i could die now i would.

so today is a happy and not so happy day for me overall.
but i'm quite delighted
thanks everyone who made Valentine's day a nice day for me
i miss daddy.
and i miss my mummy who always talks to me.
sigh.
*shoots*
*drop dead*

aqilahoreth*






Monday, February 12, 2007

freaking pissed off can?

i'm like so freaking pissed can!

to this someone.
hopefully you'll read it.
i gave you your bloody present through nazlie.
you know about it
and when you go out with him you did not ask him to bring.
it looks like you're not interested in the stupid damn present.
forget it.
i'm not going to get you anything anymore.
and i'll forget that i have a friend like you!
forget about the present
forget about me being alive.
forget about us bring together!
just forget it!
and you should know who you are.
if you don't.
screw you ok.

damn shit!
argh.
spoiled my whole freaking day.
i'm like so provoked and pissed off can?

updating time

ok when's the last time i blogged?
haha.
last week maybe?
sorry bloggers.
i did not have the time.
hehe.

anyways.
update about last week yeah.

monday:
dancing was tiring as usual.
the aircon int the prayer hub is like?
useless!
haha.

tuesday:
nothing much.
just school.
boring.

wednesday:
dance was perferctly ok.
although it was hot,
it was a short dance.
hehe.
2 hours of pain.

thursday:
nervous day.
kak yana was getting results on friday.
you should see how sad and stressed out she was.
tears kept falling.

friday:
the BIG day.
i was so nervous for my sis.
till i played my watch.
quite irritating actually.
haha.
and the results are...
*drum rolls*
.....
....
..
.
for me to know for you to find out.
haha.
but i'm proud of her.

saturday:
after one of not going out.
i swear i nearly died.
haha.
sweet daddy brought us out!
isaac bought a new converse
and i bought alot of junkies to eat.
haha
i love famous amos cookies!
addicted to it.
haha

sunday:
homework day!
i am very sure i was dumb on that day.
cause i had no idea how to do my homework.
serious.
the homework was MALAY!
gosh.
but i'm seriously trying to improve.
i want to get at least B3 for malay.

today!
i was tired the whole day.
i nearly died
i wanted the day to pass.
so i can go home.
and quickly do my homework
and sleep!
dance was fun
and guess what people!
i'm doing FLAG!
yay!

it's valentine day on Wednesday.
hope something special happens.
no date this year.
how sad
:[

and chinese new year is like coming.
but i'm not in singapore
gggrrr!
i want to collect hang bao.
but grandma wants to run away.
so no hang bao.
:[
so sad.
i'll be going to Batam anyway.
to spent time with daddy
cause he's on duty!
yay!

ok all.
i have to go finish up math equation.
Vectors!
*faint lah*

toodles all.
and sorry again for not updating so long.
especially for the someone.
haha.

hugs and kisses!

lala*

Monday, February 05, 2007

random photos

random photos.
enjoy
[:

me and tasha!


us again!


my cousin!
fitri marsyanda.
what a cutie!

me
[:
with my headband.
that was the purspose of the picture.
haha


princess sticker!
it's on my mirror.
cool right?
so fetch!


me and sis.


my hero.
my everything!
my daddy!


princess acceories!


sis and my phone!
donte jealous kays?
haha.


my phone!
nokia 7373

random post.

hello people!
blogging time.
although i don't have the time to spare,
i just want to relax awhile.

so last week was all about dance.
although i'm sick.
till today.
dance was on Saturday,Sunday and today.
continuous.
*faints*

my weekends was practically dance.
did not spent enough time with daddy.
i miss him already.
but he was sick also
poor thing lah he.
want to go to the doctor.
all the numbers taken.
what the..

i have no mood today.
my whole day was practically saddening.
i just wanted the day to pass by.
whooossshh..
and it's finally night.

and i did not eat much today too.
i ate one sushi roll.
and half of instant noodles.
pathetic isn't it.
but i'm not on a diet.
seriously.
i usually eat quite alot ok.

and Kak Liyana is getting her results on Friday.
may god bless her and keep her strong.
cause no matter what happens,
she'll always be loved.

ok i find that this post is seriously boring.
sorry yeah.
but there's be random pictures.
take care all.

aqilahoreth*