teacher's day performance

so today i performed.

after not being in school for 2 days

people said i skipped school and only go to school for today's performance

hello people.

i was sick the last two days

make it three

since monday

bad flu and cough

after a long time ok

i have MC!

i nearly lost my voice today.

so i am still sick

so today.

came to school early.

gave the homemade cupcakes that sis,me and shan did the day before to the teachers

plus mummy and ella and auntie yenny.

hope they like it.

*cross fingers*

then the performance was brought foward

damn it.

so we had to rush

and our make up was super lame ok

supermen and women

*faints*

we like did the same thing for three consecutive dances.

Danceworks: Blue Colour Paint

Ballet Under The Stars: Gold Colour Paint

Teacher's Day Performance 2006: Yellow colour performance.

wadda hell!!

performance was great though

the curtains open..

everyone was like screaming.

eh there is Aqilah!

you know why?

cause of my damn curly hair.

the only one with curly hair.

today our ex students came.

guess who came?

yeah nasri and abdul.

i think my appearance reminded them of me.

haiz.

the interhouse soccer.

Teachers VS Abang Nazlie Team

damn lame.

not really lah

Mr Lim Soo Chen played well!

he fell down i nearly cried.

argh.

so sad.

Teachers won. 1- 0

i had to stand in the rain.

cause i promised Abang Nazlie i cheered for him.

then went back,

had a bloody damn headache

but i endured

ate my medicine from the doctor and then had to become teacher.

for something lah.

for me to know.

for you guys to find out.

then become teacher.

then tired already.

must study.

now i am like so sleepy.

ok going to study more now.

then go to bed.

N'level malay and N'level Social Studies next week

god bless me.

toodles!

goodnight.

sweet dreams to all.

lala*

today.

so well i got my results back.

i passed all.

but my 3 best subject is 6 points.

so disappointing.

My three best subject is Maths: 1, Combined Science:2, POA:3

so disappointing!!

my Combined Science is 73%

damn that 2 marks!

Farhannah is obviously much better than me.

She won me in all subjects.

except combined humanities luh.

I w0n her by 3%

big deal.

I got 2nd in class for Social Studies.

Which is suppose to be first.

If not for my darling Leong Kor.

its ok.

daddy thinks that i did well.

i don't think so.

MY MARKS:

Combined Science:

Chemistry-41/50

Physics-31.5/50

total combined science:73%

English: unknown.

Combined Humanities:

Geography-29/50

Social Studies-39/50

total Combined Humanities: 68%

Mathematics:

Paper 1 - 51/60

Paper 2 - 28/40

total Mathematics:79%

Principal Of Accounts:

Paper 1 - 21.5/40

Paper 2 - 43.5/60

Total POA:65%

Malay:

Paper 1 - 44/70

Paper 2 - 46/70

Listening Comprehension - 18/20

total Malay:67.5%

Ok so today was a damn fun day in school i guess.

my class was damn retarded.

serious.

i swear i nearly died of heart attack.

our darling mr bobdog(Mr Seah),

he did not come to our class.

then , Leong Kor locked the class from inside.

and threw the key out.

damn dumb.

but it was fun.

until he threw the key down the carpark.

omg.

i was scared the key will get run over.

then they asked Naresh to take the key.

haha.

he quickly ran down.

damn funny.

we even videoed it.

then after we got the key back,

we then wanted to pretend to be angry with Mr Seah.

so Leong Kor threw the key outside the class.

in the end,

Mr Seah did not come.

so retarded.

then one foreigner passed by.

saw the key,

picked it up,

and leong kor thought he was going to throw it.

ahah.

so funny.

then the man gave our key.

but Leong Kor Kor threw it again.

haha.

then he threw my pencil box out.

WAH!

so mean luh they all,

lucky the tamil people finished their lessons.

so we got our key.

i got my pencil box.

and did i tell you Leong threw Raviin bag out.

so FUNNYY!!!

haha.

ok thats all.

my day was fine.

except that i had been really tired these few days.

i can't sleep early.

kept thinking about Nasri friend said.

it really seriously hurt me.

i won't sleep until late.

folding paper crane.

hand pain.

so today i was tired.

so i cancelled my religious class to tomorrow.

Monday have dance

i might be performing for Teacher's Day!

yeahness.

i am actually getting lazier.

getting fatter.

dancing saves my life

(:

so toodles all.

i am trying to be happy thanks to my fellow friends.

and i hope tasha gets well soon!

lala*

stupid people

i hate my stupid frigginn life!

this is so fucking damn stupid.

ok so not many people are reading my blog.

i am just writing to myself.

aqilah!

you are so..

argh..

nasri is so argh!

he actually made his friend write an email for me.

so damn fucking stupid email.

this is what his friend wrote..

To aqilah:
I wanna tell you that i am able to move on. in fact i am doing it. i find it most unusual and amusing to feel re-born. feeling much more happier than my usual self.
I think that you have feelings for another guy. i find it odd to not getting hurt about this. wanna noe wad makes me think so? well. number 1: if i were to love someone so much( not only me but every normal and usual humans), i would not use my exams as a reason. relationships does not distracts one from successing. infact it DRIVES someone to success. you should read those quotations books. well, the part about handling relationship and studies at the same time all comes down to maturity of that person in time management. most unfortunately, i have to say that this quality you lack. you tried too hard in doing one thing that you forget the rest. and most unfortunately too that i want a gf that has this quality: the ability to manage things without supervision. now, i am not insulting you but am trying to say that you try too hard in doing things in life. saddens me to say this though..
Now about your sis and her bf. i wanna ask u something in return and hope u think deeply about it. which relationships have no arguements or ups and downs? even adam and eve have argued. if you are comparing yourself and a guy whom you have relationship, with your sis and her bf, i think it would simply be lame. its not concrete enough. all the things you said makes me think that if we were to go on, i think we would break-up very very easily due to one thing: lack of commitment. you may hate me after i write this but this is the only way that i can break this to you. i loved you. i waited. and now i lost my faith. lost my hope. lost my love.
may the guys that you will go on with in the future have better luck than i have. sorry

so damn shit.

the shitty feeling is back.

i cried last night cause of his fucking friend.

i turned you down.

with a good intention

i don't want to hurt you.

and there you are saying that i am immature.

wait.

your friend said it.

so be it.

i am a fucking bitch.

i am fucking stupid.

i am fucking lame.

just go away.

get out of my life.

change of url

well as you can see,

my url has change.

so those who know.

don't link me.

keep it to yourself.

i am only giving it to those whom i really treasure.

so thanks.

and sorry for any inconvienience.

take care.

kinda feeling down.

so yeah.

will chat next time.

i need TASHA NOW!

please come back asap.

thanks

last paper.

finally!

have waited for this faithful day.

my prelimanaries are OVER!!!

ok that is like way cool.

and now i am just waiting for my N' LEVEL.

life has been bitchy.

i keep having thoughts about my future.

way freaky.

i am thinking about who will be my friends.

who will i be entrusted to.

this is like too early.

oh well.

i have to get ready for religious class.

damn tired ok!

some lyrics from Christina Augilera song.

When there's no one else

Look inside yourself

Like your oldest friend

Just trust the voice within

Then you'll find the strength

That will guide your way

If you will learn to begin

To trust the voice within

note to self* [just hope i am doing the right things in my life]

toodles all.

lala*

a shit ass liar.

Tiara you never learn.
you are going around lying.
why must you lie that you are staying in a condo?
does that makes you feel better?
you mean me staying in a condo means you must stay in a condo.
i don't think little of people staying in a flat ok.
if i can i would want to.
no point lying about my status.
think i am rich?
well think again.

i am so sick and tired of your lies.
i hate friends who lie to me.
at least talk behind my back,
bullshiting me.
i will accept.
but lying...

Preliminaries are here.
life has been hacked.
but thanks to beautiful people.
it is ok.

i have just taken my Social Studies paper.

it was ok.

i am just glad it is over.

now is geography,chemistry,physics,math and POA.

then i am over and done with.

left with focusing on my N' levels.

some people feel so insecure of themselves.

although i may stay in a condo,

i do not go around bossing people.

instead i share my pleasure with friends.

i have parties and sleepovers once in a while.

where we can enjoy the aircon, do barbeque and even go swimming.

but lying about where you live.

is so disgusting!

TIARA!

LISTEN TO THIS.

TELL THE TRUTH!

YOUR IDENTITY!

YOUR REAL NAME!
EVERYTHING!
STOP HURTING PEOPLE!

WAKE UP TO REALITY!

THANKS!

i got to go get ready.

am going out.

hope nothing happens.

toodles everyone.

and i am proud for what i am!

I LOVE ME!

thanks

(:

lala*