miss tan left us

this post is dedicated to Miss Tan
i was shocked to hear that she left Christ Church &
sadly, leaving CHR modern dance

she was a nice teacher.
though she was abit fierce.
i'm glad to have known her.
just when i wanted to help CHR dance because of her
she left school.

THANKS MISS TAN FOR EVERYTHING!
don't forget me.
must, must invite me to your wedding.
much love,
aqilah

okey-deh
it's new year's eve everyone!
time to party.
not really.
lol

today,
auntir yenny and gang [means her siblings]
are coming over to have a gathering
wonder if we're going to BBQ

its something different this year
i can scream HAPPY NEW YEAR
and do the countdown with many people.
going, 5!
4!
3!
2!
1!
HAPPY NEW YEAR

hoping 2008 would be a good year
i know it will

i went to Millenia Institute yesterday.
just pass by
and its super huge.
nice school.
[:

and,
HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTIE!!!
she got sabo twice
at around 12 midnight.
sabo by me, leong, kaartik and anansa
lucky only water
lol.
then another sabo by me, leong, kaartik, cleon and anansa
those are the fun people to be with
and this time, fana got cake all over her face.
i just hope, it'll be a memorable one for her.
cause that was what i had in mind when i thought of all that
[:
i'm the MASTERMIND!
ROFL
-bows
i know i'm good

i'm done with marinating the chicken, changed my bedsheet, cleaned the house
now, i'm just waiting.
therefore blogging
i can't wait to see what god has in store for me next year
hopefully, something exciting
and most importantly good results for my O's
omg.
the results are so near

to end the post,
once again

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

gentng & new year resolutions

i know i said that my 2nd post should be about Genting.
but its not going to be
but a short summary about it ok?

GENTING TRIP :

we spent our time living at the theme parks.
indoors and outdoors
therefore, no pictures.
LOL
we took ALL THE ROLLERCOASTER!
which is a big success
including the flying coaster & corkscrew
which we wanted to take the last time

and i have rocking cousins who do the weirdest things.
like JEREMY & DAMIEN who dare each other to put their hands up during the corkscrew
i'll die if i do that
lol.
MICHELLE was great!
she was scared to take the flying coaster but enjoyed in the end
yay!
what an achievement
we rode everything in the theme parks
even those lame ones
like the merry-go-round
and i was sharing a horse with mich
the horse goes up and down
lol.

so that's all
nothing much?
yes.
i miss them right now seriously.
]:
MICH!! I WANT MORE HOLS WITH YOUUU!!!
and Jeremy is cute.
lol

ok enough about that
i've been catching up with books
reading them
and i'm glad to say that i've read a whole lot of them
and all of them are great books!

i want to get a whole collection of GOSSIP GIRLS book
now, i'm like skipping from one book to another
i want the whole series
ggrr

so GOSSIP GIRLS
i read 3 books this hols.
thanks to mich who loan me 2 books
[[:

i read P.S I LOVE YOU
given by my darling Nasriah
about a guy who died.
but before he did, [means he expected to die because of cancer]
he made letters for his wife to open every month
and every month, he planned something nice
like a vacation for his wife and friends.
a karaoke to over her fear of singing on stage
and many more
want to know more,
buy and read it
or simply, give me a call and ask for it!
[:
okey-deh?
a book i HIGHLY RECOMMAND!
cause i cried
lol


and another book is TOTO-CHAN
another great book loan by darling Nasriah
[:
its about a young Japanese and how weird she runs her life
but she was happy
cause she was in total control of it
and she's very thoughtful
of everyone around her
caring about every single one
and she loves to talk
omg.
sounds abit like me
like real
so you want to know what happen in the end?
go get the book again
[:
hees

i love books
i sound like a geek or whatever people call it
but i'm contented with who i am
a bookworm, geek girl
LOL

new year is coming
i just realised that
excluding today, there is like 4 more days till 2008?
fast isn't it
how time flies

RESOLUTIONS :

1st, be very good at something that is sporty. e.g. ice skating or dancing
2nd, hopefully i can get my teeth done. i want it to be nice so badly ]:
3rd, stop trying to argue with mummy and just listen to her
4th, get all my friends back, cause we seem to be drifting

ok so that is a few
they'll be more when i think of some more
and i think, PSP SLIM the pink one is so totally rocking.
anyone want to get it for me?
lol.
kidding
we have 1 PSP at home,
yet i don't play with it always
i'll rather read a book.
i just find it nice
hees

this is random
but i ate blueberry morning [F.Y.I it's cornflakes ]
in the afternoon
weird right?
i know.
lol

i'm so lathergic right now.
just sitting down and drinking 100 plus
i want to sleep
but can't get to sleep
gosh!

its a long and draggy post
i hate it when its long
cause people hate to read long post.
like i do!
but then,
its also for me to re-read in the future.
so lalala.

toodles all!!
much love

the amazing hols 2007

what a great way to end the year of 2007
the holidays at batam and genting was great
i'm grateful to have fun cousins
though sometimes, i hope to go with older cousins
i realised,
the younger ones are the fun ones
[:
i'm glad to say that i love michelle, jeremy and that wacky damien!
yay to them!

ok now a brief summary of the 6 fantastic days

DAY 1 : FRIDAY, 21st DEC 2007

we left around afternoon.
took the ferry to Sekupang.
that is part of batam
and i'm glad to say it has be re-renovated
i think Batam is doing very well in improving itself

got into the hotel,
checked in and...
wooosshh we all transformed into our swimming costumes!
lol
down to the pool and into the freezing cold water.
swim, played for a lil while
and then changed and off to the shopping centres and dinner!

daddy is very nice to drive us around to the best place there
[:
we went for a lil shopping
i was trying so hard to get converse shoes
one of my aim now!
black converse
[:

throughout the 3 days at Batam
we did one thing everyday
that was playing at the arcade
the games there are so much cheaper
and with my cousins and us being game addicts
we spent a whole lot of time at the arcade
total coolness

DAY 2 : SATURDAY, 22nd DEC 2007

daddy drove us through 6 bridges located after Batam island
the first bridge was the highlight though
it looks like the big bridge found at new york i think?
lol
i have STM
ok so back to the story
daddy drove us super far
we sat in the car like 2 or 3 hours?

we had a great lunch though
its near the sea
and we could see all the fishes taken care of there
and therefore we all ate sea food,
crabs, prawns, sotong
yummy

then drove back.
went to a shopping centre
shopped some more

back to the hotel
we kids went swimming again!
yet the same cold water
nearly died

and the off to dinner at Pizza hut
so nice right
i know
lol
then it was back to the hotel
to turn in

DAY 3 : SUNDAY , 23rd DEC 2007

the last day in Batam
we woke up early,
packed and all and left for Batam Centre
this time, we were taking the ferry from there.

we shopped at the shopping centre near there
bought my yummy donuts!
i finally get to eat it.
gosh
it was heaven

and we played at the arcade
and shopped
and ate
so it was kinda boring

then we left the place
without daddy
the second time without him
]:

reach singapore.
we took a bus home.
the ride was like super long
gosh
it was like 1 hour plus
lol
mummy wants to save on Taxi money
its ridiculous that they increased the price
singapore is to spensive now.
i shall run away when i'm older.
get a scholorship or something
lol


the end of batam trip
and now,
i'm tired
so i shall stop here
next post will be on the trip to genting!
[:
toodles all

my boyfriend is on TeeeVeeee!
elvin ng is hotstuff
woots

school's starting soon
can't wait!

peek a boo!its pictures time[:OUTING WITH HERBIN, KAK LIYANA & ABANG NAZLIE






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enjoy all.and i'm leaving for genting tomorrowchange of planscoming back on the 26thi know you'll all miss mekidding!taking care all

new song

it's the chrismas fever people
and sadly i won't be home for christmas.
will be away on vacation from the 21st to the 27th of December
Batam and KL trip
so i won't be updating

this cute song.
from Alvin and the chipmunks
MUST WATCH SHOW!
damn cute

i'm alvin by the way.
A?
and herbin is the evil DAVE who becomes good in the end.

enjoy the soongg.
[:

quarrels that makes you realise

hello all.
i'm blogging in the middle of the night.
oh wells.
i can't sleep

and i had a tiff with mummy
yes, i know
dumb me.

i guess, i just feel sad on how mummy says about my friends
and especially guys
sigh

if i had one wish now, i would wish to turn back time
where i had hurt mummy and lost her trust in me.
where i took things for granted and didn't feel the love she's always shown me
where i always think negative about my life.

i know i've lost my trust that mummy gave me because of an incidence
actually i've let my whole family down
that's why now, i'm trying my level best to do this family proud and to get my trust back from that
i apologize if i've not been a perfect daughter
i guess, humans make mistake
but that's not the excuse
it'll only be bad if one never learn from their mistake and pick themselves up

i've learn one thing from the quarrel,
that mummy loves me more then she shows me
yes she scold me and sometimes i'll feel like a total moron,
she just don't want to lose me to guys
and that's why she's being uptight with me going out with guys

perhaps i just have to accept that
but i just love being around guys.
not because they feel special but they always share a different opinion of what i think
and that's when conversations are very exciting

and that's why to GUYS especially,
i get close to you not because i like you,
it's because i love having guy friends around
and for now,
i want to be an good girl
and listen to my parents
to not fall in love
at least for now.

parents get paranoid when their daughter or son has a gf/bf
that's normal cause they feel like they've lost their best companions
i've thought all about it after quarreling with mummy

for now,
i just hope mummy trys to understand me and i'll do the same
i'll change my whole self if i have to, to please her
cause quarreling doesen't hurt the both of us only
but also the whole family.
daddy tolds me not to give up hope
and never to lose my faith in god who has kept me strong
though i feel sad,
i know daddy is always there to talk to when i'm feeling down

and kakak has never failed to try talking to mummy.
to make her feel better
she's the only one i can depend on besides daddy
she's the only sister that i'll never replace.

mummy's not angry with me now.
and neither am i
i'm just feeling down
and i know keeping quiet made me a boring person
i'm sorry

there's so much thing in life to ponder about
but now,
all i have to think as a teenager is to think about studies
and to pray more as daddy always reminds us
i shall try to do that
see,
just by blogging,
i got 1 new year resolution
many more to think of.
a few more days to the start of 2008

goodnight all
sweetest dreams
you'll get one if you go to lalaland
[ as if, just kidding ]

outing

dearest, dearest diary.
please keep my thoughts with you and help me sleep!!
cranky-cranky aqilah right now.
bleah

just had about 4 hours of sleep since yesterday.
i think i'm crazy
i thought, it might be due to my leg being painful that is why i couldn't sleep
but now,
its not hurting
but i still can't sleep
pffft.
unfairneess!
ate sleeping pill, pills for muscle relaxation also still cannot sleep
i guess Nasri is right
i'm an OWL

ok,
yesterday slept at 5 in the morning
came home really late.
but had fun with mummy and sis
we walked around clarke quay and boat quay after 12
happening place.
but too many people
gives me a headache.

so we were walking around
and we went to macdonalds to get ice latte and chocolate drink
and both my sis laughed at this one waiter that was malay but looked like chinese
both our faces had the 'HUH?!?' type of faces
LOL
then we sat
and i'm addicted to this book that gorgeous NASRIAH got for me.
the title is P.S I LOVE YOU
must read!
go look for the book
althought i'm halfway there
the book is soo interesting that i can read for hours.

the walking around there was to pass time actually
cause mummy wanted to give a surprise visit at her workplace.
lol!
so we walked till about 2
then mummy taxi friend came and fetch us to go mummy workplace
after the visit and all
i was dead tired
but couldn't sleep
leg hurt
fell asleep only at 5
then!
woke up at 7
irritating right?

and oh ya,
good news!
i and farhannah got into MI for the first 3 months!!!
hooorrraayy!
with the same course.
commerce [:
then we must report to MI on 2nd Jan at 8am
totally rocking luh
something to look foward too
and Fardina got into the same school.
with different course
hers is arts.
so yeah,yeah
rocking!

after knowing my results,
tried to go back but managed to sleep for about 2 plus hours?
tsk,tsk
i'll be a PANDA if this keeps on going
i need sleep
]:
i want sleep ]:
i think i need my smelly pillow cover that dumb isaac hid at Shangri la Sentosa.
the nerve of him!

and i watched soccer that day
gosh
lucky i didn't fall down the cushion
was jumping and screaming
Singapore lost to Thailand.
i think everyone knows that?
lol
and just now, i watched the badminton match
oh how i miss playing it
]:
RAVIINN!
we must play one day ok
i miss it a whole lot
wonder if my skills are still alive
like real
hey, i was in the school team ok FYI
till dance took over

speaking of dance
i asked mummy if i can either go for hip hop dance class or ice skating
then she say, ok?
lol
go look up for it.
i can't just be studying right?
i need more excitement in my life
something that i really can master in
dancing, sis says i dance nice
but i don't think so
but i think so also.
lol
confused
but,
ice skating feels so free
and sooooooo nice with all the tricks and all
and who knows i have to take up ballet to make ice skating easier
so its like 2 in 1

this girl has loads to think about
maybe that is why she is not sleeping early always?
think,think and more thinking
oh wells
at least my brain is still working right?
not rusty.
lol!

ok,
goodnight all
i shall sleep early tonight!
yes i will!

and go to sis blog at http://-oreth.blogspot.com
on the pictures when we baked the cupcakes.
and the outing
i'm too lazy to upload you see.
enjoy all!

taggy replies

seems like alot of people have tagged my blog.
so this post is specially to reply them!

kak maria : hehe. sorry kak maria! now have already. i love you ok
kak liyana : eh you tag always noisy luh! lol. go fly kite somewhere else you noisy person who always go " ok fine!" yada,yada. lol.
deanna : dearest gorgeous woman! going to miss you blogging when you leave. haha. i do read your blog [: so interesting! take care sweetest!
khaliesah : you don't look horrible! you look great. plus thats my only pic with you, you cantik woman. stop saying you're not! haha [:
tashakeira : i love crappy talks with your gf. we shall compare our 'babat' one day! then we go excercise. kay? i love you dumb [: ahaha
raviin : thanks for the good luck wish. and the glitters on the cupcakes is edible. so i can eat it. lol. i ate it already. yummy [:
lyanie : hello woman! great to hear from you again. hope you're doing fine! take care gorgeous [:

ok thats all folks.
today, hopefully i can go out with mummy.
though i have to go decorate her workplace,
going out with her means we can go shopping!
and window shopping that is.
lol
[:
but get to eat nice food!
yay.

3rd post

dearest diary,

this is my 3rd post today.
cause mondays are a bore
and i'm just passing time,
by writing down my thoughts

what am i thinking now?
errr.
i'm thinking,
why is it raining now?
why can't i go rollerblading with tasha.
and see her fall
and laugh
LOL

ok this is random
cause i'm chatting with her.
our convo went like this
she called me evil and i replied :

aqilah oreth ]]* ; cause i suck? says:
thanks
aqilah oreth ]]* ; cause i suck? says:
i know
aqilah oreth ]]* ; cause i suck? says:
i'm good at it right
>`x. miss t-sha x keira* + ` Sexy Graffiti //* ت ---*stars are falling for us, still the same old chick with a little upgrade
hahah.
>`x. miss t-sha x keira* + ` Sexy Graffiti //* ت ---*stars are falling for us, still the same old chick with a little upgrade
like yahhhhhhhhh/
aqilah oreth ]]* ; cause i suck? says:
my part time job
aqilah oreth ]]* ; cause i suck? says:
yet no one is paying me
aqilah oreth ]]* ; cause i suck? says:
tsk
aqilah oreth ]]* ; cause i suck? says:
what a loser job
>`x. miss t-sha x keira* + ` Sexy Graffiti //* ت ---*stars are falling for us, still the same old chick with a little upgrade
hahah
>`x. miss t-sha x keira* + ` Sexy Graffiti //* ت ---*stars are falling for us, still the same old chick with a little upgrade
omg
>`x. miss t-sha x keira* + ` Sexy Graffiti //* ت ---*stars are falling for us, still the same old chick with a little upgrade
ill pay you,
>`x. miss t-sha x keira* + ` Sexy Graffiti //* ت ---*stars are falling for us, still the same old chick with a little upgrade
with my monopoly money
>`x. miss t-sha x keira* + ` Sexy Graffiti //* ت ---*stars are falling for us, still the same old chick with a little upgrade
ahahah

and we went on.
so who's the evil one cuckoo!
we're lazyy people
right TASHA!?
[:

so that is one of my thoughts.
haha.
people from OBM are coming back today.
superman, dillon and joan
hoorraayy!

results if i get into MI is this thursday.
really hope i get into it
[:

its scary how time flies
the next minute,
i'm suddenly going into tertiary education and then work
gosh
scary

and sad to say,
i'm not going anywhere this hols.
no Genting with cousins
i was like looking foward to that
cause being with them was great!
sad,sad
]:

christmas coming soon
more importantly hari raya haji
[:
leaving right after hari raya haji

here i am now.
eaitng peanuts and drinking chocolate ice blended and eating toberlone
i'm going to gain weight with all the snack eating
lol
seriously

i love my family ok?
and my friends ok
know that
haha

news update.
i got guys confessing to me they like me.
tsk
good news or bad news.
i wonder?
i love having guys friend
[:
but then not being more than friends.
hoho
lets not get so emo
sorry

toodles all
i realised i crap too much!

baking with sis was great
we made this cute cupcakes with glitters
so rocking!
loveee baking

long-lost photos

these photos are very randomnot up to datei'm a lazy person you see.LOLenjoy