some photos

all my nice pictures!


modern dance danceworks2006 and some other extra photos.

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another week gone.

another day passed.

soon before i even know it.

I will be taking N'levels.

Haiz.

I am so like bored with my life.

everyday without fail,

something happens.

this is even worst.

guys.

i know it hurts being rejected.

but you think it was easy to have rejected you guys?

why do you do stupid stuffs for me.

i would rather you hate me.

dont bother about me.

i'll be fine.

ok talk about my studies now.

i did so well for my maths and chemistry.

guess how much.

i got 15 out of 16 for maths

and 17 out of 20.

so happy for me.

ok thats all

the rest of the test all i just pass.

so yeah.

next week have alot of tests.

and when term 2 have alot of mock exam.

so sian

alot of homwork now.

and i hate my gregory loh!

oh whatever his name is.

but i will study geography on my own accord.

ok i want to go now.

toodles everyone.

oh ya.

somtimes there is a problem with the tagboard.

it takes awhile to upload.

so just wait ok.

thanks

lala*

sorry ok. haiz...

I hope you read this.

Sorry Nashri.

You can hate me or whatever.

But dont need to until write like that or do stuffs like that right?

how do you think i am feeling now after reading your blog.

You think that you are the only guy i rejected.

I know i am a bitch.

A slut.

Whatever it is lah.

I dont give a fucking damn about my fucking life already.

I am just so hurt you said like that.

Haiz.

Of all the things i thought love was the greatest thing on earth.

but looks like i am wrong.

I am so thankful that you still take me as your friend.

But you doing this.

I guess i would rather you hate me.

Then to say like that.

Everyone thinks about themselves.

How about me?

I am fucking trying hard not to make boys feel rejected and this is what i get in return.

Pure shitness.

I am sorry ok boys.

I dont expect you to love me or whatever.

I dont ok.

You gus can just leave me alone for heaven's sake.

Just leave me.

:'(

donttt commmeee backkk.

*cries*

lala*

\.heart shatters./

carnival

Carnival was fun.

But damn tiring.

I had duty for two days.

met alot of people.

Our stall was jam packed with people.

Not really expected but what the hell.

Want to write to this particular girl.

But dont want to name.

Hello this girl.

Can you wake up to reality!

that's all i want to say.

The rest i shall just keep it to myself.

On last friday i went out.

With Shan,Sandral,Amos,Kak Yana and Abang Nazliee.

Haha.

Last part was boring.

Dont know why Kak Yana was angry.

Then abang nazlie bought for her ballon.

sweet (:

Amos treat me for the movie.

He wanted to buy food for me also.

But i paid.

I dont feel comfortable asking people to pay my stuffs.

(:

today school was boring.

my teacher all tired to teach also.

we also too tired to study.

Oh ya.

Its official!

in school my name will be Aqilah Oreth Bte Zuhayr Abdullah.

I know its lame for me to be excited but i always scared to add my Oreth.

Cause it is not official.

Haha.

Now it is!

Woohoo!

ok i gtg.

Today got DIA (:

Toodles everyone!

kisses!

lala*

Photos!

happy valentine's dae!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

Haha (:

I got presents.

From friends!

I got cookies from nisa,biscuits from tasha,chocolate from Shaiful and Erin!

Oh ya a butterfly anklet that i wanted so badly from TEO HUI SHAN!!!

i love her oh so much.

and a flower and hug from Janrez.

He is the cutest thing on earth!

*screamS*

waiting for abang nazlie present.

he meanie!

he owe me one.

haha.

Well although this year i am alone.

No one to celebrate it with.

I am just happy i got friends.

Thankful!

I love Amelea also!

haha.

ok i am mad!

i love everyone!!

hmm..

later might be going to watch the sunset.

With Amelea and Nisa and Kaiyisah!

I am like suppose to watch a movie with Faezah.

And my mummy like dont let me.

Sorry Faezah

Ok fine.

i am going out this Friday anyways.

So ya.

tralala i am happy.

Ok Nasri ask me for stead.

Amos confessed he like me.

like omigosh.

i am not going to make any decisions now.

sorry boys.

So last saturday had danceworks.

we did not win.

but i am just glad that we made throught it all together.

CHR MODERN DANCE ROCKS!

overall out of 54 schools,

our ranking is 30.

our percentage is 51%.

not bad right for first timers.

tralalalala.

we rock!

i saw Nashri that day

haha

thanks for coming (:

now that dance is over.

and our next dance is around next month.

i can focus on my studies more.

studY!!

but i will miss dancing alot lah.

especially the people in it!

haha.

ok i wont be updating always.

cause no time.

sorry ar computer!

well to all!

happy valentine's day.

and may today be filled with special memories that can never be forgotten!

kisses everyone!

to all the couples out there.

have fun today.

and boys please pamper the girls.

haha.

thanks!

<3!

lala*

sick

ok today i never go school.

i never go doctor also.

dont want to waste any more money.

i am so sick of being sick.

i am bored now.

tasha darling also sick.

poor amy have to be in school alone.

and ya.

farhannah also alone.

gosh i miss being crazy with farhannah and faezah.

ok stop.

this update i make longer.

to say what i did the last three days

friday:

hmm...

nurul and amelea came over to my house.

we watch sky high.

and we talked

i am glad that they are together.

then they went home.

i had to go chingay.

i had headache when i was there.

but then,

i saw this two handsome guys.

one was like the cheer people.

the other was the caretaker of the cheer people.

the caretaker of the cheer people fainted.

omigosh,

i was devastated.

if only he fainted in front of me,

i would have given him a kiss.

then he would be ok.

haiz.

fat hope.

who will fall for me?

well then went back.

saturday:

ok saturday was boring.

i went to funan the IT mall.

with my dad.

he bought computer stuffs.

my leg was like aching like shit.

then at night we ate macdonalds.

sunday:

bathe and all.

went out.

went to funeral first.

then off to wedding.

then to sim lim square.

then to housewarming.

then back home.

very tired already ar.

go back home

watch bring it on.

that show rocks my socks man.

how i wish i was a cheerleader.

i want to be a cheerleader.

oh wells.

just keep dreaming aqilah,

it wont happen.

monday:

that is today.

so far i have sent my brother to school.

and now on the com

i was chatting with yvonne see!

i miss her alot2

oh ya,

i want to talk about a weird dream i had this morning.

i dreamt that i was in the singapore idol auditions.

which i did not get in.

but then something amazing happen

i held hands with ALFY!

weird why i dream about him.

but then the dream is that we held hands.

and we ran around.

cause his admire was like chasing us.

how i wish it would happen.

but a girl like me.

and him

is impossible.

i would be better of only dreaming about him

and this is a first time i remembered a dream.

ok i stop here for now.

toodles everyone!

lala*