aww

written by dearest faezah :D thanks honeyy

[[ 'it seemes to be such a long walk, just like life. the journey always feels longer when u are on the path you've never been before. you take in all the unfamiliar scenery, perhaps concentrating a split second more. this time round, you may pay attention to only few landmarks or eye catching itemas you had rmmbred to lead u back. life is such, isnt it? the journey to the unkNown is often so much diff than a simple act of reflection. at times, it seems so hard to move forward because we are so scareD of what lies ahead'-my paper 2nd april. listen honey, this is life, life is nvr fair, life is sucky, bla bla bla. but just hold on, cos life is never empty, with ups n downs. and we control our paintings, life is like a painting. make it beautiful each day, colour them with crayons, paints. dont be like a pencil, because actions are Not eraseable, but that is where it is interesting. we all knw that the marks left bhind by an erased pencil mark is ugly. so, is our heart, there are wounds, need to be heal. time is the key. dont lost the key. once u lost it, you will lost yr life. =) ]]

see how much i miss my classmates?
like alot,
faezah use to write to me notes or special quotes that totally make me smile
and my class had this one letterbox, that's made for all of us.
notes were written and placed there
it was really sweet
and i think, my sec 5 year was the best,
and i think, our class was the most outgoing

we shared our joy, our laughter
nearly all of us wore different ethnic outfits during racial harmony
and we even did our chemistry practical with our outfits
damn funny can cause everyone ended sweating like cowss
lol!
i'm exaggerating :D

during our graduation day,
we played games,
not like other classes,
we didn't want to stop,
and neither did we want to leave each other
if only secondary school days was forever

and not to forget the 3 best friends i kept with throughout sec 5
FAEZAH, FANA, ANANSA
the FAFA club, a.k.a Faezah Fan club,
free shirt, free cap, free bra
LOL

we made silly noises that made us get into trouble,
listening to MP3 in class instead of listening to teachers
cheering each other up when we're feeling down
motivating each other to do better
and taking lots of crappy pictures in class
everything was memorable
and i really didn't want it to end )':

now, it just hurts rethinking on how i wanted to leave the school so badly,
but now, i just yearn to go back
those great teachers, great schoolmates, great dancemates
my stay in christ church was memorable

i miss wearing uniform
teehhee
i know so lame
but i really do,
the skirt, the shirt,
and now, i have to worry what to wear EVERYDAY
yes, everyday

i didn't regret choosing ECH though,
i just don't want to move on
i want to be daddy's lil girl.
be the one who's wearing uniform and studying
sigh

but good news!
i'm still daddy's "tiny little one"
we have nicknames at home
hehe
made by dearest daddy
sigh, can i don't grow up?
and stay like this forever?
it bites thinking of how i have to get married, get kids, get a home, blah,blah

i'm just hoping, i'll get a good husband
one who'll think of me, and do most of the job
lol
kidding, i just need one that's caring
i've met one actually,
but situation was not with us
yes of course he's one of my ex-bf
someone i'll never forget, and perhaps can't
and he is Zacharyy

ok lets stop being so emotionally down
i'm alone at home right now
wondering what to do
just waiting for my cuckoo lil brother to come home from school
then perhaps i got something to do?
wahh, i think i rhymed it?
lol
ok lame!

i think, i'm going to snack
and watch a little tv
toodles people :D

xoxo,
aqilahoreth