I dont know what i am thinking anymore. I dont want to think anymore about unwanted stuffs. I cant take anymore. My studies. I am trying my so very best. That it hurts me you can say.
So the other things i am refering to well is my other social things. Cant really detailed it cause i got no strength. All my strength is gone. I am so weak that i can barely do anything. I am feeling sad. But i dont know why. So sad. My stomach has been weak lately. So i barely eat. Eat abit here and there. Ok. I dont want to write no more. I am too sad. Quarrel with him.
My exams are just around the corner. May god bless me. May it help me with my studies. But i must help myself. Well really trying real hard. I want to pass. Now i dont have confidence. So stressed and i haven even wash the dishes. Shit lah.
lala *
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Sunday, September 18, 2005
SentoSa!
Tralalala. hehe. Back from SentoSa. I slept overnight there at Shangri-La's Rasa SentoSa ResoRt. Whee. Hotel. A Singaporean staying in Singapore hotel. Haha. What to do? Malaysia now corrupted like hell. People killing here and there. Robbing here and there. Rapping here and there. The place is a nightmare. Now want to go also must wear like apek and nonya. Ok stop here. I want to talk about SentoSa tRip.
Well we checked in around 2 noon. With the help ok Kak Shirin driving the car over. If not i think we will reach later. Haha. Well went to put the things all. Then went to eat at Burger King. Then went back to the hotel rest. Then went to Fort SiloSo. Then went to the SiloSo beach. Then went Swimming. Then went back to the hotel change. Then went to Musical Fountain. Then went to the hotel cafe to eat dinner. Then went back to sleep.That was for yesterday.
Today woke up at 8. Went for complimentary breakfast at the hotel cafe. Then we straight away went to the arcade. Haha. Played there awhile. Then to the pool table. Where i played pool for the first time against my sis and i won. Whee! Luck i guess. haha. Then from there we went to back to the room to freshen up. We checked out around 11.30. Went out of Sentosa then went to Suntec City do shopping abit. Then back to home sweet home. Tired. Went to clean all that. Now i am blogging.
Got to go sleep for tomorrow. Goodnight everyone.
butterfly kisses *
Lala
Well we checked in around 2 noon. With the help ok Kak Shirin driving the car over. If not i think we will reach later. Haha. Well went to put the things all. Then went to eat at Burger King. Then went back to the hotel rest. Then went to Fort SiloSo. Then went to the SiloSo beach. Then went Swimming. Then went back to the hotel change. Then went to Musical Fountain. Then went to the hotel cafe to eat dinner. Then went back to sleep.That was for yesterday.
Today woke up at 8. Went for complimentary breakfast at the hotel cafe. Then we straight away went to the arcade. Haha. Played there awhile. Then to the pool table. Where i played pool for the first time against my sis and i won. Whee! Luck i guess. haha. Then from there we went to back to the room to freshen up. We checked out around 11.30. Went out of Sentosa then went to Suntec City do shopping abit. Then back to home sweet home. Tired. Went to clean all that. Now i am blogging.
Got to go sleep for tomorrow. Goodnight everyone.
butterfly kisses *
Lala
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
-Many happy happenings.
Well first of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENZI ONG and my classmate JANICE LIM. One has turn 13 and the other 15. Well wish them all the best only. Take care.
Then today is my ten month anniversary. Happy 10th month anniversary baby. I love you loads. Muacks! I am glad that we are still together. And i want to be with you forever and ever. I want to marry you and i want to have your kids. I cant wait for my 1 year anniversary. I am sorry i cant spent time with you. I am really sorry. I feel so bad. But i just want you to know that i love you alot. I can only spent more time with you after the end of year exams. That is when i wont have to worry on alot of things. I am sorry that i caused you alot of sadness and misery to your life.. Just sorry. Well i dont know what to say anymore. I got to go.
I love my family. Alot. All of them has sacrificed for me. They even shed tears for me. I am truely grateful. Thank you.
I got to go. Till next time i blog. Goodbye. Take care.
butterfly kisses *
Aqilah Oreth
Then today is my ten month anniversary. Happy 10th month anniversary baby. I love you loads. Muacks! I am glad that we are still together. And i want to be with you forever and ever. I want to marry you and i want to have your kids. I cant wait for my 1 year anniversary. I am sorry i cant spent time with you. I am really sorry. I feel so bad. But i just want you to know that i love you alot. I can only spent more time with you after the end of year exams. That is when i wont have to worry on alot of things. I am sorry that i caused you alot of sadness and misery to your life.. Just sorry. Well i dont know what to say anymore. I got to go.
I love my family. Alot. All of them has sacrificed for me. They even shed tears for me. I am truely grateful. Thank you.
I got to go. Till next time i blog. Goodbye. Take care.
butterfly kisses *
Aqilah Oreth
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
....
The world is upside down now. Does anyone feel the same thing that i am feeling? The feeling of pain and just pure shit.
Ever heard of a younger brother calling you an idiot? Well mine does. My brother at the age of 8 whom controls my mum, sis and me. Seriously the world is upside down already. He is always asking for the damn toys. Which some he plays while and throw it away once he get bored of it. People says he is a young boy. Just eight. Well this stupid boy must be damn bloody stupid to me. He is not young to me. He surely have common sense. Unless he is so stupid. Have a pea brain. Then i accept. Maybe he is? Well what the fcuk. He is an ass to me. Someone whom i hate alot. Someone who does not need my respect. Someone rude.
Today i went to Malaysia. Went to do my baju raya. Abit too early huh? But better be early then late. Since we got the materials already. Went to look for the tailor was difficult. They shifted. And the weather was like freaking hot. Then we saw the place. But went to eat first at City. The we are me,mummy,sis and Sandral. So glad my brother was not there. Ok come back. After eating, went to look for the tailor. Found it at a small shopping mall. Did the measurement and stuffs. Then went off back to City Square. There went shopping. It was fun. Sandral bought a roxy wallet,skirt and shorts. Mummy bought pants. Sis bought skirt and i got myself a long pants. We were shopping like mad. Spent alot of money also. But it was quite cheap. I think Sandral was happy. So were we.
Then we went home. Took the bus. Sandral came to my house. Mummy went to work. Then Abdul came. That is when my brother made trouble. He called me an idiot. That was why i got angry. I called my mum. Told him he was at my house. Then she gave me 10 mins. Tell me what can you do with your boyfriend for 10 damn minutes. Practically nothing.
He went home. I knew he was sad. From the look of his face. I just feel so damn freaking bad. I am the meanest girl in the world. Each time i have to tell him to leave. He came all the way. Then he go home. He was so freaking sad. Now i dont know what to do no more. I miss him alot. And it is alot. We dont spend time together. We never go out also. Haiz. No one knows what i am feeling inside.
That is all i did today. I will be loving him always. Muacks.I love you Abdul!!
pRinceSs lala :'(
Ever heard of a younger brother calling you an idiot? Well mine does. My brother at the age of 8 whom controls my mum, sis and me. Seriously the world is upside down already. He is always asking for the damn toys. Which some he plays while and throw it away once he get bored of it. People says he is a young boy. Just eight. Well this stupid boy must be damn bloody stupid to me. He is not young to me. He surely have common sense. Unless he is so stupid. Have a pea brain. Then i accept. Maybe he is? Well what the fcuk. He is an ass to me. Someone whom i hate alot. Someone who does not need my respect. Someone rude.
Today i went to Malaysia. Went to do my baju raya. Abit too early huh? But better be early then late. Since we got the materials already. Went to look for the tailor was difficult. They shifted. And the weather was like freaking hot. Then we saw the place. But went to eat first at City. The we are me,mummy,sis and Sandral. So glad my brother was not there. Ok come back. After eating, went to look for the tailor. Found it at a small shopping mall. Did the measurement and stuffs. Then went off back to City Square. There went shopping. It was fun. Sandral bought a roxy wallet,skirt and shorts. Mummy bought pants. Sis bought skirt and i got myself a long pants. We were shopping like mad. Spent alot of money also. But it was quite cheap. I think Sandral was happy. So were we.
Then we went home. Took the bus. Sandral came to my house. Mummy went to work. Then Abdul came. That is when my brother made trouble. He called me an idiot. That was why i got angry. I called my mum. Told him he was at my house. Then she gave me 10 mins. Tell me what can you do with your boyfriend for 10 damn minutes. Practically nothing.
He went home. I knew he was sad. From the look of his face. I just feel so damn freaking bad. I am the meanest girl in the world. Each time i have to tell him to leave. He came all the way. Then he go home. He was so freaking sad. Now i dont know what to do no more. I miss him alot. And it is alot. We dont spend time together. We never go out also. Haiz. No one knows what i am feeling inside.
That is all i did today. I will be loving him always. Muacks.I love you Abdul!!
pRinceSs lala :'(
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Life for me this days?
Well trying to be happy. But everyday just turns out to be a i dont know how to describe. this is just so fraustrating. I am so sad.
Today i am quite tired you can say. Woke up at 5.45 to go to school. Had belumut training from 7.30-8.30. Ran 5 rounds the death track[the track outside CHR where we use to run now]. Then finished i went to Banquet. With amelea and tasha. We ate. Then my baby come and fetch me go school. Then i actually lost my hp. I left it at Banquet. A kind man helped me to keep. Then my baby called the man. Then we went to take the hp. The man actually went to call my daddy. Who is at Batam. Gosh. There goes my prepaid. Then modern dance was for 2 long hours. With Adam. Pain. Then Miss Tan treat us KFC. So nice. Then i went home. Planned to sleep. But then i went swimming instead. Then met up with Abdul. Talk to him awhile. Then i have to pick up my stupid irritaing no respect for elders brother. This is just so fraustrating. I had to wait fo rthe bus for half an hour. Stupid bus. Moron. Then go there see my asshole bro buy toys. Then left. What a waste of time. So shit. Now here blogging away.
People do love me. People like Abdul, Nasriah and Amelea and Tasha. I so love them. Thanks. Alot of thanks. And to my other friend. Just thank you alot.
I dont know what is happening in my life. Just have to figure out i guess. Well i am so tired right now.
I am sorry baby. I have been creating problems for you one after another.One after another. Making you sad everyday. Haiz. I am stupid. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry.
pRinceSs Lala :'(
Today i am quite tired you can say. Woke up at 5.45 to go to school. Had belumut training from 7.30-8.30. Ran 5 rounds the death track[the track outside CHR where we use to run now]. Then finished i went to Banquet. With amelea and tasha. We ate. Then my baby come and fetch me go school. Then i actually lost my hp. I left it at Banquet. A kind man helped me to keep. Then my baby called the man. Then we went to take the hp. The man actually went to call my daddy. Who is at Batam. Gosh. There goes my prepaid. Then modern dance was for 2 long hours. With Adam. Pain. Then Miss Tan treat us KFC. So nice. Then i went home. Planned to sleep. But then i went swimming instead. Then met up with Abdul. Talk to him awhile. Then i have to pick up my stupid irritaing no respect for elders brother. This is just so fraustrating. I had to wait fo rthe bus for half an hour. Stupid bus. Moron. Then go there see my asshole bro buy toys. Then left. What a waste of time. So shit. Now here blogging away.
People do love me. People like Abdul, Nasriah and Amelea and Tasha. I so love them. Thanks. Alot of thanks. And to my other friend. Just thank you alot.
I dont know what is happening in my life. Just have to figure out i guess. Well i am so tired right now.
I am sorry baby. I have been creating problems for you one after another.One after another. Making you sad everyday. Haiz. I am stupid. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry.
pRinceSs Lala :'(
Saturday, September 03, 2005
SorRy
I am sorry. I am sorry. I dont know what to do anymore. You are not useless. Dont say like that. You are not useless. I love you alot. I was stupid to say that. Sorry. Sorry :'( Sorry. Sorry. I am sorry. Sorry. You are not the useless one. I am.Sorry. sorry :'(
Sorry. Sorry :'(
I love you alot2. I love you.Really :'(
Sorry. Sorry :'(
I love you alot2. I love you.Really :'(
Friday, September 02, 2005
A little of disappointment and alot of sadness
Sometimes i just feel like giving up. I did not do well for my exams. It is atrocious. The results i get shows the me. The real me is a fucking girl with a low IQ. I wanted to give up. My friends told me not to. So i wont. I fail three subjects. This whole year i never failed. This is to sad. I wont give up though.
I failed my Social Studies,Physics and POA. This is too much for me to handle. I may look happy. But sometimes i feel like breaking down to cry all the way. People have given me advices. I am thankful. Thanks. But this does not change anything. I am still so sad. Iwant to die. I feel like slitting my wrist. With a blade. This is so shit. I am shit. Everyone hates me. I just want to kill myself. Maybe a slow death is great.
I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.I want to kill myself. I want to die. I want to kill myself. I dont want to live anymore. I am so stress. Argh!!!!
Aqilah Oreth
I failed my Social Studies,Physics and POA. This is too much for me to handle. I may look happy. But sometimes i feel like breaking down to cry all the way. People have given me advices. I am thankful. Thanks. But this does not change anything. I am still so sad. Iwant to die. I feel like slitting my wrist. With a blade. This is so shit. I am shit. Everyone hates me. I just want to kill myself. Maybe a slow death is great.
I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.I want to kill myself. I want to die. I want to kill myself. I dont want to live anymore. I am so stress. Argh!!!!
Aqilah Oreth
Monday, August 29, 2005
Is it a good or bad day?
Well firstly i would like to wish this people Happy Birthday. My darling sister. Happy 16th birthday. My friend Emilyza. Happy 14th birthday chicken. Hehe. Well two happy people turning older. Wonder when it is going to be my turn. I just hope i dont change too much though. Haiz. Ok well today had a small party for my sis. Sandral,Hui Shan and Abang Nazlie came. Ate cake and ate a few finger food. Then they went home. That is all.
Today get results. It is as follow. Physics:10/25.Chemistry:18/25.English:18/30.Maths:16/30.Geography:17/25.
That is what i get. Bad grades. Dont know what to say already.
Today is like pure shit. I slept like late night. Not late. Just woke up like a billion times. Wanted to talk to him but cannot. Then today i like went to look for him at the soccer court. he made me stand there like an idiot and say that later he will meet me. But what the hell can we talk about for 5 mins. Shit. This is all shit. I am just an idiot. An ass. I just hate him for doing that to me. Like countless time. The same thing. I just hate my life. Why do i have to go through this. This just sucks.
I dont know what to do anymore. My right side of near the stomach hurts. Like shit. Just feel like dying. No one knows. Only me. My mummy know then she say how? That was all. I feel like crying. I feel so lonely. I feel so sad. I got to go already.
Goodbye and so long. Till next time.
love,
Aqilah Oreth
Today get results. It is as follow. Physics:10/25.Chemistry:18/25.English:18/30.Maths:16/30.Geography:17/25.
That is what i get. Bad grades. Dont know what to say already.
Today is like pure shit. I slept like late night. Not late. Just woke up like a billion times. Wanted to talk to him but cannot. Then today i like went to look for him at the soccer court. he made me stand there like an idiot and say that later he will meet me. But what the hell can we talk about for 5 mins. Shit. This is all shit. I am just an idiot. An ass. I just hate him for doing that to me. Like countless time. The same thing. I just hate my life. Why do i have to go through this. This just sucks.
I dont know what to do anymore. My right side of near the stomach hurts. Like shit. Just feel like dying. No one knows. Only me. My mummy know then she say how? That was all. I feel like crying. I feel so lonely. I feel so sad. I got to go already.
Goodbye and so long. Till next time.
love,
Aqilah Oreth
Sunday, August 28, 2005
My day!
Well i bought a new bikini! Yeahs! Yesterday went to Sentosa. For picnic and to just enjoy at the beach. It was ok. My sister bought a new Roxy shorts for her birthday. Then today i bought for her a barney ballon . And she also got money from my grandma. She is happy. Good enough.Well this is a short entry . Tomorrow i might update more. Till then goodbye!
love,
pRinceSs Lala
love,
pRinceSs Lala
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
-Common test
Well tomorrow is my chemistry paper. Then my POA. Then it is over. The nightmare is over. I had a really difficult day today. Maths and physics. Gosh it was terrible. But i think i did my best. I am so damn tired. I feel like there is alot of load over my shoulder. It is a terrible feeling. It is not nice.
I have been having people to help me. Thank god to these people. Cant really name them. Haha. Private and confidential. Haha. Well just thanks alot. I am back with pelyn. Yeah we are back guys. Watch out for our madness. Haha. Thanks to darling Kenzi we are ok. Thanks. Thanks to my friends that is all lah. Haha. Everybody. And my family. Ya the most important person.
Next week i am going to perform. Yeahs! for teacher's day. Cannot wait. Haha. Well CHR people this is going to be a real treat for you guys. Teacher's day is going to be great. So better come. Haha. I am going to do my best for you. And ya. My darling sis birthday is next week. So fast she turn sweet sixteen and i am still fourteen. Got to wait till december. So long.
Ok i got to go study Chemistry. Wish me all the best. Love you all. Muacks!
love,
Aqilah Oreth
I have been having people to help me. Thank god to these people. Cant really name them. Haha. Private and confidential. Haha. Well just thanks alot. I am back with pelyn. Yeah we are back guys. Watch out for our madness. Haha. Thanks to darling Kenzi we are ok. Thanks. Thanks to my friends that is all lah. Haha. Everybody. And my family. Ya the most important person.
Next week i am going to perform. Yeahs! for teacher's day. Cannot wait. Haha. Well CHR people this is going to be a real treat for you guys. Teacher's day is going to be great. So better come. Haha. I am going to do my best for you. And ya. My darling sis birthday is next week. So fast she turn sweet sixteen and i am still fourteen. Got to wait till december. So long.
Ok i got to go study Chemistry. Wish me all the best. Love you all. Muacks!
love,
Aqilah Oreth
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
I...am sorry!
I am sorry. I dont want to quarrel with you no more. I got a splitting headache now. Sorry darling. Sorry. Sorry. I dont know what to say already. I dont know whether it is my fault or not. I dont know. I dont know. I am sad. I am sorry. I am stressed.
Tomorrow is my maths and physics test. I am so scared. I am terrified. I am scared. I want to do well. I have faith in my geography. I can pass. Now i need god's blessing. Oh man!
I am so shit. So so shit. Sobx :'(
Tomorrow is my maths and physics test. I am so scared. I am terrified. I am scared. I want to do well. I have faith in my geography. I can pass. Now i need god's blessing. Oh man!
I am so shit. So so shit. Sobx :'(
Monday, August 22, 2005
I lovee euu!!
I AM SORRY PELYN!! THANKS KENZI!! THANKS TASHA!!
THANKS AMY!! THANKS EVERYONE!! I LOVE ALL OF
YOU!! MUACKS!!
THANKS AMY!! THANKS EVERYONE!! I LOVE ALL OF
YOU!! MUACKS!!
- FuCk you Bitch
This is dedicated to a bitch. Who think that she is always right. Well you shit. You have made me fucking sad. It is all you. You are the one acting pityful shit. Ass. I hate euu! You made me say this. Natasha also you angry and she even had to say sorry. You where big you ass! Well sorry i am no pushover. I have to fight for my right. You never treasure friends. Want to angry then angry just like that. WAKE UP TO REALITY LAH. You are like in a dreamland. Which you think everything will go in your way. Well i have never known a girl as horrible as you. Pathetic ass. You can hate me for all i care. I am not in the wrong. You only know how to talk. Want to ignore me fine! Tell me the reason you fucking bitch. Come and talk to me lah. Not tag in blog useless. Hopeless.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
-Fcuked up days!
Since yesterday things have never been right for me. Haiz. People hates me. For things i never did. Since yesterday. They never even find out the truth. Then angry with me for nothing. Yesterday was Pelyn. She said that i side with Joyce and dont know what shit. I dont know what is going on actually. Well for everybody's information i dont side with no one! I just love everybody from Modern Dance. I dont want anyone to quit. Somehow or rather i feel hurt when people quit! Seriously! God no one understands me! Then yesterday had dance and everything. I was dead tired after that. But went home did alot of chores all by myself! I am not complaining about the chores. I dont mind doind it alone. I want to help my sister. So she will be stress free and just concentrate on her Prelims. That is all i want for now. Then i slept late yesterday ya. Taught my sis maths. Iron a few clothes. Fold a few clothes. Then went to bed. Wierd is that i lost my voice while teaching. Gosh i dont know how i managed that.
Today i went to school as normal. But then one person i want to salam her say i talk bad things about her. What the Fcuk! What i do wrong. For everyone information again i dont talk bad about people. Even if i am advising people. I hate to hear people say things about me. And for your information Nurul, whoever the bloody hell go and tell you i talk bad about you ask the asshole to come talk to me and tell me what i say. Gosh. No facts then say anyhow. Please lah people. Find facts before blaming other people. The other people have feelings too. Not only you. And another thing Nurul, Amelea did not say that you were the one who tagged her board. She only suspects you. That is all ok. Gosh. And my baby is so i dont know what to say. He has no self confidence in himself. Haiz. Today another day is gone. Sooner or later i will be taking my N' level. I am now feeling 'shit'. You know S-H-I-T. I feel like vomiting and i have not done my housework. Got to go. I need to help my sis and also i need to study.
I need help from God. For me to survive!
love,
Aqilah Oreth :'(
Today i went to school as normal. But then one person i want to salam her say i talk bad things about her. What the Fcuk! What i do wrong. For everyone information again i dont talk bad about people. Even if i am advising people. I hate to hear people say things about me. And for your information Nurul, whoever the bloody hell go and tell you i talk bad about you ask the asshole to come talk to me and tell me what i say. Gosh. No facts then say anyhow. Please lah people. Find facts before blaming other people. The other people have feelings too. Not only you. And another thing Nurul, Amelea did not say that you were the one who tagged her board. She only suspects you. That is all ok. Gosh. And my baby is so i dont know what to say. He has no self confidence in himself. Haiz. Today another day is gone. Sooner or later i will be taking my N' level. I am now feeling 'shit'. You know S-H-I-T. I feel like vomiting and i have not done my housework. Got to go. I need to help my sis and also i need to study.
I need help from God. For me to survive!
love,
Aqilah Oreth :'(
Sunday, August 14, 2005
-Whees!
Well yesterday i bought a pRinceSs fossil watch. Hehe. My daddy and mummy bought it for me. Thanks mummy and daddy. Love you loads! Well my sis bought a new bag and a pencil box. Oh ya and i bought this pink butterfly shirt. It is super nice. My bro bought a new Batman watch. My daddy bought a new Timberland wallet. My mummy bought new shoes. Everyone got something yesterday. So we were all happy. Hehe. I so love my Fossil watch. I will try to post the pic on the blog.
Today is my 9th month anniversary. Well long time with him. The longest guy i have ever been with and i love him alot! Thanks baby for always being there with me. So cannot live with out you. Muacks! Ok lah got to go. My daddy will scold.Will update more next time.
Love everyone!
love,
Aqilah Oreth
Today is my 9th month anniversary. Well long time with him. The longest guy i have ever been with and i love him alot! Thanks baby for always being there with me. So cannot live with out you. Muacks! Ok lah got to go. My daddy will scold.Will update more next time.
Love everyone!
love,
Aqilah Oreth
Friday, August 12, 2005
-lalala
Well today i am at home. Due to the sickness i got. Temperature went up to 38 degrees yesterday but today it went down. So glad. Later have teacher's day rehersal therefore i got to go to school. I think i got sick due to overworking. Well now when i go home i need to eat. Then rest awhile. Followed by doing my homework and studying. Then check on Isaac's homework. Then i must make all of them eat. Then i will pack my bag. Followed by washing the dishes and cleaning the house. Then i have to iron my school clothes and then i can rest. On Wednesday i had to change room. Therefore there was more work. Then the next day i felt like shit. Body hurts alot. That was yesterday. Yups. Then my body went all hot. Well that is all lah.
The three days holidays this is what i did:
Monday: Went out with Abdul, Abang Nazlie and Kak Liyana and me! We went to watch Charlie and the chocolate factory. Then we went to meet my mother for dinner. Then went to Esplanade awhile. Then i went home with him. It was around 10+ . I reached home around 11+ . Then i was sad. Something happen. Sis fought with mummy. Both of us was in the wrong. Therefore i said sorry.I was forgiven.
Tuesday: Sis fought with Mummy. Therefore i tried to help. I told my mum not to be angry with my sis anymore. Then my mummy say that she will forgive her if she say sorry. Then i slept for awhile. Cause i had a stomach cramp. Cause of my menses. Pain like shit. Then i was called a bitch by my sis and saying i never help her. I dont know lah. Then i went out with my uncle and auntie. We went to Esplanade to look at the fireworks. We had fun. Giggling. Then went to eat at Sembawang Shopping Centre. Then we went home. Oh ya. HAPPY BELATED 40th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Wednesday: Did alot of housework. Stayed at home the whole day to study. Then Abdul came. To study with my sis. Yups i think that is about what i did.
Well next two weeks is my common test. I got to start studying. At least a subject. Stress. But i want to so well. So ya i will sacrifice. Well i got to go to the doctor. Till next time i blog.
GoOdbYe!
Love,
pRinceSs Lala
The three days holidays this is what i did:
Monday: Went out with Abdul, Abang Nazlie and Kak Liyana and me! We went to watch Charlie and the chocolate factory. Then we went to meet my mother for dinner. Then went to Esplanade awhile. Then i went home with him. It was around 10+ . I reached home around 11+ . Then i was sad. Something happen. Sis fought with mummy. Both of us was in the wrong. Therefore i said sorry.I was forgiven.
Tuesday: Sis fought with Mummy. Therefore i tried to help. I told my mum not to be angry with my sis anymore. Then my mummy say that she will forgive her if she say sorry. Then i slept for awhile. Cause i had a stomach cramp. Cause of my menses. Pain like shit. Then i was called a bitch by my sis and saying i never help her. I dont know lah. Then i went out with my uncle and auntie. We went to Esplanade to look at the fireworks. We had fun. Giggling. Then went to eat at Sembawang Shopping Centre. Then we went home. Oh ya. HAPPY BELATED 40th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Wednesday: Did alot of housework. Stayed at home the whole day to study. Then Abdul came. To study with my sis. Yups i think that is about what i did.
Well next two weeks is my common test. I got to start studying. At least a subject. Stress. But i want to so well. So ya i will sacrifice. Well i got to go to the doctor. Till next time i blog.
GoOdbYe!
Love,
pRinceSs Lala
Thursday, August 04, 2005
- BaD dAy
I fought with my bro. Well more details can ask me. Life is abit difficult now. No maid. We have to try to do everything ourselves. It is abit difficult. But i am glad that i am enjoying doing the housework. Weird huh? I have been ironing the school uniform everyday as well as washing the dishes. My room though is in a mess. Need a makeover. I might do something about it during the holidays.
Common test is like so near. And i am not really ready. Everyday going home and feeling so tired. I got to buck up. I need to start studying already. Well we got in the teacher's day dance and we have rehersal nearly every week. Except for during the common test week. Tiring though. Well got to bear with it.
And oh ya. I am quarreling with him. Small reason. But i need time to get over it. So that's all.
GoOdbYe!
love,
pRinceSs Lala
Common test is like so near. And i am not really ready. Everyday going home and feeling so tired. I got to buck up. I need to start studying already. Well we got in the teacher's day dance and we have rehersal nearly every week. Except for during the common test week. Tiring though. Well got to bear with it.
And oh ya. I am quarreling with him. Small reason. But i need time to get over it. So that's all.
GoOdbYe!
love,
pRinceSs Lala
Monday, August 01, 2005
- Post
Well Tuesday i updated. Nothing much happen on Wednesday and Thursday. Just that i always went home late so my mummy scold. Yups. Got the scolding. Then on Friday was the audition. I kinda shout at my friends. Cause i was the assistant coodinator and the dance was not perfect. Ya. So this particular person that is Nisa i shouted at her more. So she did not really like it. Neither do me. I dont like to shout at people. I will try my best not to. So ya. Sorry to Amy,Tasha, Nina, Iena,Nurul and definitely Nisa. Sorry i shouted. But whatever it is i am glad that the dance is over. And the results is that we got in!!!! Haha. I am glad.Thanks for tolerating with me and i know you are the bestest friend i have ever had. I would always feel lonely if it was not for you guys. Nina thanks for being my patner. It was great. I so love how we do things together. I love last year. Me being pampered by you. Haha. It was great. To the rest i am just glad that you are my peeps. I am so happy that i have you guys. I love you guys! Muacks!
So ya. Saturday and Sunday with my parents. But i fought with my mummy.. I am sorry Mummy. I cant live without you. You are my strongest asset. I love you alot2. I am really sorry. I know i never tell you in person. That is because i am scared. You can say i am a coward. Well i just love you okies. Then today i went back with him. So the damn happy. He loves me. He really2 loves me. Ok I am tired already. Will update more next time. And it will be longer.
GoOdByE.
Lots of love,
pRincesS Lala
So ya. Saturday and Sunday with my parents. But i fought with my mummy.. I am sorry Mummy. I cant live without you. You are my strongest asset. I love you alot2. I am really sorry. I know i never tell you in person. That is because i am scared. You can say i am a coward. Well i just love you okies. Then today i went back with him. So the damn happy. He loves me. He really2 loves me. Ok I am tired already. Will update more next time. And it will be longer.
GoOdByE.
Lots of love,
pRincesS Lala
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Update!
Well long time did not update. I am glad people are reading my post. Ok. On last Friday i watch a performance. Saint Andrews Junior Collage. It was super uber nice. I was amazed how the performance will look nice if we danced together. Haha. Well it was at Kallang Theater. That was when i did my SYF. I wonder how we looked on stage that time. I think we were not together. Gosh. Forget about it. We got Bronze and i am happy enough. Stop about Friday.Oh ya i love this crazy people Kenzi, Pelyn, Diyanah, Sulaztry, Natasha, Joan, Jolene, Jazli, Kristine, Joyce,Samantha Natasha, Meow Keng, Yvonne. Haha. I practically love the whole modern dance cause i named all those who were there. Haha. It was a crazy day.
On Saturday and Sunday well just do the normal things with my parents. On Sunday i went to the gym and swimming. So damn tired. Then at night my sis fought with Abang Nazlie. She was so sad. Then i felt her sadness again. It has happen the second time. What to do i am her sister. Then i put her to sleep make sure that she sleeps first. Then i tried to sleep i could not. It was cause my chest hurt. I rub it so hard till the next day it was swollen.
Yesterday was the most painful day. I had PE. It was fun. Ok. But someone scratch me. Now my hand got mark. Then after that i had Modern Dance. It was damn tiring. We stretched till we cannot stretch. We have to do split for the end of this year. So to the modern dance people. MODERN DANCE PEOPLE DONT GIVE UP. DONT QUIT CAUSE IT IS DIFFICULT. AFTER YOU HAVE DONE THE SPLIT IT WILL GET BETTER. IT IS THE BEST FOR US. SO TAKE CARE AND JIA YOU!!! CAUSE WE ARE THE BEST!! LOVE YOU GUYS. Ok. Enough about modern dance. Then i had outside dance. Sorry guys i was late. Well i finished late. At 8.30. Then i reached home at 9. My mummy was angry with me. So was my dad. Haiz there is alot more for me to write well forget it. Dont want to write no more. Then i went home did my homework and went to sleep. Oh ya, before i did all that i bath. Cause i reek of my smelly sweat.
Today i went to school late. Cause my car tire was punctured. Damn it. I had to borrow my other neighbour's cars. Ya so went to school as normal. Finished then went home. Then called my dad to explain my dance. He let me go. Provided i finsh early that is all.Today i finshed late again. I finished at 7:12 Theyhad to try to finish the dance. So now i am sitting here. Just feeling shit. I have to go and do my homework now. So goodbye for now.
Aqilah Oreth
On Saturday and Sunday well just do the normal things with my parents. On Sunday i went to the gym and swimming. So damn tired. Then at night my sis fought with Abang Nazlie. She was so sad. Then i felt her sadness again. It has happen the second time. What to do i am her sister. Then i put her to sleep make sure that she sleeps first. Then i tried to sleep i could not. It was cause my chest hurt. I rub it so hard till the next day it was swollen.
Yesterday was the most painful day. I had PE. It was fun. Ok. But someone scratch me. Now my hand got mark. Then after that i had Modern Dance. It was damn tiring. We stretched till we cannot stretch. We have to do split for the end of this year. So to the modern dance people. MODERN DANCE PEOPLE DONT GIVE UP. DONT QUIT CAUSE IT IS DIFFICULT. AFTER YOU HAVE DONE THE SPLIT IT WILL GET BETTER. IT IS THE BEST FOR US. SO TAKE CARE AND JIA YOU!!! CAUSE WE ARE THE BEST!! LOVE YOU GUYS. Ok. Enough about modern dance. Then i had outside dance. Sorry guys i was late. Well i finished late. At 8.30. Then i reached home at 9. My mummy was angry with me. So was my dad. Haiz there is alot more for me to write well forget it. Dont want to write no more. Then i went home did my homework and went to sleep. Oh ya, before i did all that i bath. Cause i reek of my smelly sweat.
Today i went to school late. Cause my car tire was punctured. Damn it. I had to borrow my other neighbour's cars. Ya so went to school as normal. Finished then went home. Then called my dad to explain my dance. He let me go. Provided i finsh early that is all.Today i finshed late again. I finished at 7:12 Theyhad to try to finish the dance. So now i am sitting here. Just feeling shit. I have to go and do my homework now. So goodbye for now.
Aqilah Oreth
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Yesterday night.
Yesterday night i felt so lost. I felt that i did not know myself. I was watching tv till 10. Then my mum came home. Did not expect her to come back so early man. Well then i went to greet her then i went to my room. I had not finished my homework. I had to finish it that night. So i cried. Then i could not even call him at night. Cause my stupid brother said that i 'always' call him and he 'always' come here. But it is not true. I have not seen him like for nearly 1 week. I have not called him. Maybe for 5 minutes yes. So my mum believed him and brought the telephone in. She dont trust me no more. I was heartbroken. No one could feel what i was feeling. I cried almost the whole night. No one knew. I messaged him. There was a few vulgarities. I was angry with my brother then. I was so stressed. I am so stressed. I dont know what to do anymore. I have been sleeping late this few days. I have been crying in my sleep. I may look happy in school but behind the smile, my heart was not really mended. Haiz. Now he calls me but i reject him cause he did not reply my messages yesterday. I dont know what to do anymore.
Amelea and all the 3/8 girls are going to Karimun tomorrow. I am so going to be lonely. Haiz. I am so sad now. I dont know what to say already. But all the 3/8 students. Good luck there. Take care. I cant wait to see you guys next monday. I wont forget you and i hope you wont forget me.
That's all for now. Bye.
Aqilah Oreth :'(
Amelea and all the 3/8 girls are going to Karimun tomorrow. I am so going to be lonely. Haiz. I am so sad now. I dont know what to say already. But all the 3/8 students. Good luck there. Take care. I cant wait to see you guys next monday. I wont forget you and i hope you wont forget me.
That's all for now. Bye.
Aqilah Oreth :'(
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