Happy birthday celeste!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CELESTE CHEN PING!!!!

SWEET 16!

woohoo!

Love you breast.

sorry could not attend to your party.

but still love you lah.

haha.

Well hmm...

yesterday had library service.

so freaking boring.

then went home and enjoyed with MASTURA!

(:

hehe.

i straightened her hair.

and she was like so excited.

weird girl.

but fun.

haha.

and i did her nails for her.

then yesterday had religious class.

on thursday had sports day.

i ran for 4 x100

i got third.

just for running one event.

like super cool

(:

took pictures.

with pastor tasha,mas and kak yana.

nice.

will try to update later.

well thats all really.

you know what.

i start to think about boys again.

i mean i miss holding hands.

hugging.

lalaing.

everything.

but what the heck

i will try to forget about that thinking.

somehow or rather i am feeling so alone.

but never mind.

got iena,kaiyisah,shaiful,fana,faezah,anansa

and my pastor tasha.

and not to forget mastura.

all of them are enough already.

okok

i hope i can go Mount K this year,

if the cost is not to high

my daddy will let me go.

yeahness to that.

Yun is going

(:

hehe.

ok lame.

well this time he has his friends.

so what the hell.

ok thats all for now.

am going to bed.

super tired!

toodles!

kisses!

<3!

lala*

hate my life now.

i dont know what to do no more

day by day i would just let day passed.

what happen yesterday people may ask.

well i have lost my friends.

yesterday was a pretty good day you can say.

till i wanted to go home.

that was when it started.

i thought they waited for me.

but no.

so i was a moron trying to call them and no one picked up their phone.

so i went back with my sis.

took the taxi and cried in the taxi.

kak yana was of course angry.

and so is abang nazlie.

i am not trying to save my name or whatever.

then i was ok already

at home called nurul.

and i found out they were having a party.

A PARTY WITHOUT ME?

and to claim i and tasha's good friend.

i cried on the spot.

feeling like an idiot.

i went to dance.

walked.

and think about it.

i was so stupid.

i dont know.

i felt so lost.

i wanted someone to talked to me.

then after modern dance.

i talked to syadariena.

she cried.

i am sorry iena.

i went back home.

i called nurul.

talked to her

i cried.

she cried

sorry.

today i had a pretty bad headache in school

it feel like hell.

and tasha sent me a letter.

she said the birthday was a surprise.

so i guess it is not her fault.

i dont know.

i know i dont belong to 4/8

i belong to 4/7

i will always be the last to go out of class.

in the end no one will go back with me.

i dont know what to do already.

nisa:

you can say whatever you want to say.

i dont give a damn about you cause i know you never did liked me.

you can tell people that i was controlling tasha.

like what did i do?

and i dont like you scolding Iena.

she is soft hearted already and you think you can step all over her?

well think again.

Look at yourself.

girl you need an attitude adjustment and somebody is going to help you with that.

tasha:

i was just disappointed that i did not know about the party.

i feel that we have drifted apart.

we never talk no more.

we never go out no more.

i was not even there for your party.

i would let my mother hate me then miss your party.

at least if my presence was there awhile it would be great.

but i was not even known of that party.

well i dont know what to say.

amelea:

seriously dont know what to say about you.

Iena and Nurul:

thanks for tallking to me.

and sorry to make you guys cry.

am very sorry.

well i dont know the full storey about the party.

but from reading Kaiyisah blog.

i knew that they had fun.

that was my only wish for tasha.

and it was granted.

thanks god.

i cried lah.

yes.

as i am typing now also i am crying.

the feeling of losing a friend is never good.

this is quite a long entry and i am tired.

thanks to all the people who tried to help me.

now i will just let nature take it's course.

toodles everyone.

take care

lala*

fuck everyone lah

OK LAH EVERTHING IS MY FAULT HAPPY!!??
ALL OF YOU ARE CORRECT!
I AM THE WRONG ONE!
JUST GET AWAY LAH!

mock exam

my head is now filled with equations and chemistry.

like wth!

i have to remember PHYSICS now.

like PHYSICS not CHEMISTRY!!

actually PHYSICS means DEATH.

cause my marks physics marks are like pulling my combined science down.

shitness.

ok then.

tasha's birthday is like coming.

and dance is like also coming.

like how exciting.

hehe.

i am so excited.

tasha!

i love you!

and i miss you.

haha.

this crazy gal.

we are best of friends.

althought we are not together.

haha.

FRIENDS FOREVER!

ok i am like how lame.

Nurul you breast.

i also miss you ok.

like hell.

then call you at home you not at home.

like how lame.

haha.

ok i love you alot ok kaiyisah!

ok i am going to try study physics now.

i hope i get it.

toodles everyone.

<3!

all the best to mua!

kisses!

lala*

results!

hey!

results are out!

guess what.

i got 4th in class!

with 69%

like woohoo!

farhannah beat me like 1 % only.

haiyoh me.

hehe

i am happy with this results anyway.

but must do better.

yup!

tomorrow got chemistry mock test!

like what the hell.

i am so stressed up.

hopefully again i am saying this.

i wont forget what i studied.

oh god please help me!

amin!

hehe

ok first time.

i am happy lah today.

but i miss my breast tasha friend.

she is always with other people.

tasha!

i want you!

hehe.

ok lame.

i was chatting with shaiful and nazirul!

they rocks my socks.

haha.

but they meanie.

they like to bully.

haha.

but never mind.

forgive you guys.

ok now got to study after using the com.

no wait.

i want to bathe first.

i smell..

eww...

hehe.

toodles everyone!

lala*

sick

damn.

just said that i have not been getting bronchitis.

now i got it.

not in school now.

wonder what happened in school.

hmmm...

lalalala.

lucky this bronchitis is a light one.

not a severe one.

ok am going to study now.

tasha's birthday:6 more days!

update.

first of all i and Syadariena would like to wish our darling Shaiful

HAPPY BELATED 16TH BIRTHDAY SHAIFUL RIDZUAN!!

sorry your birthday yesterday and now then i wish.

haha.

but i sent you message right.

ok well how was my hols.

it was boring.

like shit.

half the time i am worrying about mock test that is coming.

like how lame.

imagine the pressure.

anyways i bought a roxy pencil box.

a black and purple one.

not i bought it.

my dad did.

haha.

how sweet

(:

ok mummy and us are back together.

like i also dont know why.

it is because of daddy that we are back together.

hmm..

i am having a lame headache now.

actually i am having headaches everyday.

my migrane is acting up again.

i think it is due to n'level

ok lah.

i dont know what to write.

i am like so bored.

but later got DIA

and Dwi is how pretty.

tralalala.

toodles!

kisses!

<3!

lala*

lalalalalala.

hmm...

what shall i talk about today?

oh yesh.

go read tasha blog.

i cried while reading her blog.

she is like how sweet.

she wrote about me.

well tasha.

i love you too!

<3!

i am super glad to have a friend like you too..

am glad and happy that you are turning 16.

all the best ok

(:

ok enough about that.

yesterday went out with hui shan, sandral, kak yana and abang nazlie.

it was fun.

we went to marina square and to esplanade.

i dont know why but i am sweet tooth now.

i just want to nible on chocolates and sweets..

hmm...

yummy chocolate...

ok then after that i went home.

and guess what.

kak yana lost her wallet.

like wth.

she cried.

then mastura helped me to get numbers to call.

Thanks Mas (:

then called but no use.

wallet is nowhere to be found.

haiz.

today had library service.

then went home.

ate instant noodles.

oh ya lah.

today never eat alot.

no mood.

the instant noodles also never finish.

hmm..

after eat went to religious class.

just came back.

lalala.

mummy is giving me and sis a cold shoulder.

like how lame.

and it is not even our fault.

she did not even give me money to go out.

i went out with 10 dollars.

all digged out from my piggy bank.

now all empty.

lets see how long the war can last.

i am not going to give in.

a few more days till school reopens.

and i never even start studying my physics and chemistry mock test.

die

:(

ok lah.

that's all for now.

kisses!

lala*

Photos

Click to enlarge (:

Update

Sorry blog readers if i have not been updating.

Have no time pratically.

Too busy doing stuffs..

Ok lets see.

What can we talk about.

Oh ya.

I just came back from the library.

Had to do CIP there.

For 30 hours.

Just for NYAA.

Like how tiring.

Shelving books.

My hand can breaks.

My eyes can turn blind seeing all the number.

But it was ok overall..

Hmm..

Last Saturday went to Faezah birthday party..

It was great.

I took lots of pictures.

Will update.

Yesterday went out.

To alot of places.

I also dont know where.

Sorry.

This whole week is booked for me.

So those who wants to go out with me.

Sorry cannot already.

Love?

now is not the time to think about it.

am still young.

(:

I have found someone who likes dancing also.

Haha.

Kak Maria.

She was in danceworks.

Like coolness.

haha

<3!

Ok am having a headache now.

Dont know what to type.

Haha.

I miss my friends.

(:

take care.

Happy holidays!

Kisses.

<3.

lala*

[p.s. i find this post boring. dont you think so? sorry if you do. haha (:]

wake up to reality please!

Argh!

I despise people who pretending to be somebody they are not.

I was so glad to have met 'Tiara' or whatever her name is.

I was glad as she was blonde.

I never had a blonde friend.

Yet now 'tiara' is not who i thought she was.

She was lying to my face all this while.

Come on lah.

How would i feel?

and sharen the sister followed with the plan.

like wtf!

now she has shown her true colours

and like what?

i have to forgive and forget?

Why cant people just accept who they were born to be.

instead of playing pretend.

like wtf?

what you gain?

fame?

more like lame.

i dont hate anybody.

no matter a guy, girl,

blonde, not blonde.

clever or not.

it depends on your own personality.

i like everyone.

playing pretend with me makes me despise you.

wake up to reality.

not in dreamland where you can play pretend and lie to everyone.

forget it.

dont want to talk about it.

today was like i dont know how to describe.

tests were like almost every lesson.

i nearly went beserk.

and this happens.

i am so tired.

i think i am getting my bronchitis again.

i am coughing like one kind like that.

but i cant possibly get sick at this time.

haiz.

tomorrow is abang nazlie birthday and if i cant go online tomorrow i would want to wish him a happy advanced birthday.

hugs and kisses from me.

and ya.

mastura.

am glad you found someone you love.

hope you and him stay long together cause i know he is a great guy.

so to the both of you.

all the best ok!

am tired of typing now.

gtg study

toodles!

lala*

hmmm..

life like totally sucks to me.

I am suppose to be like sleeping now but my grandma need don't know what thing.

Like argh!

I need to go school!

I want to sleep.

*yawns*

My darling Mastura has found someone special.

Wooo..

That was fast.

Hmm..

I am still lonely

:(

Never mind.

forget boys.

anyways i said sorry to all the guys i rejected.

i dont know if it was the right thing to do.

this whole week was full of tests and homework.

although we had no common test,

i felt like i am having my common test.

i did well for my english compo.

yeah for me

for the first time.

i got 21/30.

Today had english oral.

and i sucked.

how about my malay.

so going to die.

tomorrow have social studies and maths test.

haiz.

and i am not in bed.

i want to sleep.

oh ya today i went back with iena.

it was a long time since we went back home just the two of us.

romantic huh.

hehe.

we talked.

and my throat is like pain now.

lame.

ok i got what i needed.

so i sign off now.

take care everyone.

all the best for common test.

toodles!

kisses!

lala*

some photos

all my nice pictures!


modern dance danceworks2006 and some other extra photos.

post

another week gone.

another day passed.

soon before i even know it.

I will be taking N'levels.

Haiz.

I am so like bored with my life.

everyday without fail,

something happens.

this is even worst.

guys.

i know it hurts being rejected.

but you think it was easy to have rejected you guys?

why do you do stupid stuffs for me.

i would rather you hate me.

dont bother about me.

i'll be fine.

ok talk about my studies now.

i did so well for my maths and chemistry.

guess how much.

i got 15 out of 16 for maths

and 17 out of 20.

so happy for me.

ok thats all

the rest of the test all i just pass.

so yeah.

next week have alot of tests.

and when term 2 have alot of mock exam.

so sian

alot of homwork now.

and i hate my gregory loh!

oh whatever his name is.

but i will study geography on my own accord.

ok i want to go now.

toodles everyone.

oh ya.

somtimes there is a problem with the tagboard.

it takes awhile to upload.

so just wait ok.

thanks

lala*

sorry ok. haiz...

I hope you read this.

Sorry Nashri.

You can hate me or whatever.

But dont need to until write like that or do stuffs like that right?

how do you think i am feeling now after reading your blog.

You think that you are the only guy i rejected.

I know i am a bitch.

A slut.

Whatever it is lah.

I dont give a fucking damn about my fucking life already.

I am just so hurt you said like that.

Haiz.

Of all the things i thought love was the greatest thing on earth.

but looks like i am wrong.

I am so thankful that you still take me as your friend.

But you doing this.

I guess i would rather you hate me.

Then to say like that.

Everyone thinks about themselves.

How about me?

I am fucking trying hard not to make boys feel rejected and this is what i get in return.

Pure shitness.

I am sorry ok boys.

I dont expect you to love me or whatever.

I dont ok.

You gus can just leave me alone for heaven's sake.

Just leave me.

:'(

donttt commmeee backkk.

*cries*

lala*

\.heart shatters./

carnival

Carnival was fun.

But damn tiring.

I had duty for two days.

met alot of people.

Our stall was jam packed with people.

Not really expected but what the hell.

Want to write to this particular girl.

But dont want to name.

Hello this girl.

Can you wake up to reality!

that's all i want to say.

The rest i shall just keep it to myself.

On last friday i went out.

With Shan,Sandral,Amos,Kak Yana and Abang Nazliee.

Haha.

Last part was boring.

Dont know why Kak Yana was angry.

Then abang nazlie bought for her ballon.

sweet (:

Amos treat me for the movie.

He wanted to buy food for me also.

But i paid.

I dont feel comfortable asking people to pay my stuffs.

(:

today school was boring.

my teacher all tired to teach also.

we also too tired to study.

Oh ya.

Its official!

in school my name will be Aqilah Oreth Bte Zuhayr Abdullah.

I know its lame for me to be excited but i always scared to add my Oreth.

Cause it is not official.

Haha.

Now it is!

Woohoo!

ok i gtg.

Today got DIA (:

Toodles everyone!

kisses!

lala*

Photos!

happy valentine's dae!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

Haha (:

I got presents.

From friends!

I got cookies from nisa,biscuits from tasha,chocolate from Shaiful and Erin!

Oh ya a butterfly anklet that i wanted so badly from TEO HUI SHAN!!!

i love her oh so much.

and a flower and hug from Janrez.

He is the cutest thing on earth!

*screamS*

waiting for abang nazlie present.

he meanie!

he owe me one.

haha.

Well although this year i am alone.

No one to celebrate it with.

I am just happy i got friends.

Thankful!

I love Amelea also!

haha.

ok i am mad!

i love everyone!!

hmm..

later might be going to watch the sunset.

With Amelea and Nisa and Kaiyisah!

I am like suppose to watch a movie with Faezah.

And my mummy like dont let me.

Sorry Faezah

Ok fine.

i am going out this Friday anyways.

So ya.

tralala i am happy.

Ok Nasri ask me for stead.

Amos confessed he like me.

like omigosh.

i am not going to make any decisions now.

sorry boys.

So last saturday had danceworks.

we did not win.

but i am just glad that we made throught it all together.

CHR MODERN DANCE ROCKS!

overall out of 54 schools,

our ranking is 30.

our percentage is 51%.

not bad right for first timers.

tralalalala.

we rock!

i saw Nashri that day

haha

thanks for coming (:

now that dance is over.

and our next dance is around next month.

i can focus on my studies more.

studY!!

but i will miss dancing alot lah.

especially the people in it!

haha.

ok i wont be updating always.

cause no time.

sorry ar computer!

well to all!

happy valentine's day.

and may today be filled with special memories that can never be forgotten!

kisses everyone!

to all the couples out there.

have fun today.

and boys please pamper the girls.

haha.

thanks!

<3!

lala*

sick

ok today i never go school.

i never go doctor also.

dont want to waste any more money.

i am so sick of being sick.

i am bored now.

tasha darling also sick.

poor amy have to be in school alone.

and ya.

farhannah also alone.

gosh i miss being crazy with farhannah and faezah.

ok stop.

this update i make longer.

to say what i did the last three days

friday:

hmm...

nurul and amelea came over to my house.

we watch sky high.

and we talked

i am glad that they are together.

then they went home.

i had to go chingay.

i had headache when i was there.

but then,

i saw this two handsome guys.

one was like the cheer people.

the other was the caretaker of the cheer people.

the caretaker of the cheer people fainted.

omigosh,

i was devastated.

if only he fainted in front of me,

i would have given him a kiss.

then he would be ok.

haiz.

fat hope.

who will fall for me?

well then went back.

saturday:

ok saturday was boring.

i went to funan the IT mall.

with my dad.

he bought computer stuffs.

my leg was like aching like shit.

then at night we ate macdonalds.

sunday:

bathe and all.

went out.

went to funeral first.

then off to wedding.

then to sim lim square.

then to housewarming.

then back home.

very tired already ar.

go back home

watch bring it on.

that show rocks my socks man.

how i wish i was a cheerleader.

i want to be a cheerleader.

oh wells.

just keep dreaming aqilah,

it wont happen.

monday:

that is today.

so far i have sent my brother to school.

and now on the com

i was chatting with yvonne see!

i miss her alot2

oh ya,

i want to talk about a weird dream i had this morning.

i dreamt that i was in the singapore idol auditions.

which i did not get in.

but then something amazing happen

i held hands with ALFY!

weird why i dream about him.

but then the dream is that we held hands.

and we ran around.

cause his admire was like chasing us.

how i wish it would happen.

but a girl like me.

and him

is impossible.

i would be better of only dreaming about him

and this is a first time i remembered a dream.

ok i stop here for now.

toodles everyone!

lala*

haiz.

Well life defintiely sucks.

its been a long time i update this blog.

No time perhaps.

Ok now is the chinese new year period.

First of all Happy Chinese New Year to all the chinese.

Had my reunion dinner at Singa Inn on Saturday.

Spent about 170 sing dollars.

Grandma paid for that.

My 'nyai' was also at the reunion dinner.

blah.blah.blah.

Before that we did alot of things.

we went to geyland.

i and my sis bought 'tudung'

ate there.

left and went to downtowneast shalet.

ate some more.

then went for reunion dinner.

fat already.

yesterday did not go visiting.

daddy was at work on duty.

wasted.

if not i can collect more 'hangbao'.

not many chinese relative.

wait have alot.

just dont know them that is all.

i went out with my uncle and auntie.

then we went over to their house.

and my brother slept there.

and i went home

quarreled with my mummy.

till now.

haiz.

whatev!

i slept outside last night.

freezing half to death.

barely even sleep.

cause she lock my room door.

lame.

i wanted to run away from home.

my sis told me not to.

wake up today.

feeling sad.

did not eat.

till i went over to my uncle house for chinese new year.

ate then leave.

later going out to meet my dad.

valentine's day coming.

my competition coming.

test coming.

all coming.

haiz.

stress.

*boys dont ask me out for valentine's day.

cause i wont go out.

sorry.

well i guess that is all.

toodles for now.

sorry if this is a boring post.

lala*

hmm..

oh this is so shit.

i just type a long entry and all just dissapear like whoosh!

argh!

ok not much is happening to my life.

i think i am ignoring boys.

i know it is mean.

but what the hell.

maybe i am a meanie.

but no one knows what i am feeling.

well yesterday something happened.

which made my heart pause for a moment.

then i could hardly breathe after that and i could not sleep.

*yawns*

am tired now.

today had dance.

mr adam was like super angry.

he banged the radio.

my heart paused.

like what the hell.

ok we were wrong we admit.

and we have only 7 hours left to the competiton.

this is total suicide.

we only finish tell like 1 mins and 40 seconds and we still have around 2 mins to go.

the anxiety is like to the limit!

whoa stop aqilah.

you are overreacting.

haiz.

oh wells.

anyway we are going to perform on 11th February.

At Ngee Ann City.

i dont know what time.

around 12.50 like that.

we are like the 3rd group to perform.

so not lucky.

haiz.

friends have been omigosh.

and darling breast tasha is sick.

and i am like so bored in school without her.

get well soon tasha breast!!

ok lah.

i am tired.

very.

i want to go get an early rest.

and a goodnight sleep.

toodles everyone!

kisses!

lala*

argh!

everything i do wrong!

argh!

i am not trying to find pity here ok.

i am just doing the right thing.

it is time i say everything out.

instead of keeping it in me.

is calling you a weirdo for fun wrong?

then must scold back fucker.

even if it is not play2 must scold fucker ar!

telling mummy you scared of me and isaac.

more like the other way round.

you stress.

i not stress ar.

last year.

you n'level i took care of most of the housework.

i got complain or not?

failed my common test cause i barely made time to study.

yet did i blame you?

no!

all i want you to do now is share the load?

also cannot.

i have to do the same thing.

so this year you will pass o'level then i will fail lah.

i dont know lah.

life is never perfect.

i know.

i would never disregard you as a sister.

but you.

your friend is so much better then me.

they have stick with you through thick and thin.

i have NEVER done anything to help you.

ya i failed as a sister.

i am just nobody ok.

i dont dislike ite student ok!

get it!

just go away from my life ok!!!

just go!

dont come back!!

i hate everyone!

:(

he is going ite.

well it is confirmed.

he is going to ite.

haiz.

last night i talked to him,

i found out.

i cried.

from like 11 till 1.

i slept

woke up at 5.

cant sleep till i wake up to go to school lah.

that is all.

hmm yeah.

ok i am so sad.

but in school,

i try not to be sad.

so no questions will be asked.

yup2.

had fun today at modern dance.

it is not so tough.

i was lifted to the air.

felt like an angel flying.

then when shaun carried me i feel directly on his shoulders.

and the worse thing was that my throat hit his shoulders.

so ya.

my throat hurts.

tasha was so funny.

ok cant type it out.

modern dance secret

sshh!

and mr adam made me keep his thing.

like what the hell.

all me.

its ok lah.

i can cope.

ok stop here.

one person to wish now.

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY DIYANAH!!!!

<3>

hehe.

kisses!

toodles

lala*

modern dance

so the new sec 1 batch has arrived to modern dance.

and boy they have got a long way to go.

some were too shy.

some thinks that her fringe is so important.

stupid shit.

ok hope they well be good like the seniors.

duh.

the seniors are not bad ok.

we can really dance.

we grew up to be closer during modern dance.

we always have fun together no matter how tiring it is.

yup2.

today i had to dance with my nose leaking.

stupid nose.

i was like teaching sec 1.

leading warm up

i am dead beat man.

oh ya mr adam said that if all the girls hair is not tied properly.

i am going to get it.

ya being the president of modern dance.

omigosh.

i was like what the hell.

ok enough about dance.

studies have been well as always stressful.

well it is n'level year.

i passed my maths test.

horray.

having poa test and chemistry test next.

haiz.

ok yesterday i was angry with two guys.

one was assuming.

the other was i dont know what to say.

well i was sad.

i cried.

that is why my sickness got worse.

haiz.

shit right.

well what the hell.

maybe that is part and parcel of life.

i dont know.

well cant take it.

too much.

i am sick like hello.

well only my family cares.

and my tasha lah.

and a few others.

like nasriah all.

thanks.

ok my hands are tired.

i wont be updating always.

i want to study.

thats all i want to focus on.

my dance and study.

danceworks is on 11 feb.

that is the preliminarys.

finals is in march.

yup.

oh ya before i forget.

happy 14th months to kak yana and abang nazlie!

love you both forever.

kisses!

toodles everyone.

lala*

update

well school has been abit tough.

yesterday was hari raya haji.

i collected 25 dollars.

that is alot ok.

ok back to me.

i have loads of homework.

tomorrow go maths test.

i came back at 7.30

and i am super tired.

haven done my homework.

and i am tired.

oh wells i am now juggling my studies and dance.

tired.

and now to make it worse i have breathing difficulties.

so ass.

ok lah.

got to study.

toodles!

lala*

first day of school

today is the first day of school.

my class is on level 4.

i am stuck with 4/7.

same students.

but this year the whole of 4/7 is going to graduate to sec 5.

hopefully yeah.

my form teacher is still mdm thila.

oh wells.

today was boring.

did not do anything.

actually i thought about him.

being in school.

i always looking for him and smile when i meet him.

this cant happen anymore.

i am all alone.

seeing his class reminds me of him.

:'(

oh god why must this happen.

i miss him holding my hand when we go home.

i miss leaning on his shoulders.

i cant go on anymore.

bye.

hello 2006

goodbye 2005!

hello 2006!

woohoo!

hooray!

a new year.

a new adventure.

a new life.

a new beginning.

everything will be new.

but memories of 2005 shall not be forgotten.

especially the special ones.

thanks to all the friends and people who made 2005 happen.

hmm.

a great 2005 huh.

2006 will be better.

after n's.

cant wait.

let me see what i feel now.

i just feel treasured that i have people whom i love most.

i so miss friends.

not really.

haha

i only miss tasha.

whee!

i am just happy.

carrying on with my life.

being stupid everyday and irritating my sis.

not crying anymore.

unless i really need to!

ha!

but tasha wont let me cry.

woohoo!

ok lah.

i am going out.

so i have to get ready.

today is 1st of January of 2006!

haha.

toodles.

lala*