photos for the Genting/KL trip.

i hate this picture. i was upset actually.


the boots were made for riding.

the girls room and Sunway Resort Pyramid

Feel the wind against your skin.

peace.

starry sweet. me wearing a dumb spec for motion master thingy.

damien and mua (:

scencery at Genting. don't get jealous ok.

the lim family &the oreth family.

the 2nd cousins!

i was sick.but nice picture.

BANG!we're dead.isaac,jeremy,me and michelle.



in the girls hotel room over at Genting.say cheese!





Enjoy all.and p.s the first pictures taken were at the bottom.but heck.
hatemynewclasssittingarrangement!argh.
lala*

my story

it's back to school.
i am in 5/1
the good thing is that it's the same good classmates.
the bad thing is mr meanie is not in the same class.
sigh.

i don't know how i am feeling now.
it feels great to be back in school.
i love school.
but what rollercoaster ride it is going to being me this year is yet to know.

my form teacher name is miss santha.
hopefully she is nice.
first day is not so bad after all.
seeing my friends leaves a smile on my face.

however,
there is this emptiness that i can't express.
forget it.
i shall not even go into it.

my goals for this year.
-get silver for modern dance SYF
-pass my o'levels this year with at less than 15 points.
-get a job after o'levels.

it's not much,
but it's not easy.
i have to give up more time for myself than last year.

one day i'll fly away.
leave all this to yesterday.

ok then.
boring post.
i'll try to update about something nice next time.
anyway,
no one reads my blog or tags it.
so i'm just writing about myself.
<333!

lala*

holidays

hello bloggers!
it's been like a week since i last blog.
i missed blogging actually.
and now i can finally blog!

but firstly,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!
it is the year 2007 already.
hopefully it'll be a great year for everyone.

ok now about my trip to Genting and KL
it was A-W-E-S-O-M-E
i don't know when was the last time i had that much fun.
ermm.
let me think.
last 3 years.
hehe.

TUESDAY:
woke up at 5.15 and left home at 6
cause daddy wanted to beat the traffic.
we drove all the way to KL.
with only one stop to eat breakfast.
we reached Genting at about 11.30.
checked in and bla bla.
my sis, michelle and me had our own room.
the room number was 11335.
hehe.
then Uncle Gerad bought for all of us cards for the theme parks.
so we can go to the theme park for the 3 days we were there.
after getting the cards,
we ran to the theme park.
i missed ridding roller coaster and bumper cars.
it was great.
then we had dinner at a nice restaurant
and we went back to our hotel room cause michelle had headache,
and i had stomachache.
what a bad ending.
haha.
and there is this funny thing that happen.
michelle woke up at 12 in the morning and said,
"we need towels"
haha.
so damn bloody funny.
so her nickname is towel girl.

WENESDAY:
woke up at 8 to get ready to go to the theme park again.
but first,
breakfast at STARBUCKS!
my favourite place.
as per normal.
i'll get my hot caramel macchiato and enjoy (:
after breakfast,
we wanted to go to the outdoor theme park but was stuck indoors cause the outdoors was too cold and misty.
damn.
we got bored for awhile then we head to the arcade.
we play loads of game till the weather got better.
then we went out to play again
after playing a few rides outdoor,
we went for dinner.
dinner was buffet!
then the kids went back to the arcade.
hooray!
and guess what,
Jeremy got us 300 over tickets.
he was our lucky kid that day.
hehe.
then we collected stuffs and went back to the hotel at around 10.30.
then we slept.
and the funny thing this time was that michelle hugged me.
and she even talked in her sleep.
damn scary.
lucky i brought my bolster or i would have hugged her.
hehe.
michelle damn funny.

THURSDAY:
woke up at 8 again,
and breakfast was at the hot dog place.
finally something everyone likes!
hehe.
then it was off to the theme park again for the last time.
we played then we had to meet the parents to check out and leave for KL
we drove down and apparently my parents got lost.
and to add on,
we left our passport in the safe deposit box at Genting.
by the time we knew,
we were down,
and the person called us to tell us we left it.
daddy was very angry.
then when we reached the hotel,
checked in.
and all the children and parents had their own room.
and mummy called up Genting and the brought our passport down.
then the kids went ice skating!
hooray.
my favourite.
ice skating rink in malaysia is much bigger then Singapore no doubt.
but the ice melts very fast.
and to have your own ice skates cost RM725!
it's almost the same as Singapore.
i thought it would be cheaper.
cause if it was cheaper,
my daddy would have bought it for me.
damn sad lah.
then we had dinner at this restaurant.
but the food was NASTY.
eww please.
then it was back to the hotel to sleep.

FRIDAY:
woke up early and it was time to go to SUNWAY LAGOON!
yippee!
but first complimentary breakfast at the hotel lobby.
then we were off.
Sunway lagoon has changed.
more people came.
more intersting places to go like the Zoo there.
but we enjoyed the rides and the wet theme park!
i don't have much pictures to show though
cause my sister did not charge her camera.
sadly.
what a waste.
then we left sunway lagoon around 6 and went to Sunway Pyramid to shop!
we ate Vietnamese food for dinner.
for the first time.
then shopping.
did not shop much cause everything was the same as Singapore.
then it was off to bed again.
we had to pack everything before we left the next day.

SATURDAY:
woke up at 8 again.
because we had to go for the complimentary breakfast.
by the time we finished eating,
it was 10
my family went for last minute shopping then we had to say our goodbyes.
damn sad.
luckily,
my 2nd cousins stays nearby
so i can just pop in.
hehe.
reached Singapore about 5 and we were all exhausted.

SUNDAY:
Hari Raya Haji + New Year's Eve.
this year was like nothing.
no invitations to anything at all.
in the end,
i spent my time watching tv and i countdown with my sister.
what a boring thing to do to start a new year.
my parents and brother went to sleep cause they were really tired.

TODAY:
all of us was at home.
watching tv.
and daddy has to go work tomorrow.
kinda worried about this Wednesday.
don't know what is going to happen.

ok that was a pretty long post.
i am tired of typing already.
toodles all.
and have a great new year ahead of you

lala*

woohhoo

ok so it's been a long time since i last post here.
sorry humans.

anyway Malaysia trip is tomorrow!!
hoorraay!
we're going out early so we can beat the traffic.
will be leaving home around 6.
so yay to that!

and to add on to my excitement.
*drum roll*
i got NOKIA 7373!
haha.
my choice was suppose to be N72.
but the person say that it was outdated.
so nokia 7373 is my phone now.
it is PINK!
and it swivels open
it is also the le' amour collection
love daddy a whole lot!
he bought for sis her phone she wanted.
ask her if you want to know.

and daddy bought us a new Roxy bag for us to travel to Malaysia!
yeahneess!

The year end party that was on last Friday was fun in all.
although i end up with a pretty bad headache.
i had fun.
i got loads of present!
not really expensive presents.
but it is the thought that counts right?
i got my butterfly hairclip.
and loads of butterfly things.


MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL TODAY!
may all your wishes come true on this special day.
haha.

got to go.
going to get ready for dinner with granny.
won't be updating till next week maybe.
but keep those tags coming!

<333!
toodles all.

lala*

excitement

yesterday was all about my results.
and how i was damn excited about it.

well the sad thing is,
Iena did not make it through.
sigh.
my big butt friend.
but i'm still proud of her.
cause she got a 3 for her MATHS!
because of....
MR LIM!
our bf
haha.

i remember last year batch when they took their results.
my sister!
i was so happy for her.
so proud of her.

now,
she's proud of me.
but deep inside her.
i know she feels sad.
cause i am doing better then her.
sigh.
oh god,
is there anyway i can make her feel better?

and i can't forget how stupid i was.
crying for him.
i was suppose to be happy last year.
for my sis.
and the very person who told me not to cry was my very sis.

whatever she do,
seriously,
i am proud of her.
she has her abilities.
but maybe it is not shown.
but she is very special to me.
my one and only sis.
without her,
i won't be who i am today.

and my brother.
although i find him irritating.
and a moron.
and a sissy.
i know he is not all that.
haha.
it is a sisters' job to make fun of their brother right?

anyway,
he was sick last night.
had a damn high fever.
he had a bad dream while he was sleeping,
and he was going,
"i love you kakak"
"i love you mummy"
i love you daddy"
it sounds scary
seriously.
sis cried.
i tried not to cry

whatever my family feel
i will feel it too.
cause i am an oreth.
my sister is feeling shitty.
i know.
my daddy is over at batam missing us.
i know.
mummy is trying to take care of us,
although she feels tired,
i know.
isaac who is sick now and feels shitty as well,
i know.
cause i am an oreth.

My heros,
my daddy,
my mummy,
my sister,
my brother.
and my friends.

i'm seriously thankful that i have friends.
tasha,amy,farhannah,faezah,anansa,zach,herbin,afiq,nazirul
and alot more.
my mount k friends, nasriah, grace, lenny,deanna,
my dancing friends, pelyn,diyanah,jolene,janrez,natasha,
i love all of them.

sad post.
when i'm suppose to be happy.
well i am actually.
it's just that some people may not feel as happy as i am.
so i should not think about myself and think about other people instead
cause i got what i wanted.
i got more.

ZACH,
i hope you have a safe flight home and get well soon.
AFIQ,
all the best for your exams and sorry did not message you.
NASRI,
sorry to make you think i was angry with you and get well soon.
My SIS,
i'm sorry for everything and if there is anything that can make you feel better, i'll be more then happy to do it for you.
TASHA,
i'm glad we made it, so no more crying yeah, and tell me if you'r crying yeah.
ISAAC
get well soon!
DADDY,
I LOVE YOU! COME BACK SOON!
Auntie MELINA,
thanks for replying my email. hehe

ok long post.
and people i got the EAGLES AWARD!
ka ching.
another 150

toodles all!
<3333!!!

lala*

toodles all.

PROMOTED!

everyone!
i am promoted!
i got six points for N levels!!!!
hooray!!

N72 here i come.
Secondary 5 here i come!
i am so happy i can almost die now!
i can enjoy my holidays with no worries!

abit upset with my science and malay though
i got three for science.
which i don't usually get.
and four for malay.
i have no idea why.

my English and POA and Maths.
TWO POINTS!
remarkable for english.

Fana got 4 points!
she is in top 3!
congratulations to her!!!
and the four besties of 4/7 are all promoted!
congrats to faezah for scoring 6 points!
i knew she could do it!

i am so happy now,
and to Tasha and Amy you passed!
yeah.
all of us are going Sec 5!!!

ok enough.
i got to go change.
got caught in the rain.

and MR MEANIE PASSED!!!
with 6 points!!!
hooray!!!!!!
i can meet him next year!

toodles all

lala*

anxiety

OMG!
The anxiety is killing me.
before i know it,
TOMORROW are the results.
someone kill me!

ok enough about that.
i hope everything goes well.
tomorrow,
i have to face it.

anyways,
just came back from Batam.
and this time,
the trip was not that bad.
i was kinda sad actually.
leaving my daddy all alone there.
with nothing to do.

i asked daddy why must he work at Batam?
i even said isn't it boring?
he replied,
he has to sacrifice.
for us.
*cries*

and when we were on the boat.
i felt sad.
isaac felt sad.
even kak yana felt sad.
for the first time
i miss him already ]:

Batam is still the same.
except the malls are better.
it is almost the same as Singapore
so we did not buy much stuff.
but the donuts there are damn nice!
plus the have something like Starbucks there.
but it is called J.CO

I was glad we went there to meet Daddy.
He was happy!
and so were we.

sigh.
i can't stop thinking about tomorrow.
i have butterflies in my stomach.
good luck to me tomorrow.

toodles all!

lala*

pictures update

Due to my lack of blogging, i shall show you guys pictures to see how i have enjoyed.so enjoy the pictures!press to enlarge ok [:
Out with cousins.Babysitting and having FUN!





the soap on our legs looks like shoes!









The COUSINS!they're my second cousins.but they're the BEST!

ICE SKATING WITH COUSINS & FRIENDS!

i am the mother hen as you can see!

choo-choo!

OUT TO ORCHARD!

BIRTHDAY CUM CLASS GATHERING CUM MRS DEVAN LEAVING ]:


my besties [:







whole bunch of 4/7 people!

END!i hope you enjoy the pictures Zach!hehe.my new adorable and cute friend.and he is full of praises!toodles all! lala*

love.

hello humans.
here i am blogging,
waiting for Hikmah to start.

well while waiting.
lets talk about interesting stuffs i have done yeah.

on Thursday and Friday,
my cousins,
that is Jeremy, Michelle and Damien,
came over.
i had to babysit them.

Thursday was boring cause it practically rained.
so they had nothing to do except watch tv and play in the house
their mum picked them up at 6
and my brother and ella and fiq went to their house.

Friday,
a whole lot of stuffs planned by me and mummy.
first we were off to Ice skating.
we had loads of fun.
playing train.
me,trying to do backward crossover.
taking loads of pictures.
and Damien fell on his face and cry.
haha.
but he was ok after that.
after skating for about 2 hours,
we left the place and went to Vivocity.
The children played again at the playground there.
then we went to Toys 'R' Us.
i missed going there and buying toys.
i used to buy all my stuffs and Forum the shopping mall back when i was a kid.
now,
it is Far East,Orchard Road and all that.

After VivoCity,
we went Lau Pa Sat to have dinner.
i was damn tired then so i ate a little.

Saturday and Sunday,
nothing much happened.
i was with daddy and mummy.
went around looking for Christmas Present.
haha.

It's confirmed!
we are going to KL and Genting on the 26th!
hooray!

kinda feeling sick now.
and my cousins were here earlier and we are going to Tanglin again tomorrow!
i hope i'll get better.
mummy says its those bronchitis again.

i've decided to change.
to stop thinking about LOVE!
to stop trying to be prettier then other people but be myself.
to be truthful to myself.
and just be ME [:

those people who wants to hate tag my blog.
go ahead.
saying i am ugly and stuffs like that.
i admit.
i am ugly.
so what have you got to say?
look at yourself in the mirror and ask whether you're pretty or not ok.
before hate tagging my blog.
asshole!

anyway,
being 16 feels like nothing.
it's suppose to be sweet.
so far,
nothing in my wishlist is fulfield.
haha.
i'll fulfiill it myself.
and i want those ice skates!
and more skating lessons!

toodles all.
i have nothing more to say!
<33!

lala*

sweet sixteen finally.

officially sweet sixteen
eligible for NC16 movies.
eligible for work.

the day was 5th December.
there was nothing special on except for my class BBQ
it was great fun.
seeing 4/7 again.

we'll meet again on the 18th December.
where you'll see the laughter and cries.
a day we all fear it will come.

i got a pressie.
from my bestie Fana.
i love her (:

and a great celebration by them.
i love 4/7
thanks for the great BBQ guys.
i hope the food was great.

thanks to all the people who remembered my birthday.
your messages made my day a special one.

and a big thank you to my sister.
who packed some goodies for my classmates,
F.Y.I. , she went under the bed to pack the goodies.
hehe.
i love you!

and to my mother.
who bought the cake.
and helped me with the preparations.
i love you too!

and to daddy.
who has always loved me although he is overseas.
thanks alot.
i love you!

although that day was special.
i still felt unhappy.
maybe because i am PMSing.
or not.
i don't know.
when my mum talked about Nasri.
i know i can't be with him.
i can't be with any guy now.
all the guys, my mother detest.
and i can't even go out with my friends.
i feel so caged up at home.
feeling so...

i'm going to KL soon.
for 5 days.
to Genting, Sunway Lagoon.
and..
to a bigger ice skating rink at Sunway Pyramid.
yeah to that!
but the problen is.
that the trip is after my results.
and if i disappoint them.
which i hope i won't
i'll not be happy myself.
and i don't think i deserve that trip.
yeah

so my cousin, Auntie Yenny, Ella is all here.
and i am feeling real tired.
and i am going to go now.

met a new friend anyway.
his name is Zach.
nice guy.
hehe.

toodles all.
sis is not at home.
bored to death!

lala*

pictures that i owe.

PHOTOS IN RANDOM!


My advanced birthday presents!the green shirt, Island shop, $102 from DADDY!the pink shirt, OP, from AUNTIE SARINAH!the purple book, Calender book, from TASHAKEIRA!the pink pen, from AUNTIE LYS!thanks to all!

Ubin Seafood.Advanced

le' oreth.

christmas tree found at Tanglin Mall.with Soap as Snow.
(:

see the snow?hehe.me,farella,isaac and fiqrish.

its Snowing!soap only. hehe.Daniel,Fiqrish, Ella, Isaac.

Us under the christmas tree!

me and vain nayli.she's trying to be me.how adorable (:hehe
ADVANCED BIRTHDAY PARTY AT SENTOSA!
me trying to limbo.i'm quite tall ok. but still can do it.hehe.

The Oreth Family.i love them(:


Me and my beloved sister!

the man that made my life a better place.my daddy(:

it's our birthday!Auntie Sarinah, Daniel, Aqilah(me)
Me and Daniel. ICE SKATING!

apparently there is only one picture.cause battery went poof.haha.me and Qi after our class!
-END OF PHOTOS!-

estatic december

It's December 1st!
finally the month i have been waiting for.
lots of birthday to celebrate and Christmas!
and not to forget countdown for the year 2007!

but then.
come to think of December.
results!!!
i dread that day.
18 December!!!
die!

but then i got edusave scholarship.
the same as last year.
the good thing,
i receive money.
the bad thing,
FANA IS NOT SITTING WITH ME!!!
*scream*

and my sweet sixteen is coming!
that explains the song in my blog.
hehe.
5th December is the day.
but not doing anything special.
jut going for my class gathering on that day.
at Sembawang.
haha.
but keep that presents coming.
and then i can work!

so events for this december:
1st December-Azri Birthday
2nd December-Uncle Melgan Birthday,Elna Birthday, Mikhail Birthday.
3rd December-Hidzir Birthday
5th December-My sweet sixteen! ,Hui Shan Birthday
6th December-Auntie Sarinah Birthday.
10th December-Daniel Birthday, Abdul Birthday.
12th December-Sandral Birthday.
15th December-Bik Siti Birhtday, Joshua Birthday.
18th December-N' level Results
25th December-Merry Christmas!
30th December-Farhannah sweet sixteen!,Fearghus birthday
31st December-Hari Raya Haji, New Year Eve!

there is the schedule.
loads of december babies and i am proud to be one of them!
hehe.
and i would like to wish my friend a happy belated 17th birthday.
that is Nasri.

yeah.
and yesterday,
i met Tasha and Amy.
and i seriously miss them and all my other friends.
):

so thats all for my long post.
and new month means new blog skin!
and i have changed my blog skin.
i hope it is nice.
i love Hilary Duff!
she rocks!!
toodles all!

lala*

sweet 16!

"Sweet Sixteen"

Today I'm gonna ride away
And feel the sun throughout my hair
Finally free to be who I wanna be
Who that is I don't really care'
Cuz I've got friends who love me
Blue skies are above me
My blonde hair is everywhere

[Chorus:]
Sweet sixteen
Gonna spread my wings
Sweet sixteen
It's my chance to shine
Sweet sixteen
Discovering
Sweet sixteen
So much more to life
Sweet sixteen

Drivin' down to the club where we go to dance
Radio is blastin' and the top is down
There ain't nothin' in my way'
Cept the traffic of L.A.

And I've got friends who love me
Bright stars shine above me
My blonde hair is everywhere

[Chorus]

Mamma loves me and a sister who shows me, and a daddy's always there

[Chorus]

I wanna know what it feels like
I need to see it from the inside
I can taste a bit of what I will find
So much more to life
Sweet sixteen

[Repeat]

boring monday

well weekend has been tiring.
Saturday was start off early as my grandmother came to my house and start waking us up.
but i was sleeping outside so the sun practically woke me up.
had breakfast and we were off.

went to sent my grandma home
then we went to eat at Macdonalds.
we were stuck there cause it was raining
but we left after it subsided.
then it was off to Marina Square
cause daddy wanted to buy the same swimming costume as Isaac
and mummy wanted to buy pants.

then after that we were off to Far East plaza.
i had to get something.
Dadd and Isaac bought the cutest thing on earth.
Same SPONGEBOB BOXERS!
damn cute.

Then the boring part was the visiting.
not for hari raya.
for wedding and somthing.
the day ended late.

Sunday was great.
it was a picnic cum advanced birthday party.
we had games,
loads of food and drinks.

it was raining though.
that spoiled everything.
i pretty much enjoyed myself despite being sick.
haha
that is me.

well that is all.
Tasha is leaving this Saturday.
oh man.
Going to miss her like alot.
Auntie Sarinah is leaving this Sunday.
damn sad lah!!

toodles all!

lala*

last ice skating lesson

today was the last day for the ice skating course.
damn sad lah.
i will miss Mr Rasul
):

we took our test today.
and everybody passed.
but i want more.
i want to do those spins and jumping in the air.

i have mastered quite alot during this 5 lessons.
and my results?
i got sick.
haha.
i did not drink enough water.

but i know how to do my backward crossover.
i want to be MADE into a figure skater.
i adore them.
but action speaks louder than words.
even though i know how to do all those stuffs this year,
i would have problem doing it next year.
but i still want to do it no matter what.

birthday coming soon.
i am finally turning sweet 16.
and i hope to get a job.

ok am feeling kinda tired.
take care!
goodnight everyone!

lala*

3rd skating lesson.

today was my 3rd skating lesson and damn it is getting tougher.
haha.
of course like duh.
have to learn something from it right?

today was backward crossover and..
backward stroking.
damn difficult.
and i fell down like alo of times cause moving backwards...
damn difficult.

ice skates are so expensive.
it cost 300 bucks!
that is like alot.
but i want.
i want to skate all day long.
mastering new skills.
learning new things.
i like!
sigh.
money don't grow on trees.
guess i have to wait.

Afiq came to see me today.
at the ice skating rink.
when i fell,
he was there.
damn embarrasing.

oh well.
two more lessons to go.
and this Sunday is SENTOSA TIME!
a advance birthday party for me,auntie sarinah and daniel.
cause auntie sarinah and danie is leaving for australia on the 3rd.
damn sad lah.

i am going for a swim later.
together with my crazy bunch of neighbours that i totally love ok.
haha.

toodles all!

lala*

ice skating(first lesson)

today was the first day of my ice skating lessons.
after the long,long,long wait.
i am finally doing it.
kinda rusty cause it has been a long time since i actually skate.

well ice skating,
or figure skating as many people might say.
it is a combination of ballet and gymnastics.
just the thing i wanted to learn.
and maybe with this course i get to learn 3 things at one time.
ballet,gymnastics and figure skating.
great isn't it?

today we learn two foot glide.
that is the normal glide.

the one foot glide,
that is really difficult to master cause we have to balance with one foot.
imagine that.
haha.

the swizzle,
swizzling foward was easy as i used to do it while rollerblading.
so it was quite easy.
however,
swizzling backward was damn difficult.
i had alot of trouble doing it.

then there is the wiggle backward.
that was worse.
we had to shake our buttocks.
which i am not very good at it.
although i dance,
i don't think i shake alot.
haha

and the last thing we learn was the crossover.
pretty much difficult as well but we were suppose to learn it tomorrow.
but we learnt it today.
save time for tomorrow.
haha.

there will be lessons tomorrow.
can't wait.
maybe after the five lessons,
i would want to take more.
maybe become an ice skater and take part in competitions.
finally,
something that i love to do.

yeah.
so that is all.
and Afiq is sick now.
lets pray he gets well.
and so is Nasri.
he hurt his finger.
*let us pray
amin
*throws popcorn.
haha.
i love doing that.

anyway enjoy the new song in my blog.
love it alot.
the title is 'i will learn to love again'
i hope i do.

you guys should watch hilary duff 'the perfect man'
kind of a boring show.
but very meaningful.
at least to me.

so yeah.
and i miss my whole lot of crazy friends like alot!
sigh.

toodles all!
happy holidays to the primary and secondary school students.
including the o' levels people.
haha
finally!

lala*

photos.

Hari Raya Outing 2006this is only the girls.and without Aidah.but she went (:

my brother loves me.hehe.yeah!

a trip to vivo city

yesterday's date was ok i guess.
Fana's date was cute.
yeah.
supposingly,we planned to watch step up.
but it was sold out.
damn it.
in the end we watched Monster House in 3D
it was an interesting show.
but i got abit scared.
so now everyone knows what a coward i am?

the day ended bad however.
was home late.
my fault i agree.
said sorry to mummy and daddy.
i reached home at 11
should have kept track of time.
well got the scolding and then everything was ok.
end up with a pretty much bad headache.
it was great fun though

Vivo city is huge.
walked around alot.
went to third floor where they have a rooftop place.
where people can just sit and hang around
quite a nice place.
but too quiet.
yeah.

i don't know what i will be doing today.
i have no mood actually to do anything.
i don't know why.
maybe i'll go rollerblading then swimming or either one.
and i pretty much want to finish daddy's scrapbook which i have owed him for years.
just need to think of what to do.
sigh.

life is unfair.
full of craps and bullshits.
at one time you are happy and the next thing you know,
you are feeling shitty.
it hurts just thinking about it.

well i am going to watch TV,
damn bored can.

toodles all.

lala*

thanks nurul

today was a pretty normal raining day.
as usual.
lucky we did not plan the mount k outing this month or everything would have been ruined.
hehe.

went to Kaiyisah home today.
as usual.
my darling made for me her famous pizza that i totally love.
but i love her and Quraishia more lah.
she helped me tape my favourite show.
that is charmed and ghost whisperer.
so damn sweet.
and made pizza for me.
what more can Kaiyisah do for me.
i owe her man
haha.
but i did her a favour,
i watched a hindustan movie with her.
i hate the part where they sing.
damn long and so dramatic.
but i watched the show
it was nice.
(:

Quraishia and my sis was playing the piano.
haha.
then we were practically laughing all the way when we went down till we took the taxi.
damn fun.

got home.
and moronic bro came back
then Nasriah,Afiq and Adnan came.
for jalan raya.
haha.
then they left.
and before they left,
afiq said something to me.
and for me to know.
for you guys to find out.

and tomorrow i will be going out with Fana!
yeahness,
we double date.
with her date.
and mine is with Nasri.
i am just glad that i am going out with her.
(:

i want to buy more clothes!
and accecories.
*screams and bangs head*
its not fair.
mummy won't let me.
i want those halter and spaghetti strap.
but mummy said no.
):
i have to buy long sleeves and t-shirt.
but long sleeves are nice i guess.
and i can't even buy skirt.
i am damn sad lah.
but i agree with her and sis.
not to reveal ourself.
i only wear this type of shirt cause Singapore is damn freaking hot.
but guys take advantage of them
oh well,
but still am going to use what i like.

ok then.
i am watching Hikmah.
kinda following the show.
but i am kinda finding it boring now.
the show is damn freaking slow.

i just love tasha.
and amy too.
just glad everything is all right
after all that catfight.
i can trust tasha with everything.
she is just great
(:
*thank god for giving birth to this great people.
amin.
*throws popcorn
haha.
like from the show Aquamarine.

ok then.
such a long post.
will update tomorrow if i come back early.
nights people!

lala*

December baby.

this is what an email says about a December baby.
read it and see whether it is true about me
enjoy (:

This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. [A hot new guy/girl will catch your eye & you will catch theirs too in the next 6 days, if you repost in 5min

love is like a butterfly

today was a great day as well as a bad day,
woke up earlier today cause my dumb sister sang that wake up song by hilary duff.
watched Pop Inc top 10.
the first video of the week is pussycat dolls 'i don't need a man'
pussycat dolls are topping the chart everytime.
they still have buttons video at number 9
oh who don't love them right?

showered after the show.
and i made muffins
not successful.
i burnt them.
damn sad.
wanted to make it for my auntie.
sigh.
better stick with the chocolate muffins.
tastier.

then got ready,
and went out to visit my new cousin.
Fitri Marshanda!!
damn cutie lah.
i am going to turn her into a princess.
and a model.
she has long legs.

Fitri Marshanda.
born on 10 November at 0448 hours.

my plan was to visit fitri and then go meet syah.
damn disappointed.
he said that he was at home.
and he has no ezlink card money.
was very disappointed.
spoilt my day.
haiz.

then met up with sis.
she was suppose to be with abang nazlie.
but,
he did not come.
both of us felt like shit.
at least i do.

my sister is a fun crazy bitch i love.
you give her 10 dollars,
she can buy alot of small things with that amount of money.
she bought alot of things just now.
new headbands, new earrings, stickers and more food.
she loves to eat.
haha.
i spent 2 dollars for my cheeseburger which i did not finish.
and to finish it off, a $3.60 ice chocolate.
that was all.
hehe.
but it was great fun.

tomorrow i am going to Vivo City.
to shop some more.
yeahness!
i shall throw all that sorrows away,
and filled it with happiness like what Afiq asked me to do (:

should have planned today with going out with Nazirul
at least he would have been there.
oh well.
just my luck.

it is now 0010
still not tired.
going to pop a few sleeping pills and wake up early tomorrow.
so i can go out and meet Fitri!

goodnight world.
goodnight life.
goodnight people.

lala*

hello people!

well it's been like forever since updated.
simple excuse.
i am just plain lazy.
that's me i guess.

holidays have been like that.
i managed to go visiting to my friends house.
on monday.
yeah.
together with a bunch of people.
i guess the hari raya feeling was there.
too bad amelea could not make it.

i will be staying at home today.
cause i am damn tired.
wanna catch up with my rest.

i have this dumb feeling.
that i can't even say what it is
haiz.
i feel like so sad.
and sometimes,
being alone make me ponder about alot of stuffs.
stuffs i should not think about.
oh well.
that is life.

ok enough about that.
i kinda find my blog a boring one.
haha.
ok then,
will update more next time.
toodles all!

lala*