mid year exams results.

oh wells.

today was back to school.

total lameness.

fearing of getting results.

but what the hell.

have to face it sooner or later.

so true right.

but i decided not to tell my daddy the results.

cause my sister did badly.

actually not bad lah.

O'level is definitely more difficult then N' level right?

so we cant compare much about the results.

oh well i think that my sister did well.

and definitely her best.

and anyways.

i cant brag about my results.

they are not as expected.

haiyoh.

ok here are the results.

the two best subjects are......

MATHS AND COMBINED SCIENCE!

thats all.

okok the results.

English: 57%

Malay: 59%

combined Science: 71% [2nd in class][ahaha]

combined Humans: 52%

POA: 62%

Maths: 70%

yup

thats all.

i dont know whether the report book will show results like this..

total shitness right.

if i calculate for N'level it will be 8

and my aim is to get 5

still a long way to go.

but i know i can make it.

i just have to persevere.

and do better.

hmm...

mount kinabalu training schdule is out.

next monday have training.

and 5 more trainings to go.

till the actual day that i leave

thats all that i have to post today.

haha.

ok.

toodles!

lala*

wacky pictures and today

tasha posing. ahah. coolness.

a sign that we thought was cool. it was mind your ass. instead of your head. (:

our retardeness in the bus.

we love each other. and our friendship will last forever!




kawaii neh!
total crazyness/


lala loves tasha!
lala posing.




friends forever!

our reflection!

haha. us with cutie victoria and hottie celeste! woohoo!(:

togetherness.
ahah. so well you have seen the photos.i shall then talk about today then.i went out with my lond missed lesbian.tashakeira!and my sis and abang nazlie lahahah.we went to eat at kfc.
and went to walk to heeren to take neoprints.ahah.coolie neoprints.and guess who we bumped into.hot chicks!ahah.it was celeste.and her friend victoria
then we took neoprint and i and tasha had to leave early.so we left.and we became camwhore suddenly.haha.tasha was like loud man!we were in total madness!haha!but it was fun though.
so then went home.went swimming with alot of kids.as per normal i am the babysister.then went home.
now there are guests at my house.they are sleeping over.lameness.i so miss my room.without it i am nothing.and daddy is like asking us to wear long pants and t-shirt.boring.ok lah.thats all.got to go entertain.
toodles everyone!love cha!
lala*

MYEs O-V-E-R

mid year exams are so over.

today last paper math!

it was ok i guess.

i knew all the formulas.

ahah..

ok got to make plans.

quick.

next month are the hols.

and i will be home till next tuesday.

and friday.

ahaha.

long break man.

woohoo!!!

oh wells i want to go out.

do what i do best.

shopping,watching movies,

just being mad and having fun!

tralala.

i am so i dont know what to say.

nasri asked me again

and i keep giving the same answer.

it will not change till somehow or rather my life change.

i am so tired.

i know that i cant commit to relationships now.

i have plans.

i dont know.

my plans for this year.

to conquer mount kinabalu.

to pass my n'level with hopefully less then 5 points

and go shopping.

and take ice skating lessons.

and work.

and the last thing is to look for a boyfriend.

nasri.

i am sorry i dissapoint you.

but i cant make any decisions now.

cause i dont know what is going to happen this year.

if you have found someone that you really like.

besides me

go for it.

i may regret.

i may not.

but seeing my friend happy is what i want to do.

oh wells.

am tired.

i cant possibly think about this after exams.

it is like total suicide.

i want to enjoy.

and have fun.

as well as to study.

tomorrow might go out with tasha.

hopefully.

i miss that girl

alot!

ahah.

and i have to go out with alot of people.

once the remedial schedule is out.

i so want to plan my june hols.

till then.

toodles everyone!

lala*

last day!

woohoo!!!

tomorrow is the last day of mid year exams!!!

lalalalala!!

i am super glad!

ahah.

oh wells nothing is happening to my life now.

kinda boring.

i cant wait for the start of training back

oh ya speaking of that i haven been training for so many days.

die!

well cant wait for dance also.

i want to dancE!

so badly i could almost die.

today had physics test.

die!

surely mati!

ahah.

actually i think i can pass.

but just average.

thats all luh.

and it will so bring my chemistry marks down.

so lame.

so cool.

whatever!

ahah.

from i'm not stupid 2

(:

okok,

last night slept late.

talked to nasri.

it has been a long time since i had night talks with him

i remember we used to date and i used the phone.

so i purposely slept outside.

ahah.

miss that times luh.

calling boyfriend.

ahah.

anyone can call me on the phone.

my mummy asked me to activate my free incoming.

so yeah.

call to chat ok.

ahah.

i miss MASTURA!

and KAK MARIA!

so badly.

i want to tickle mastura and i want to chat with kak maria!

ahah.

i am mad.

i am sorry tasha!

the other post i was angry.

but chicken mcnugget dont mean anything.

i swear.

i wanted to eat that at that time.

ahah.

and i thought of chicken.

i am SORRY!

i love you loadies!!!

we'll hang out one day together.

just the two of us.

i promise

(:

i want chocolates!!!!!

i want to eat melted chocolates!!!

yummy,

hmm...

ok lah.

thats all for now!

toodles!

kisses!

love everyone in the world!

lala*

mid year exams

oh wells.

malay paper,

english paper,

social studies,

geography,

Principal Of Accounts Paper 1

&

Chemistry.

all finished.

done.

kaarpish!

next week will be the last week and i will be so glad that it is over

(:

lalalala.

today was chem

i think it is going to be easier then physics.

although i haven take my physics paper yet i can imagine the paper.

it will be like whoa!

shitness.

well i and tasha are ok.

but i feel that you are giving me a cold shoulder.

you dont call me anymore

you dont share anymore things with me.

i miss knowing everything about you.

do call me when you have the time ok.

hmm...

what shall i talk about.

mummy is still cold to me.

cause of my brother.

but what the heck i did nothing wrong.

oh wells.

shitness in life.

yeah2.

ok well that is all.

i seriously dont know what to type.

ahah.

love cha people!

kisses!

lala*

hello?

this whole bloody chicken post is for NATASHAKEIRA!

ok i am not scolding you or anything.

and chicken macnugget i dont want to quarrel with you

whatever you listen to amelea you can listen cause it is true.

i did not call you a bitch however.

i said that you are beginning to look like one,

dont you think so?

amelea agrees with me ok.

i dont know what she tell you ok.

whatever she want to say she say lah.

look yourself in the mirror and ask.

i love the way you look.

until everything became short with dangling earrings and nail polish.

you never did defy school rules till now

i dont know what changed you.

i wanted to confront you,

not confront lah, talk.

but somehow or rather i was afraid to do it.

i am scared to make you cry.

me scared of you?

so wrong.

i was never scared of you till now.

so you want to hate me or whatever i dont mind.

cause my conscience is clear.

i had no bad intentions or whatsoever,

only fana knows.

so i hope you read this and come talk to me.

if there is any doubts.

i wont talk to you for the time being.

knowing that you think that i think that you are a 'bitch'

sorry.

i have to study now.

i got to study hard.

tomorrow is geography and social studies.

i am so dead.

D-E-A-D!

toodles!

hate my life

just go away lah.

what the fuck.

i know lah i am mean and everything.

i hate your son.

whatever lah.

do what you want to do.

pamper him.

do what he tells you to do.

he is 'SMALL'

and i am a big dummy.

i am stupid ok.

i scold your son always.

must talk to him 'NICELY'

he is a baby.

i shall go away silently lah

ISAAC IS EVERYTHING!

I AM JUST A PIECE OF SHIT!

from now on i shall not talk.

FUCK EVERYTHING!

update.

firstly sorry to shaiful.

i could go back with you.

but last minute cannot.

cause my mum called up and asked to go for lunch.

sorry.

sorry to bloggies.

i have not been updating.

especially kak maria!

love cha!

i have been caught up.

with mount kinabalu training.

and dance (:

i miss dancing so badly.

so mid year starts today.

the challenge also starts.

i have to pass my mid year.

i just have to.

ok relax.

i am so tired luh

:(

i miss this person.

but i dont know whether she misses me.

haiz.

oh wells.

damn stress already.

dont want to make myself more stress.

well just waiting for mid year to end.

the last paper is on the 11th may.

thank god.

yesterday was fun!

fana,nurul & iena was at my home.

i was studying together with fana and iena.

nurul was just watching tv.

ahah.

they went back around 7.30

only fana went back earlier.

then i and fana hid iena's and nurul's shoes.

mean

(:

they panick.

ahahaha.

embarrased.

ok i dont know what to say already.

wont be using the com always.

now i got to study ok people.

take care.

<3

kisses!

lala*

sorry.

hey to shaiful.

this is for you ar.

read this whole paragraph.

i am sorry.

real sorry.

i thought you were angry at me.

so you did not wait for me or reply my messages,

i am real sorry.

i never forget friends

evertime i want to go back with you i have something on.

i am sorry.

please dont angry with me and reply my messages.

when i am free i will go back with you.

now cannot

got alot of remedials and tests.

then my prelims are coming real soon.

hope you understand kk.

(:

today had mount k training again.

damn tired luh.

NAZIRUL NOT IN MY GROUP!!!!

argh.

then no one help me next time.

never mind ok nazirul

i still can bully you after training ahah.

he is so SWEET!

he sent me to outside my guardhouse.

(:

then he walk home himself.

so sad

):

during our walk home.

me,fana,raviin and him lah.

fana very funny!!

ahaha.

got cockroach on her shirt.

then she like screaming like mad like that.

it was disgusting.

really.

i also screamed!

funny right?

then as per normal our friend.

the raviin bully us.

ok thats all.

my legs were wobbling just now.

but now it is fine.

my right knee!

is weak man!

after the fall.

like how lame

and tomorrow have napha test!

yayness!

half day!

till 11.

then go meet auntie watch movie!

coolness!

(:

toodles everyone!

love cha loads!

muacks!

AND TIARA!
I HOPE YOU READ THIS!
I AM NO LONGER ANGRY WITH YOU!
YAYNESS!

AM SORRY!

yeah and my condolences to your mummy.

but you and sharen must be strong ok.

love cha!

lala*

only hope (:

There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold

But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

and pray to be only Yours

I pray to be only Yours

I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars

Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing

and laughing again

When it feels like my dreams are so far

Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yoursI pray to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny

I'm giving You all of meI want Your symphony

Singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yoursI pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope

i love the song!!!

so kawaii neh!

by mandy moore.

A WALK TO REMEMBER!

ahah.

ok.

toodles!

kisses!

<3!

lala*

first mount kinabalu training

today had mount kinabalu training and boy it is tiring.
haha.
i think i was the slowest.
but thanks to Nazirul i was ok.
i mean i endured
THANKS NAZIRUL!
LOVE CHA MANY2!!!

haha.
we did circuits and staircase.

whoa.

suppose to do running actually.

but it was raining.

finished at 6.

went home with fana,nazirul,raviini and zul.

haha.

we laugh2.

so fun

now at home

tired

like duh.

so obvious

ahah.

tomorrow got physics test.

going to screw it again.

like i have not even touched my book.

lol.

ok am going to study.

toodles!

kisses!

<3s

lol.

as friend lah

(:

kawaii neh!

lala*

a walk to remember.

watching A Walk To Remember makes me think.

do we only think about fufiling all our wishes when we know we are going to die or when we need to?

watching the show a billion times will make me cry.

a billion times you know.

not exactly lah,

it is only my 3rd time.

ahah.

and i love the song mandy moore sang.

(:

somehow or rather the show is telling us something significant.

hmm..

talking about this also made me think about love.

sometimes i feel lonely.

sometimes i feel that i dont need boys.

i dont know how i mixed my feelings also.

like haiz...

so emotional...

i am watching DIA now.

and i am so sad that Dwi died.

seeing people dying is so sad.

but i am not afraid of dying.

cause i wont even blame god for me dying.

it is all fated right?

ok i know this post is boring.

i think so too..

but i just feel like writing it.

so bear it with me ok

(:

lala*

girlfight.

there's about to be a what?

GIRLFIGHT!

ahaha.

ok

i am mad.

like i am suppose to be sad.

like whatev!

ok let me tell you a story.

there once lived a girl.

named faezah and aqilah.

aqilah was close to faezah.

till one day faezah backstab aqilah.

faezah told bad things to people about aqilah.

and aqilah got to know.

aqilah was sad.

and did not talk to faezah.

then one day aqilah found out that faezah message aqilah's friend.

aqilah was quite angry.

then aqilah ask anansa to ask faezah whether it is the truth and anansa dont know what also she tell faezah.

then in between changing of periods faezah came to aqilah table and shouted at her.

aqilah was softhearted and did not say anything.

but then aqilah suddenly cried.

everyone came to aqilah's table.

but aqilah shoo them away.

aqilah dont like attention.

then school bell rang.

school was over.

faezah went to the canteen and started crying.

dont know for what also.

aqilah never scold also.

so aqilah cried again.

cause she is sure that faezah was talking bad about her.

then the next day...

faezah message aqilah.

say aqilah went around telling people about the problem.

but actually it was faezah herself.

cause she was crying.

so aqilah find it lame and heck care.

then faezah keep crying.

but no one cares eventually.

so aqilah also dont care.

aqilah dont blame anansa

but anansa should not say anyhow.

aqilah dont want to forgive faezah.

cause aqilah was shamed in front of the whole class.

and aqilah lived happily ever after with the others in 4/7 and her friends from 4/8 & 4/6

and her other friends lah.

those she know.

(:

-THE END-

haha.

now lala is back.

the story was great right.

it happened yesterday

haha.

ok and now i am happy.

cause i have friends and family to back me up.

and nasri.

i know you will read this.

am sorry also ok.

ok today had maths test.

FAILED IT!

cause i hardly do.

it was so difficult

haha.

have to study.

i am like so lazy.

and lala loves her sister!

please donte cry anymore.

i love you alot ok.

no matter what.

no matter how much we quarrel.

lala <3s>

tasha my darling breast friend.

think before making decisions ok.

haha.

love your breast (:

amelea my breast friend also.

thanks for standing up for me.

without you i dont know what to do.

haha.

and last but not least.

FARHANNAH!

thanks farhannah.

for always being there for me!

i love you all alot!!

thankiew.

ok this entry is long and i gtg watch NARNIA!

haha.

toodles everyone.

<3!

kisses!

lala*

me & sis (:

me and my stupid short hair....

my injured hand.but cant really see the cuts.

my damn injured leg.look at how ugly it looks.argh.am ugly already!

bored

hello people!

i am like suppose to be studying.

but what the heck.

let me blog first ok.

ok i went to sentosa on saturday.

i was injured.

so it was boring.

cant do much.

but i took pictures.

picture of my injured hand,

my injured leg,

and my freaking short hair.

update pics later.

sunday went out.

i dont know where also.

ahah.

then tasha got the phone that i wanted!

not fair!

6111 pink!

i want.

haha.

its ok tasha.

ahah.

love you breast friend.

ahah.

today was great.

i love fana,iena and nurul like doodles!

i miss farah!

we went over to nurul house.

to eat PIZZA!

first we had to make it.

woohoo.

so delicious.

then i had to leave early.

like not fair.

ok nasri is so making me sad.

not really ar.

actually i dont give a shit about boys.

i hate boys!

not all lah.

but still.

argh.

okok.

got to study.

tomorrow have test!

toodles everyone!

kisses!

<3!

lala*

injured.

i injured my knee today.

like i am suppose to help fana.

but i fell instead.

like how lame.

and thanks to nina i am ok.

she carried me to the sick bay.

thanks nina.

and iena and fana took care of me.

so sweet.

and kaartikgayan was so concern.

thanks guys!

breast tasha not in school again.

like everytime like that.

miss her like hell.

ok my knee hurts now.

it is quite bad you can say.

and my hang hurts.

got scratches.

i cant become a model cause the scratch might leave a scar.

so ugly.

ugly me

:'(

ok well tomorrow am going to Sentosa.

for picnic.

yeahness.

love everyone!

kisses!

lala*

today.

so effing depressed now.

am i that fierce?

i mean,

like if your younger brother would spit at you,

and you cant do anything.

wont you be angry.

and abang nazlie say i am fierce.

well Isaac i hate you.

cause you spit at me.

and you were rude to me.

kaarpish!

i passed my physics mock exam and chemistry mock exam.

yeahness to that.

but did not do well for physics.

but still passed.

so good enough.

today went to nurul house.

it was super fun.

together with iena and the 'atuk'(so cute)

they made me watch the last part of the final destination 3 and i am like still freaking out here.

like whoa.

that show is super scary.

not advisable to my tasha breast.

then we ate her father deliciously cooked beef noodles.

then the 'atuk' gave me sweets.

that i did not eat.

but brought it home to kak yana.

the 'atuk' so funny.

call me anak indian.

haha.

i think so

then nurul lay down so many blanket and we slept watching ICE PRINCESS.

then next on the movie was MEAN GIRLS!

haha.

so fun

and we ate nuggets and hotdog.

yummy.

then i bully iena.

so cute right.

(:

ok i guess that is all.

i have not done my malay homework.

shit.

cikgu omar is so going to school me if i dont hand it up.

but seriously i dont know what to write.

oh wells.

just write some shit up.

i miss farah.

i want to hug her.

to thank her.

ok then.

toodles.

till next time.

kisses!

<3!

lala*

I can go!

Hahahha.

guys i am head over heels now.

i am going crazy!

i can go mount K!!

yeahs!

cause we only need to pay 200 bucks!

like whoa!

just enought for my dad budget!

argh!

*screams*

*pulls hair*

It is during the June holidays

7-11 June.

Hahahaahahahah

today i played in the rain with tasha and amy!

coolness.

its been a long time since i played in the rain!

ahah.

and i am going Mount Kinabalu!

everybody scream!

hehe.

tomorrow is amy's birthday!

tomorrow got modern dance!

argh!

haha

i am so cold now.

haha

tralalala.

i miss tasha breast!

<3!

<3!

i miss Mastura!

I miss Kaiyisah!

I miss Quraishia!

I miss everyone!

haha.

i am mad.

sorry

so i shall not go on.

or the post will go crazy.

hahahaaha.

i am going Mount K.

toodles everyone

<3!

hahahahaha.

lala*

Happy birthday celeste!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CELESTE CHEN PING!!!!

SWEET 16!

woohoo!

Love you breast.

sorry could not attend to your party.

but still love you lah.

haha.

Well hmm...

yesterday had library service.

so freaking boring.

then went home and enjoyed with MASTURA!

(:

hehe.

i straightened her hair.

and she was like so excited.

weird girl.

but fun.

haha.

and i did her nails for her.

then yesterday had religious class.

on thursday had sports day.

i ran for 4 x100

i got third.

just for running one event.

like super cool

(:

took pictures.

with pastor tasha,mas and kak yana.

nice.

will try to update later.

well thats all really.

you know what.

i start to think about boys again.

i mean i miss holding hands.

hugging.

lalaing.

everything.

but what the heck

i will try to forget about that thinking.

somehow or rather i am feeling so alone.

but never mind.

got iena,kaiyisah,shaiful,fana,faezah,anansa

and my pastor tasha.

and not to forget mastura.

all of them are enough already.

okok

i hope i can go Mount K this year,

if the cost is not to high

my daddy will let me go.

yeahness to that.

Yun is going

(:

hehe.

ok lame.

well this time he has his friends.

so what the hell.

ok thats all for now.

am going to bed.

super tired!

toodles!

kisses!

<3!

lala*