photos for the Genting/KL trip.

i hate this picture. i was upset actually.


the boots were made for riding.

the girls room and Sunway Resort Pyramid

Feel the wind against your skin.

peace.

starry sweet. me wearing a dumb spec for motion master thingy.

damien and mua (:

scencery at Genting. don't get jealous ok.

the lim family &the oreth family.

the 2nd cousins!

i was sick.but nice picture.

BANG!we're dead.isaac,jeremy,me and michelle.



in the girls hotel room over at Genting.say cheese!





Enjoy all.and p.s the first pictures taken were at the bottom.but heck.
hatemynewclasssittingarrangement!argh.
lala*

my story

it's back to school.
i am in 5/1
the good thing is that it's the same good classmates.
the bad thing is mr meanie is not in the same class.
sigh.

i don't know how i am feeling now.
it feels great to be back in school.
i love school.
but what rollercoaster ride it is going to being me this year is yet to know.

my form teacher name is miss santha.
hopefully she is nice.
first day is not so bad after all.
seeing my friends leaves a smile on my face.

however,
there is this emptiness that i can't express.
forget it.
i shall not even go into it.

my goals for this year.
-get silver for modern dance SYF
-pass my o'levels this year with at less than 15 points.
-get a job after o'levels.

it's not much,
but it's not easy.
i have to give up more time for myself than last year.

one day i'll fly away.
leave all this to yesterday.

ok then.
boring post.
i'll try to update about something nice next time.
anyway,
no one reads my blog or tags it.
so i'm just writing about myself.
<333!

lala*

holidays

hello bloggers!
it's been like a week since i last blog.
i missed blogging actually.
and now i can finally blog!

but firstly,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!
it is the year 2007 already.
hopefully it'll be a great year for everyone.

ok now about my trip to Genting and KL
it was A-W-E-S-O-M-E
i don't know when was the last time i had that much fun.
ermm.
let me think.
last 3 years.
hehe.

TUESDAY:
woke up at 5.15 and left home at 6
cause daddy wanted to beat the traffic.
we drove all the way to KL.
with only one stop to eat breakfast.
we reached Genting at about 11.30.
checked in and bla bla.
my sis, michelle and me had our own room.
the room number was 11335.
hehe.
then Uncle Gerad bought for all of us cards for the theme parks.
so we can go to the theme park for the 3 days we were there.
after getting the cards,
we ran to the theme park.
i missed ridding roller coaster and bumper cars.
it was great.
then we had dinner at a nice restaurant
and we went back to our hotel room cause michelle had headache,
and i had stomachache.
what a bad ending.
haha.
and there is this funny thing that happen.
michelle woke up at 12 in the morning and said,
"we need towels"
haha.
so damn bloody funny.
so her nickname is towel girl.

WENESDAY:
woke up at 8 to get ready to go to the theme park again.
but first,
breakfast at STARBUCKS!
my favourite place.
as per normal.
i'll get my hot caramel macchiato and enjoy (:
after breakfast,
we wanted to go to the outdoor theme park but was stuck indoors cause the outdoors was too cold and misty.
damn.
we got bored for awhile then we head to the arcade.
we play loads of game till the weather got better.
then we went out to play again
after playing a few rides outdoor,
we went for dinner.
dinner was buffet!
then the kids went back to the arcade.
hooray!
and guess what,
Jeremy got us 300 over tickets.
he was our lucky kid that day.
hehe.
then we collected stuffs and went back to the hotel at around 10.30.
then we slept.
and the funny thing this time was that michelle hugged me.
and she even talked in her sleep.
damn scary.
lucky i brought my bolster or i would have hugged her.
hehe.
michelle damn funny.

THURSDAY:
woke up at 8 again,
and breakfast was at the hot dog place.
finally something everyone likes!
hehe.
then it was off to the theme park again for the last time.
we played then we had to meet the parents to check out and leave for KL
we drove down and apparently my parents got lost.
and to add on,
we left our passport in the safe deposit box at Genting.
by the time we knew,
we were down,
and the person called us to tell us we left it.
daddy was very angry.
then when we reached the hotel,
checked in.
and all the children and parents had their own room.
and mummy called up Genting and the brought our passport down.
then the kids went ice skating!
hooray.
my favourite.
ice skating rink in malaysia is much bigger then Singapore no doubt.
but the ice melts very fast.
and to have your own ice skates cost RM725!
it's almost the same as Singapore.
i thought it would be cheaper.
cause if it was cheaper,
my daddy would have bought it for me.
damn sad lah.
then we had dinner at this restaurant.
but the food was NASTY.
eww please.
then it was back to the hotel to sleep.

FRIDAY:
woke up early and it was time to go to SUNWAY LAGOON!
yippee!
but first complimentary breakfast at the hotel lobby.
then we were off.
Sunway lagoon has changed.
more people came.
more intersting places to go like the Zoo there.
but we enjoyed the rides and the wet theme park!
i don't have much pictures to show though
cause my sister did not charge her camera.
sadly.
what a waste.
then we left sunway lagoon around 6 and went to Sunway Pyramid to shop!
we ate Vietnamese food for dinner.
for the first time.
then shopping.
did not shop much cause everything was the same as Singapore.
then it was off to bed again.
we had to pack everything before we left the next day.

SATURDAY:
woke up at 8 again.
because we had to go for the complimentary breakfast.
by the time we finished eating,
it was 10
my family went for last minute shopping then we had to say our goodbyes.
damn sad.
luckily,
my 2nd cousins stays nearby
so i can just pop in.
hehe.
reached Singapore about 5 and we were all exhausted.

SUNDAY:
Hari Raya Haji + New Year's Eve.
this year was like nothing.
no invitations to anything at all.
in the end,
i spent my time watching tv and i countdown with my sister.
what a boring thing to do to start a new year.
my parents and brother went to sleep cause they were really tired.

TODAY:
all of us was at home.
watching tv.
and daddy has to go work tomorrow.
kinda worried about this Wednesday.
don't know what is going to happen.

ok that was a pretty long post.
i am tired of typing already.
toodles all.
and have a great new year ahead of you

lala*

woohhoo

ok so it's been a long time since i last post here.
sorry humans.

anyway Malaysia trip is tomorrow!!
hoorraay!
we're going out early so we can beat the traffic.
will be leaving home around 6.
so yay to that!

and to add on to my excitement.
*drum roll*
i got NOKIA 7373!
haha.
my choice was suppose to be N72.
but the person say that it was outdated.
so nokia 7373 is my phone now.
it is PINK!
and it swivels open
it is also the le' amour collection
love daddy a whole lot!
he bought for sis her phone she wanted.
ask her if you want to know.

and daddy bought us a new Roxy bag for us to travel to Malaysia!
yeahneess!

The year end party that was on last Friday was fun in all.
although i end up with a pretty bad headache.
i had fun.
i got loads of present!
not really expensive presents.
but it is the thought that counts right?
i got my butterfly hairclip.
and loads of butterfly things.


MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL TODAY!
may all your wishes come true on this special day.
haha.

got to go.
going to get ready for dinner with granny.
won't be updating till next week maybe.
but keep those tags coming!

<333!
toodles all.

lala*

excitement

yesterday was all about my results.
and how i was damn excited about it.

well the sad thing is,
Iena did not make it through.
sigh.
my big butt friend.
but i'm still proud of her.
cause she got a 3 for her MATHS!
because of....
MR LIM!
our bf
haha.

i remember last year batch when they took their results.
my sister!
i was so happy for her.
so proud of her.

now,
she's proud of me.
but deep inside her.
i know she feels sad.
cause i am doing better then her.
sigh.
oh god,
is there anyway i can make her feel better?

and i can't forget how stupid i was.
crying for him.
i was suppose to be happy last year.
for my sis.
and the very person who told me not to cry was my very sis.

whatever she do,
seriously,
i am proud of her.
she has her abilities.
but maybe it is not shown.
but she is very special to me.
my one and only sis.
without her,
i won't be who i am today.

and my brother.
although i find him irritating.
and a moron.
and a sissy.
i know he is not all that.
haha.
it is a sisters' job to make fun of their brother right?

anyway,
he was sick last night.
had a damn high fever.
he had a bad dream while he was sleeping,
and he was going,
"i love you kakak"
"i love you mummy"
i love you daddy"
it sounds scary
seriously.
sis cried.
i tried not to cry

whatever my family feel
i will feel it too.
cause i am an oreth.
my sister is feeling shitty.
i know.
my daddy is over at batam missing us.
i know.
mummy is trying to take care of us,
although she feels tired,
i know.
isaac who is sick now and feels shitty as well,
i know.
cause i am an oreth.

My heros,
my daddy,
my mummy,
my sister,
my brother.
and my friends.

i'm seriously thankful that i have friends.
tasha,amy,farhannah,faezah,anansa,zach,herbin,afiq,nazirul
and alot more.
my mount k friends, nasriah, grace, lenny,deanna,
my dancing friends, pelyn,diyanah,jolene,janrez,natasha,
i love all of them.

sad post.
when i'm suppose to be happy.
well i am actually.
it's just that some people may not feel as happy as i am.
so i should not think about myself and think about other people instead
cause i got what i wanted.
i got more.

ZACH,
i hope you have a safe flight home and get well soon.
AFIQ,
all the best for your exams and sorry did not message you.
NASRI,
sorry to make you think i was angry with you and get well soon.
My SIS,
i'm sorry for everything and if there is anything that can make you feel better, i'll be more then happy to do it for you.
TASHA,
i'm glad we made it, so no more crying yeah, and tell me if you'r crying yeah.
ISAAC
get well soon!
DADDY,
I LOVE YOU! COME BACK SOON!
Auntie MELINA,
thanks for replying my email. hehe

ok long post.
and people i got the EAGLES AWARD!
ka ching.
another 150

toodles all!
<3333!!!

lala*

toodles all.

PROMOTED!

everyone!
i am promoted!
i got six points for N levels!!!!
hooray!!

N72 here i come.
Secondary 5 here i come!
i am so happy i can almost die now!
i can enjoy my holidays with no worries!

abit upset with my science and malay though
i got three for science.
which i don't usually get.
and four for malay.
i have no idea why.

my English and POA and Maths.
TWO POINTS!
remarkable for english.

Fana got 4 points!
she is in top 3!
congratulations to her!!!
and the four besties of 4/7 are all promoted!
congrats to faezah for scoring 6 points!
i knew she could do it!

i am so happy now,
and to Tasha and Amy you passed!
yeah.
all of us are going Sec 5!!!

ok enough.
i got to go change.
got caught in the rain.

and MR MEANIE PASSED!!!
with 6 points!!!
hooray!!!!!!
i can meet him next year!

toodles all

lala*

anxiety

OMG!
The anxiety is killing me.
before i know it,
TOMORROW are the results.
someone kill me!

ok enough about that.
i hope everything goes well.
tomorrow,
i have to face it.

anyways,
just came back from Batam.
and this time,
the trip was not that bad.
i was kinda sad actually.
leaving my daddy all alone there.
with nothing to do.

i asked daddy why must he work at Batam?
i even said isn't it boring?
he replied,
he has to sacrifice.
for us.
*cries*

and when we were on the boat.
i felt sad.
isaac felt sad.
even kak yana felt sad.
for the first time
i miss him already ]:

Batam is still the same.
except the malls are better.
it is almost the same as Singapore
so we did not buy much stuff.
but the donuts there are damn nice!
plus the have something like Starbucks there.
but it is called J.CO

I was glad we went there to meet Daddy.
He was happy!
and so were we.

sigh.
i can't stop thinking about tomorrow.
i have butterflies in my stomach.
good luck to me tomorrow.

toodles all!

lala*

pictures update

Due to my lack of blogging, i shall show you guys pictures to see how i have enjoyed.so enjoy the pictures!press to enlarge ok [:
Out with cousins.Babysitting and having FUN!





the soap on our legs looks like shoes!









The COUSINS!they're my second cousins.but they're the BEST!

ICE SKATING WITH COUSINS & FRIENDS!

i am the mother hen as you can see!

choo-choo!

OUT TO ORCHARD!

BIRTHDAY CUM CLASS GATHERING CUM MRS DEVAN LEAVING ]:


my besties [:







whole bunch of 4/7 people!

END!i hope you enjoy the pictures Zach!hehe.my new adorable and cute friend.and he is full of praises!toodles all! lala*

love.

hello humans.
here i am blogging,
waiting for Hikmah to start.

well while waiting.
lets talk about interesting stuffs i have done yeah.

on Thursday and Friday,
my cousins,
that is Jeremy, Michelle and Damien,
came over.
i had to babysit them.

Thursday was boring cause it practically rained.
so they had nothing to do except watch tv and play in the house
their mum picked them up at 6
and my brother and ella and fiq went to their house.

Friday,
a whole lot of stuffs planned by me and mummy.
first we were off to Ice skating.
we had loads of fun.
playing train.
me,trying to do backward crossover.
taking loads of pictures.
and Damien fell on his face and cry.
haha.
but he was ok after that.
after skating for about 2 hours,
we left the place and went to Vivocity.
The children played again at the playground there.
then we went to Toys 'R' Us.
i missed going there and buying toys.
i used to buy all my stuffs and Forum the shopping mall back when i was a kid.
now,
it is Far East,Orchard Road and all that.

After VivoCity,
we went Lau Pa Sat to have dinner.
i was damn tired then so i ate a little.

Saturday and Sunday,
nothing much happened.
i was with daddy and mummy.
went around looking for Christmas Present.
haha.

It's confirmed!
we are going to KL and Genting on the 26th!
hooray!

kinda feeling sick now.
and my cousins were here earlier and we are going to Tanglin again tomorrow!
i hope i'll get better.
mummy says its those bronchitis again.

i've decided to change.
to stop thinking about LOVE!
to stop trying to be prettier then other people but be myself.
to be truthful to myself.
and just be ME [:

those people who wants to hate tag my blog.
go ahead.
saying i am ugly and stuffs like that.
i admit.
i am ugly.
so what have you got to say?
look at yourself in the mirror and ask whether you're pretty or not ok.
before hate tagging my blog.
asshole!

anyway,
being 16 feels like nothing.
it's suppose to be sweet.
so far,
nothing in my wishlist is fulfield.
haha.
i'll fulfiill it myself.
and i want those ice skates!
and more skating lessons!

toodles all.
i have nothing more to say!
<33!

lala*

sweet sixteen finally.

officially sweet sixteen
eligible for NC16 movies.
eligible for work.

the day was 5th December.
there was nothing special on except for my class BBQ
it was great fun.
seeing 4/7 again.

we'll meet again on the 18th December.
where you'll see the laughter and cries.
a day we all fear it will come.

i got a pressie.
from my bestie Fana.
i love her (:

and a great celebration by them.
i love 4/7
thanks for the great BBQ guys.
i hope the food was great.

thanks to all the people who remembered my birthday.
your messages made my day a special one.

and a big thank you to my sister.
who packed some goodies for my classmates,
F.Y.I. , she went under the bed to pack the goodies.
hehe.
i love you!

and to my mother.
who bought the cake.
and helped me with the preparations.
i love you too!

and to daddy.
who has always loved me although he is overseas.
thanks alot.
i love you!

although that day was special.
i still felt unhappy.
maybe because i am PMSing.
or not.
i don't know.
when my mum talked about Nasri.
i know i can't be with him.
i can't be with any guy now.
all the guys, my mother detest.
and i can't even go out with my friends.
i feel so caged up at home.
feeling so...

i'm going to KL soon.
for 5 days.
to Genting, Sunway Lagoon.
and..
to a bigger ice skating rink at Sunway Pyramid.
yeah to that!
but the problen is.
that the trip is after my results.
and if i disappoint them.
which i hope i won't
i'll not be happy myself.
and i don't think i deserve that trip.
yeah

so my cousin, Auntie Yenny, Ella is all here.
and i am feeling real tired.
and i am going to go now.

met a new friend anyway.
his name is Zach.
nice guy.
hehe.

toodles all.
sis is not at home.
bored to death!

lala*

pictures that i owe.

PHOTOS IN RANDOM!


My advanced birthday presents!the green shirt, Island shop, $102 from DADDY!the pink shirt, OP, from AUNTIE SARINAH!the purple book, Calender book, from TASHAKEIRA!the pink pen, from AUNTIE LYS!thanks to all!

Ubin Seafood.Advanced

le' oreth.

christmas tree found at Tanglin Mall.with Soap as Snow.
(:

see the snow?hehe.me,farella,isaac and fiqrish.

its Snowing!soap only. hehe.Daniel,Fiqrish, Ella, Isaac.

Us under the christmas tree!

me and vain nayli.she's trying to be me.how adorable (:hehe
ADVANCED BIRTHDAY PARTY AT SENTOSA!
me trying to limbo.i'm quite tall ok. but still can do it.hehe.

The Oreth Family.i love them(:


Me and my beloved sister!

the man that made my life a better place.my daddy(:

it's our birthday!Auntie Sarinah, Daniel, Aqilah(me)
Me and Daniel. ICE SKATING!

apparently there is only one picture.cause battery went poof.haha.me and Qi after our class!
-END OF PHOTOS!-

estatic december

It's December 1st!
finally the month i have been waiting for.
lots of birthday to celebrate and Christmas!
and not to forget countdown for the year 2007!

but then.
come to think of December.
results!!!
i dread that day.
18 December!!!
die!

but then i got edusave scholarship.
the same as last year.
the good thing,
i receive money.
the bad thing,
FANA IS NOT SITTING WITH ME!!!
*scream*

and my sweet sixteen is coming!
that explains the song in my blog.
hehe.
5th December is the day.
but not doing anything special.
jut going for my class gathering on that day.
at Sembawang.
haha.
but keep that presents coming.
and then i can work!

so events for this december:
1st December-Azri Birthday
2nd December-Uncle Melgan Birthday,Elna Birthday, Mikhail Birthday.
3rd December-Hidzir Birthday
5th December-My sweet sixteen! ,Hui Shan Birthday
6th December-Auntie Sarinah Birthday.
10th December-Daniel Birthday, Abdul Birthday.
12th December-Sandral Birthday.
15th December-Bik Siti Birhtday, Joshua Birthday.
18th December-N' level Results
25th December-Merry Christmas!
30th December-Farhannah sweet sixteen!,Fearghus birthday
31st December-Hari Raya Haji, New Year Eve!

there is the schedule.
loads of december babies and i am proud to be one of them!
hehe.
and i would like to wish my friend a happy belated 17th birthday.
that is Nasri.

yeah.
and yesterday,
i met Tasha and Amy.
and i seriously miss them and all my other friends.
):

so thats all for my long post.
and new month means new blog skin!
and i have changed my blog skin.
i hope it is nice.
i love Hilary Duff!
she rocks!!
toodles all!

lala*