whee!

ok the house is all mine!
hehe.
means that i am all alone at home.
damn scary.

kak liyana is taking her o'levels starting from today.
oh god may you bless her and let her pass.
amin!

hehe.
today i am feeling hyper.
cause my body is not aching anymore and i don't feel restless!
thanks to that beauty sleep i had last night.

kinda bored at home though
i think i have said that like a billion times.
haha

faezah and anansa got the job at Starbucks right?
i guess they have to put in alot of work.
remembering and stuffs like that.
just messaged faezah and she said that the store manager was mean.
she bullied faezah.
i guess that is part and parcel of work life right?
some people are bitchy about their position.
whatev.
i just want to work at Starbucks next year still.
cause i want to learn how to make coffee.
hehe.
my favourite
(:

ok so my aim for this hols are.
-take ice skating lessons
-go out with Nasri.
-go out with my schoolmates and classmates.
-have that mount k reunion at Sentosa.
-celebrate my sweet 16
-rest.
-no idea already.
haha.
will write more when i know.

and i want to buy next year assesments.
seeing my sister studying,
makes me worry.
haha.
so will do abit of work.
thank god i got a sister that is 1 year older then me
hehe
(:
feeling so blessed.

ok what a long and boring post.
agreed everyone.
yeah.
so toodles all.
and kak liyana is bringing home LJS!
yeahness.
and maybe later i am going to the gym.
or to the pool.

lala*

hari raya 2006

so how is my hari raya this year you may ask?
well ermm..
damn tiring.

first day went to 7 houses!
came back around 12 am.
tired like hell

second day went out at night.
cause sister and brother had to school.
went to 3 houses.
tiring also.
reached home around 11.

today,
had elective module.
for the last day.
we ate at BREEKS!
and the food was damn nice.
we had chicken soup, seafood pasta and brownies with ice cream.
yummy.
tasha did not come.
damn sad luh.

will be going out later.
to visit.

and ya,
confirm i am taking ice skating lessons!
yeahness.
daddy is willing to pay.
then maybe after that.
either i continue or go for dance lessons.
yeah.
i can't work.
damn sad right my life?

ok then.
short entry.
toodles ya all!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AND SORRRRYY FOR ALL THE BAD THINGS I DID TO YOU GUYS!

lala*

update

so i have been out this last few days.
and kinda having a sore and looking rather listless..

yesterday was off to geylang.
i nearly died of heat stroke.
gosh.
i got my henna
(:
it has a....
BUTTERFFLLYY.
haha.
together with auntie yenny and ella and fiq.

today.
met mummy at habourfront.
we broke fast late.
cause mummy reached Singapore from Batam at 7.
after breaking fast we went to VIVO city.
the place damn huge please.
like OMG.
we were turning and turning.

ok then.
kinda tired.
tomorrow maybe going over to Malaysia.
need to collect the clothes and i need SHOES PLEASE!!
haha.

nights all!
sweet dreams.
kisssseees.

lala*

photo time!

TIME FOR PHOTOS!for the course and Isaac's birthday!

This is the Endeavour group together with the Miss Wan


This is the V.S.J.C and Miss Wanwithout Cynthia.

This is the Super Duper 3 and Miss Wanwithout Iena and Aidah.
THE WINNERS!FAT team together with Miss Wan full length version


FAT team again with Miss Wanhalf body version

Me taking the voucher from Miss Wan.i look dumb.hehe

The FAT team waiting to do our catwalk.sexxyyy.

Me saying about the outfit i wore.

Just candid pictures.of Nina and Fana

4NA7 rocks!reunited.but this picture can see my eyebags.damn ugly lah me.

Candid picture.doing makeup.
Candid picture.doing makeup.


ISSAC ORETH 9th BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!


The ice cream cake upside down.dellliiccciooouuss!

My uncle and cousins and me.without my sister. at swensens

i am enjoying myself can't you see.yyuummmyy ice cream cake!

me alone.candid picture.sis took it.

me and sis on Saturday.

the Oreth family (:

Dumb me outside toys r' usthere is a kid in me!(:

Isaac and ME!haha.i love the pink hair.so FETCH!

can't you see the vain girl in the car.haha.

Nina and Tasha cleaning their face during the coursehaha.

them again
Ok its the end!toodles everyone!hope you enjoy! lala*

WE WON!

WE WON!
WE WWWWWOOOONNN!!!
haha.
FAT TEAM won the competition.
we EACH got $550 makeover voucher.
haha.
today was the competition.
and we were amazing.
i think.
hehe.
ok glad that is over...

but now i am like BORED!!!!
gosh
i can't work.
can't do anything.
like what the hell!
so i decided to take ice skating lessons.
i don't care whether i am alone or whatever.
i just want to take.
damn bloody bored please.

ok then.
today suppose to go granny's house.
but canceled to thursday.
in exactly one week.
it is hari raya.
damn lame!
haha.
no lah.
it is suppose to be ka-ching!
money here i come collecting you.
hehe.

ok then.
maybe at night will update.
i am giving ella tution today.

toodles!
shaaaabbooooyyyaaaahhh!!

lala*

elective module the 2nd last day (:

ok so as promised people.
i am updating about my elective module.
but first.
about my weekend
(:

last weekend has basically been about eating.
and more eating.
Isaac's birthday.
that is the occasion.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING LIL' BRO ISAAC ORETH
he turned 9 yesterday that is 15 October.
but still as childish as ever.
how lame.

well on saturday went to eat at HAWA restaurant.
and we even had a cake
he had he X-BOX on this day.
not fair
my chinese grandmother bought it for him as a birthday gift.
so yeah and auntie yenny and ella and fiq was there too.

on sunday,
went to causeway point.
ate at Swensens together with my chinese uncle and cousin.
hehe.
it was fun
and it was the first time i ate ice cream cake from there.
hehe.
it was SO DELICIOUS!

ok so today.
had the elective module.
then tomorrow is the competition
and then today we had carrer talk also.
actually i am damn lazy to update.

so toodles everyone!
will update tomorrow!
kisses!
<333!!

lala*

pictures (:

The whole lot of malay people attending the course.there is zuraidah, natasha, iena,amelea, nina, faezah, me, anansa & fana!

LALA & FANA!

LALA & AMY!


NANSA & LALA


LALA, TASHA, AMY!

NANSA, LALA, TASHA, AMY and FAEZAHthe FAT group.my fav group (:

hello people

another update about the course.
hehe.
today was practically about make up and colour coordination
anansa joined my group.
but today lesson was very sleepy.
yeah.

so we are having a catwalk and makeover competition
where we are given 1 hour to do our make up and stuffs and the other to do the catwalk.
the judge will be Miss Wan out teacher.
then when we eat at Breeks on the 26th October,
we will be graded also

then the group with the most point.
will win the makeover worth $550
yeah.

i took my certificate without going to the presentation
i know it will be far too long.
sitting there.
hearing my sister's speech
which i heard basically many times.
so i and faezah took it from Mrs Ang.

came back and watch You've Got Served,
then it was nap time
hehe.

now wide awake.
updating.
and i have to go for religious class later.
sigh.
going to miss my favourite show again
that is the Charmed!
damn irritating.

ok well got to go.
toodles all!
kisseess!!

lala*

today.

today i went to my elective module
that is image consultant.
it was fun and all.
we learned how to clean our face.
and eat at a restaurant.
i mean using the utensils at the restaurant.
haha.

my group is called FAT
haha
faezah, amelea, me and tasha.

had a damn bloody bad stomachache.
since yesterday.
that was why i did not go for my image consultant course yesterday.

i think i am not getting the job at Starbucks.
today is the 5th day.
and the have not called.
they called Anansa.
lucky her.
sigh.
my age.
WHY!

ok then.
am quite lonely at home now.
sis not home.
brother not home.
maid not home.
mummy and daddy not at home.
feeling pretty much lonely
:'(

ok then.
short post.
but will update everyday about the course.
and ya.
i will be getting CHR race award tomorrow.
i got SILVER
at least some good news.
yeah.

toodles all!
kisses

lala*

some outdated pictures

Here are some outdated pictures i owe the blog.so enjoy.it is just a few.yeah(:

FANA and NANSA feeding each other.how adorable.


FAEZAH and LALA feeding each other.how cute(:
LALA and YA TINGin the art room by the way.(:

FANA and LALA in the girls 4th floor school toilet.haha.nothing better to do.oopppss.

n'levels are finally over.

it's finally OVER!
hip,hip....
HOOOORRRAAAYY!!!

cannot tell you how relieve i am feeling now.
all the stress and anxiety..
whoosshhh..
it went with the wind.
opppss..
toodles aqilah's stress and anxiety!
haha
yeahness to that!

i went to STARBUCKS interview on Saturday.
after the POA lesson at BUGIS!
haha.
together with my three BFF
and me the BFH
haha
we went for the interview.
STARBUCKS!
my dream part time job.
know why?
cause of the coffee.
OMG
it is like heaven.
taste like chocolate river.
*melts*

i hope i get it though
*cross fingers*
with my age that is not 16 yet.
gosh.
i don't know.
lets just hope there is no rule that those who is suppose to be 16 but not yet can get the job.
that is me lah.
if not i will die and rot at home.

ok so my plans for this week.
ermm i plan to go swimming every day.
and maybe the gym for one day.
ahah.
no need to study..
then i have elective module.
what a bore.
its ok.
just go for the fun of it yeah.

so yeah.
now let my have my beauty sleep.
ugly eyebags are forming under my eyes.
yeah!

ALL THE BEST FOR EOY PEOPLE!!
and to THE O' LEVELS STUDENTS!
ALL THE BEST ALSO!
MUG HARD YEAH!!

lala*

ermm. latest news on n'level

so i am left with two papers that i need to score
my math paper 2 and my POA
on a holiday today cause there is not paper.
thanks god.
i need the rest
(:

all the papers was ok.
except for Geography and Chemistry.
for the first time.
so stressed up.

fasting month is here.
finally.
cause i think i am getting fatter each day at home without any dancing and exercising.
yeahness to that!

i am like the BFH.
like WTH
everything is in a mess.
am tired.
tired
and more tired each day

tasha.
this is for you.
i don't have anything bad to say don't worry.
it is just that there is a reason why i am like not talking to you.
it was because of that hair thingy.
i mean we have been best friends since like sec 1?
then you have never told me my hair swing.
and now you just telling me?
how weird right.
then you should not have talked about my hair when my sister was quarreling with everyone.
i got pretty hurt after i read your post.
all the nice things you wrote for me is very sweet.
like how we have been writing post to each other and sending pretty dumb but nice testimonials.
but we both know ourselves that we do trust each other.

i was pretty shocked you called me that day.
cause i thought you will forget about me after i ignored you.
i hope you are ok.
and all the best for your n'levels.
i am sure we will be alright soon
just give me the time to think.
and i want you to go o'levels with me next year.
i really do.
take care tasha.
and don't cry anymore ok.
cheer up
(:

Mr Afiq.
hope you are reading this.
Your EOY exams are jut around the corner.
and i know you are pretty much stressed up.
but hey,ENDURE!
like how you asked me too.
all the hard work will pay off ok.
and i hope i go to sec 5 next year,
and we can study together.
and graduate together!
ok
(:

TO EVERYONE!
BEST WISHES FOR N'LEVEL!
MAY ALL DO THEIR VERY BEST AND NEVER GIVE UP!

and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to KHAIRUNISSA OCTAVIA
whose birthday falls on the 4th October.
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to NURUL SYADARIENA.
whose birthday is today [5th October]

toodles all.
kisses

lala*

feeling dumb

so everyone is talking about my sister.

saying she hurt everybody

i guess they should.

cause i agree she is in the wrong.

i will try to talk to her.

but i don't really know what is happening.

tasha thanks for that nice things you wrote in the blog about me.

but i don't think i swing my hair

neither does my friends, who always hang around with me think so

you know why i don't think it swings.

cause my back hair is damn too heavy too do that.

unless i have a heavy head.

cause there is a whole lot of gel and stuffs on my hair.

everyday.

i think you should rewrite that

and whatever kak liyana is quarreling with NURUL

repeat again.

NURUL.

no one should write about kak hariyana and stuffs.

cause it seems so wrong.

and i don't side my sis.

seriously.

i scold her.

yeah.

so that is all.

i know it is a free world.

i don't know, i think my sis told everyone that.

yeah.

so write anything you want.

but about kak hariyana.

nobody knows much about them except for the both of them.

going out.

toodles.

lala*

today.

today was wacked.

together with faeazah and farhannah.

haha.

we were like totally dancing outside class.

and i was pretending to be a princess.

waving like how a princess should be.

haha.

guess what were we dancing?

ermm..

not really dancing.

we were going TAKE ANYTHING YOU WANT

and SPARE ME MY LIFE

and lastly I WAS ROBBED BY TWO MEN.

all because of the video from youtube.

damn hilarious.

and Afiq saw me dancing.

oopppss.

embarassing

(:

this whole week, we have been given loads and loads of worksheets

and FINALLY!

i got my mount kinabalu shirt!

damn plain.

there is only deco at the front.

so...

i am putting my name at the back of the shirt.

cool right.

haha

next week we have POA enrichment.

yeahness to that too.

an outsider is going to teach us POA

actually to make us understand that subject better.

yups.

TOMORROW!

am going to Sentosa!

hooray!!!!!!

well that is all.

no sad stuffs huh.

yeah.

i shall not be the oh so dramatic Aqilah

hehe.

my aim from now on is to stay happy.

no matter what happens

(:

think positive!

and i saw Stacie Orrico yesterday!

omg!

not exactly her real live.

on tv i meant, the singapore idol show

and she sang my favourite song!

I'm Not Missing Youuu!!

*screams*

totally into that song.

can't put in my blog though.

damn it.

i can't find the song.

someone help me!!!

hehe

ok thats all.

going for dinner at KFC now.

don't jealous ok!

hehe

love you people!

kisses!

lala*

starting of term 4

ok so it is back to school.

what a boring thing to say.

Term 4 is going to be a short term.

where N' level is like 21 days away.

shitness.

Homework are piling.

they are not really homework.

just revision work.

mind is in a whirl.

whoa.

Thanks Afiq!

for always caring about me

(:

we shall go to the beach one day ok!

to relax.

haha.

Nazirul still owes me something.

ahah.

for us to know.

for you guys to find out.

The blog is open to everyone now!

start relinking me!

Thanks daddy for the advice!

i love you!!

still can't think of what to get for your birthday.

just days away.

ok a short and boring post.

i still got to go study ok.

math here i come!!

NATASHA KEIRA!

stop crying.

cheer up ok.

your dad may not mean any harm

and just said it out of anger.

talk to him.

clear things up ok.

SHAIFUL!

i promise next Monday ok.

this is proof

(:

TOODLES EVERYONE!

KISSES

(:

lala*

Pictures!

this is what i wore.cute and happening. see my two ponytails (:


i joined a game.and eventually i won.i had to eat the cake.with my hands tied to my back.coolness right?imagine my nose after that.hehe

the kids.including me (:

nice picture right?i know.haha.thanks to my sister (",)

the two dumb looking children.me and shasha

Nayli's birthday cake.it is hello kitty!

me and sha

me and the birthday girl!we look alike.the same colour.and even the same hair.two ponytails with ribbon.haha.what a coincedence.

i passed a tatto on my back.like what mandy moore did in A walk to remember.mine is more fancier

my glittering eyes.from the side.hehe.

me and sis.camwhore!-END OF PICTURES!-toodles all!

nayli's party.

ok so sorry for MIA for so long ok.
hehe.
been quite busy and too lazy to update.
so yeah.
here i am now.

my blog is dead.
maybe i should give my new url to everyone now.
haiz.
i think i should.

ermm..
life has been pretty much boring.
1 week of school holidays were like nothing.

monday and tuesday.
had N level exams.
god bless the person who is going to mark my paper.
i hope i do well.
*cross fingers*

wednesday.
stayed at home and rot to death.
that was what i did on wednesday

thursday.
went out with mummy and auntie yenny.
i had to go for my teeth x-ray.
cause of my dracula teeth that is super ugly
i hope it will disappear.
i might have to use braces.
ella was at my house till 12
we danced like alot
and although we on the air con.
we were sweating.
so imagine us dancing.

friday.
had chemistry remedial.
then stayed at home.
daddy came back at night.
watched tv together.
i love charmed and ghost whisperer.
sshh..
haha.
i also watched high school musical dance along.
i was not a good dancer.
so i looked like a clown dancing
haha.

saturday.
it was the best day during the holidays.
woke up pretty late.
then i was dressed up like a barbie doll.
cause the theme to nayli's 1st birthday party was cute and happenning.

so duh.

i am the only one that could be dressed up i guess.

went out.

first up went to Singapore Expo.

Isaac wanted to buy some books.

a book geek.

haha.

then we went to Compass Point.

bought some stuffs.

then off to nayli's party.

it was super fun.

i was with Shasha and Ella even made a one minute of fame performance.

free show!

haha.

will add pictures later.

ok got go now.

tomorrow is back to school.

back to reality.

back to studies.

toodles all!

kisses!

<3!!!

lala*

teacher's day performance

so today i performed.

after not being in school for 2 days

people said i skipped school and only go to school for today's performance

hello people.

i was sick the last two days

make it three

since monday

bad flu and cough

after a long time ok

i have MC!

i nearly lost my voice today.

so i am still sick

so today.

came to school early.

gave the homemade cupcakes that sis,me and shan did the day before to the teachers

plus mummy and ella and auntie yenny.

hope they like it.

*cross fingers*

then the performance was brought foward

damn it.

so we had to rush

and our make up was super lame ok

supermen and women

*faints*

we like did the same thing for three consecutive dances.

Danceworks: Blue Colour Paint

Ballet Under The Stars: Gold Colour Paint

Teacher's Day Performance 2006: Yellow colour performance.

wadda hell!!

performance was great though

the curtains open..

everyone was like screaming.

eh there is Aqilah!

you know why?

cause of my damn curly hair.

the only one with curly hair.

today our ex students came.

guess who came?

yeah nasri and abdul.

i think my appearance reminded them of me.

haiz.

the interhouse soccer.

Teachers VS Abang Nazlie Team

damn lame.

not really lah

Mr Lim Soo Chen played well!

he fell down i nearly cried.

argh.

so sad.

Teachers won. 1- 0

i had to stand in the rain.

cause i promised Abang Nazlie i cheered for him.

then went back,

had a bloody damn headache

but i endured

ate my medicine from the doctor and then had to become teacher.

for something lah.

for me to know.

for you guys to find out.

then become teacher.

then tired already.

must study.

now i am like so sleepy.

ok going to study more now.

then go to bed.

N'level malay and N'level Social Studies next week

god bless me.

toodles!

goodnight.

sweet dreams to all.

lala*

today.

so well i got my results back.

i passed all.

but my 3 best subject is 6 points.

so disappointing.

My three best subject is Maths: 1, Combined Science:2, POA:3

so disappointing!!

my Combined Science is 73%

damn that 2 marks!

Farhannah is obviously much better than me.

She won me in all subjects.

except combined humanities luh.

I w0n her by 3%

big deal.

I got 2nd in class for Social Studies.

Which is suppose to be first.

If not for my darling Leong Kor.

its ok.

daddy thinks that i did well.

i don't think so.

MY MARKS:

Combined Science:

Chemistry-41/50

Physics-31.5/50

total combined science:73%

English: unknown.

Combined Humanities:

Geography-29/50

Social Studies-39/50

total Combined Humanities: 68%

Mathematics:

Paper 1 - 51/60

Paper 2 - 28/40

total Mathematics:79%

Principal Of Accounts:

Paper 1 - 21.5/40

Paper 2 - 43.5/60

Total POA:65%

Malay:

Paper 1 - 44/70

Paper 2 - 46/70

Listening Comprehension - 18/20

total Malay:67.5%

Ok so today was a damn fun day in school i guess.

my class was damn retarded.

serious.

i swear i nearly died of heart attack.

our darling mr bobdog(Mr Seah),

he did not come to our class.

then , Leong Kor locked the class from inside.

and threw the key out.

damn dumb.

but it was fun.

until he threw the key down the carpark.

omg.

i was scared the key will get run over.

then they asked Naresh to take the key.

haha.

he quickly ran down.

damn funny.

we even videoed it.

then after we got the key back,

we then wanted to pretend to be angry with Mr Seah.

so Leong Kor threw the key outside the class.

in the end,

Mr Seah did not come.

so retarded.

then one foreigner passed by.

saw the key,

picked it up,

and leong kor thought he was going to throw it.

ahah.

so funny.

then the man gave our key.

but Leong Kor Kor threw it again.

haha.

then he threw my pencil box out.

WAH!

so mean luh they all,

lucky the tamil people finished their lessons.

so we got our key.

i got my pencil box.

and did i tell you Leong threw Raviin bag out.

so FUNNYY!!!

haha.

ok thats all.

my day was fine.

except that i had been really tired these few days.

i can't sleep early.

kept thinking about Nasri friend said.

it really seriously hurt me.

i won't sleep until late.

folding paper crane.

hand pain.

so today i was tired.

so i cancelled my religious class to tomorrow.

Monday have dance

i might be performing for Teacher's Day!

yeahness.

i am actually getting lazier.

getting fatter.

dancing saves my life

(:

so toodles all.

i am trying to be happy thanks to my fellow friends.

and i hope tasha gets well soon!

lala*

stupid people

i hate my stupid frigginn life!

this is so fucking damn stupid.

ok so not many people are reading my blog.

i am just writing to myself.

aqilah!

you are so..

argh..

nasri is so argh!

he actually made his friend write an email for me.

so damn fucking stupid email.

this is what his friend wrote..

To aqilah:
I wanna tell you that i am able to move on. in fact i am doing it. i find it most unusual and amusing to feel re-born. feeling much more happier than my usual self.
I think that you have feelings for another guy. i find it odd to not getting hurt about this. wanna noe wad makes me think so? well. number 1: if i were to love someone so much( not only me but every normal and usual humans), i would not use my exams as a reason. relationships does not distracts one from successing. infact it DRIVES someone to success. you should read those quotations books. well, the part about handling relationship and studies at the same time all comes down to maturity of that person in time management. most unfortunately, i have to say that this quality you lack. you tried too hard in doing one thing that you forget the rest. and most unfortunately too that i want a gf that has this quality: the ability to manage things without supervision. now, i am not insulting you but am trying to say that you try too hard in doing things in life. saddens me to say this though..
Now about your sis and her bf. i wanna ask u something in return and hope u think deeply about it. which relationships have no arguements or ups and downs? even adam and eve have argued. if you are comparing yourself and a guy whom you have relationship, with your sis and her bf, i think it would simply be lame. its not concrete enough. all the things you said makes me think that if we were to go on, i think we would break-up very very easily due to one thing: lack of commitment. you may hate me after i write this but this is the only way that i can break this to you. i loved you. i waited. and now i lost my faith. lost my hope. lost my love.
may the guys that you will go on with in the future have better luck than i have. sorry

so damn shit.

the shitty feeling is back.

i cried last night cause of his fucking friend.

i turned you down.

with a good intention

i don't want to hurt you.

and there you are saying that i am immature.

wait.

your friend said it.

so be it.

i am a fucking bitch.

i am fucking stupid.

i am fucking lame.

just go away.

get out of my life.