Friday, October 19, 2007

practicals

practical was screwed.
super tough like everyone said it was.
sigh
chem
damn disappointing
-gggrrr
didn't have much time to edit.

i shall not depend on practicals
papers are next week
the real o levels
the major papers.
next week is chem and geography
my hated subjects
oh why?
bleahs
moaning and groaning doesn't help

quite stressed up you can say
so pressurising
i want to get to a good course after o levels
-prays hard

short post
just want to keep the blog going
its abit boring now though
without pictures
i'm sorry
after o levels aight
that'll be on the 13 NOVEMBER 2007!
wheere i can throw and burn my books

take care all
all the best for those taking O'levels

Thursday, October 11, 2007

excited for o levels or hari raya?

Its 2 days to hari raya
and 1 week to O levels
i'm not looking foward towards hari raya this year
the excitement that i usually have when hari raya is coming is gone

i'm not excited to wearing new clothes,
to get hang bao money,
to eat nice cookies.
nothing

i just want my o'levels to finish
13th november is the day i can dance and jump around
feeling relieve of all my greatest fears that is exams

though i don't know what path i'm choosing after the o's,
lets just take one thing at a time

feeling kinda stressed out right now while typing this
just feel like crying out
i feel that time is running out for me
time to do many things
sigh
sounds depressing huh?
kinda.

i'm stressed till i can hardly breathe
just hope that bronchitis won't start again
cause that is the last thing i want before o's
bleahs

after today,
1 day left only to fast
and i think i gained weight instead of losing weight
weird right?
during the fasting month?

oh wellss
boring and short post.
i miss my old life.
dancing, not worrying so much
i guess that'll only happened after o's

take care all
and the n's and PSLE are over
unfair-ness
most of the school EOYs are also over
while i'm still cracking my brain for o's

oh someone shoot me

Sunday, October 07, 2007

M-I-A

so i've been missing from this blog.
loads of events have happened though in my life.
well i have to cut all the events short.
hees
bear with me.
it might be a long post.

graduation day was great fun
our class always knows how to have fun
duh-uh.
we practically played the whole day
as a class.

from making pyramid.
to doing the limbo and playing musical chair.
i never get bored when i'm with 5/1
much love from me to them
and i'll never forget anyone even if i try too
[:
5/1 is like my 2nd family.

and dadddy,
who has turned old
hehe
his birthday was the same day as graduation day.
hapy belated birthday my dearest daddy
[[:
he got a psp from us.
of course mummy paid.
and don't jealous
cause many people wants a psp and daddy got it.
lol

this past week has been quite tiring
i had to study and bake
done with baking already.
happy girl
finished making chocolate today
[[:

focus is now on studies
10 more days till the big o's
super freaking out right now.
did not fair so well for my prelims.

though i got top 5 in sec 5
it don't mean much cause my L1R5 is way too high.
mug, aqilah, mug

got all my cookies done.
room painted left with the butterfly stencils
got my new clothes.
so pretty much done with hari raya preparations and the big day is next Saturday!

going to geylang today.
going to get my hand henna done.
like i always do every year.
heess
[[:

ok toodles all
till the next update
if its after o levels,
then just wishing all who are sitting for o levels this year all the best!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

rain

i love it when it rains,
and it did today,
the pitter,patter of the rain drops.
slowly flowing down my face.
it made my troubles go away.
and i felt like i was in lala land.
today was marvellous.
playing in the rain was great

5/1 got home early today.
we left school like about 11.30?
cause mdm santha did not come and leong went to talk to Miss Foo.

the great thing was walking in the rain
though we all got wet.
it was great as everyone had fun.
we were wet from top to bottom.
LOL
but i know i had plenty of fun.
maybe because its been a long time since i did it.
[[:

been going for night studies for the past 2 days.
and been tiring myself out.
but it'll all be worth it.

Graduation in this friday.
]':
sigh
its to fast.
i feel like i'm growing up way to fast.
i still want to enjoy being in a secondary and just be daddy's little girl.
but,
i guess everyone has to grow up no matter what.
i don't feel like graduating although last time,
i yearn to graduate from christ church.

had a chat with khaliesah yesterday,
on life as us.
she's going through alot.
actually, she's going through what i've gone through.
feeling insecure around friends and sometimes, just thinking we don't belong.
but khaliesah,
she's a great girl,
and so is her brother,
they're both great people.
and ought to be treasured and loved.
i'm sure Mr Azman loves both of them equally

and i know my daddy loves me!
[:
and my mummy and my sister and my brother.
having them around throughout my whole life,
that's good enough and i'm thankful
i don't want to ask for more.
i don't want to ask to be famous, or popular, or pretty
cause i am what god wants me to be

so everyone,
do treasure your loved ones
even though they're mean or nasty to you.
deep down,
they love you.

and i recommend girls to buy this book called kira-kira
its a simple but meaningful book.
cried while reading it.
so get it.
or simply call me to ask me for the book.
[:
but Nasriah is reading it now.
hopefully she likes it.

ok got to stop now,
going for night study.
toodles all.

Selamat Berbuke Puase
hees


Sunday, September 23, 2007

sunday blues

its Sunday.
its been a rather tiring week
fasting has been great.

people have monday blues.
whereas i got the sunday blues.
i've never been so tired before.
sunday is usually a hyper day for me.
oh wells.

went out for buke yesterday at the airport.
our initial plan was to have dinner at Swensens
but there was a long-long- LONG queue
so we ended up at Burger King.
bought jelly beans which is heaven and i got so addicted that i couldn't stop eating it.

then it was off to Ikea.
mummy wanted to get some stuffs.
i wanted to get quilt cover to match my pink-butterfly bedsheet.
but the nice one we choosed was out stock.
damn pathetic right?
but i bought straws.
what are soft drinks without straws righT?

back home,
got a terrible headache.
felt likt taking my brains out.
but i went down with my family for a drink.
their presence are my medicine.
although it was super painful.
waited for auntie yenny's family to come and join us.
bla-bla-bla
went home around 12.30
showered and slept at around 1 plus?
it's difficult for me to get to sleep ok.

today,
slack day.
but still had to wake up early.
i went for Starbucks interview.
and i think i'm hired.
i'm not sure now.
LOL
ultra lame.
i think it should be yes.
so working at starbucks after o levels.

then today is home day.
slacked.
rested.
watch-ed tv.
and the great thing about today is mummy cooked.
mee ssoootttooo
[[:
can't wait for buke luh.

and i'm baking this year.
somehow or rather.
must make time to bake.
not in the hari raya mood actually.
want to fast all year.
that'll be so great.

and,
graduating in like 2 weeks time.
5 october is graduation day.
going to miss the people i usually smile in school
and just going to miss the time spent in school.
oh wells...

and daddy's birthday is next week.
the cute thing about him is that he got this card.
its just a card right
before his birthday.
he's like expecting his presents now.
and therefore he keeps saying
" lucky i got birthday card "
lol
i love daddy loads.

upcoming events.

daddy's birthday - 28 September.
Graduation DAy- 5th October.
Hari Raya-13th October.
Isaac's Birthday- 15th October.
Start of O Levels - 18th October.

and to NAYLI FRYSHA JEFFERY!
whose birthday was on 21st September.
happy belated 2nd birthday.
the cutest thing on earth has turned 2
means, more naughty and cheekkyy..

toodles all.
got to prepare for breakfast now.
selamat berbuke puasa
direct translation,
happy break fasting.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

hello all

its Tuesday today,
and the 2nd week of term 4.
and its exactly 1 more month to O' levels
is everyone freaking scared?
i am.
-bleahs.

weekend was ok i guess.
the first weekend of the fasting.
though i'm not fasting.
its a girls thing.
it was ok

been with my books like almost all the time
and me and farhannah has the same dumb thing.
we both can't sleep
cause we're scared of the examinations
and a day without practising anything is = torture.
that's us.
the lame-os

today,
anansa did not come
and fana, me and faezah,
coloured our nails.
with high-lighter.
lol
cause we had 45 mins.
to wait for physics remedial.
so we were bored,
took pictures,
and slept
super tired ok

there's nothing much to update actually.
my life is as you can say,
B-O-R-I-N-G
cause i am a boring person.
[:
thanks ar.

study is what i do
going out to buy food.
can't get to go night class.
sigh
2 weeks left till graduation
and then its self study.
i'm bored of my life.

toodles all.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Sister's 18th Birthday!




the birthday girl with the 18 ballons i bought
[[:


she is cheeky!









this is random,
the view in my room
[[:


the adults that were there.



so cutteeee!
-grrrr



my whacky friends
who is the bestest!










can't get enough of this adorable kid luh!









NAYLI's 2nd BIRTHDAY!
apparently,
the theme was yellow!


this is so random.
my sister's art sculpture.
damn nice right?



the photgrapher.











this is the retarded one.
i don't look good in pictures anymore actually.


this is the uglier fake smile







the perfect oreth siblings





kacchiikkaa!

and its finally over.
i've uploaded the pictures.
though this is from the sony camera.
there is more from my sister's new camera.
next time!
ENJOY!

Monday, September 10, 2007

prelims are over

its finally over
i finally can scream...
PRELIMANARIES ARE OVER!!!!!!
what a bif relief
its official luh

last paper today
science paper 1
and kaarrppisssh
1 hour only
heess

i'm happy
[[:
daddy is on MC today and tomorrow
he'll only go back on wednesday

today,
went to Mac for breakfast with mummy,daddy and sis
and went to Popular,
i want to get a storybook real bad.
where is Gossip girl when you need that book!

then went home,
went to the market,
then to the doctor
i think we're getting this flu jabs for the whole family!
eee.
i don't like needles.

then went home
and....
the most exciting part!
i got 2 hours of beauty sleep
wah.
damn nice
[[:
thanks ar

and i skipped lunch with the family.
i know i'm mean
but i ate lunch alone
]]:

today is so elaborated

anyway,
weekends

saturday was spending the whole day out
with marsyanda!
we went to expo
and i got this baju.
for hari raya
its glitterrryy
[[:
sparkles everywhere
lalalala.

and this year,
mummy's going to change our hall curtains
lol

and my room will be painted.
no idea what colour.
but the theme will be butterflies
got butterfly bedsheets, curtains and we're even going to stencil the room with butterfliess
hooorraaayy!
i love my room and i'll never let it go
heess

and sunday.
nayli frysha's 2nd birthday.
very yellow-y
and kentot was there!

and someone gave me something
though its not my birthday
haha
SYAHREZA!
you're like so nice luh
thanks so much
i'm so touched
-melts
you thought of me when you were at Thailand.
how nice
haha

ok enough of him
[[:

no school tomorrow!
yayness!
-jumps for joy.
more sleep for me
i'm not a pig ok
it's just that i didn't get a good night sleep during the examination period
now that its over
i have all the time to sleep tomorrow!

chatting with great people now,
Shaiful, ham-ham, herbin
haha
they never fail to make me smile.
[[:

toodles all!
and i owe the blog loads of pictures!
will put it up soon
sorry yeah
[[:

Friday, September 07, 2007

5th day of the holidayss

its coming to an end!
2 more days
and kaarpppiissshhh
holidays are over
oh how nice it would be if time could pass by slowly

lots of plans though for the next few days
today,
going ice skating with siblings
and just skate my day away
i'm having religious class after that
long time since i said this in my blog huh?
heee-haawww!
then hopefully!
HOPEFULLY!
i'll be able to watch ghost whisperer.
i missed like 3 freaking episodes
i miss the show luh
the actress [kinda forget how to spell her name]
way hooott!
i love how her hair moved so flowly

and tomorrow,
SHOPPING!
i think
we're probably going to vivo
to get nayli's present

and sunday,
nayli's birthday
that cute adorable thingy
who love spongebob and barney
and the way she pronounce her favourite character
damn cute you feel like eating her!
-ggrrr

anyway,
talk about yesterday.
i met my cuckoo best friend
lol
tashakeira!
we went rollerbalding
she was using her brother's rollerblade
lol
hot wheels.
but it was fun
we were like catching up with times
and i pretty much adored her!
and she FELL!
ROFL!
i'm sucha meanie

and daddy brought us to MC cafe!
caramel frappe
and chocolate muffins
its heaven
daddy is like super nice
thank god he's like a coffee lover
then we talked about how we first like coffee
the first time we tired a coffe was at Starbucks
errr
kinda forget the place
lol
lame right?
its around town for sure

and the fun thing was that we walked to civic centre and back home!
so exciting
lalalala.

and daddy gave me money for ice skating and lunch!
oh how great daddy is!
ok then,
got to go bathe
meeting sis like at 1?
after her school
pity her
but
i love her cause she's willing to go with me
[[[:

and my body hurts
-bleahs
super painful
but ice skating outing is a must!

toodles all

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

3rd day of the hols

its Wednesday.
time passes super fast.
its already the 3rd day of the 1 week holidays.
though i don't have any remedials.
how i wish i had.



did abit of revision.
lots of resting.
nothing much done.



but,
i've been catching up with all the old movies.
for instance,
i'm watching Anastasia.
how i love the show alot.
its my childhood show.
as i dream to be a princess.
lol
all the princessey shows
i'm going to watch ice princess later.
hopefully.



waiting for sis to come back home,
she's on her way.
daddy's coming home tonight too.
but he has to work.



anyway,
i woke up at 11 today!
yay!
i've been wanting to wake up late cause i always wake up too early.
i need to sleep more.
i have eyebags.



but miss nasriah has alot of tips to share.
lol.
she's like my advisor!
thanks nasriah.
you're like the nicest person on earth!



nothing muchh to update.
but i miss my besties already
three madness people who always cheer me up.
they're like the happy goober people.
and i like!
lol
FARHANNAH,FAEZAH,ANANSA!!!
i missed you people.
-grrrr

going to have lunch soon.
mummy's cooking.

and,
4 MORE DAYS TO HSM 2!

ham-ham watched it.
unfair-ness
bluecks!

anyway,
ham-ham is a new friend.
from Singapore.
he is a coffee lover like me!
yay!
see ham-ham,
i introduced you to the world.
thanks
[[:
i'm so nice!

bro is going to cousins house later.
bleahs.
play only he know!

enjoy the rest of the upcoming hols.
take care everyone!
[:

Sunday, September 02, 2007

tiring days of my life.

i've been on my feet on friday and saturday
bleahs!

friday was teacher's day plus my sister like small party.

teacher's day in school :
i was helping out the dancers.
i seriously missed dancing
i helped to tie the hairs
and my hand ended up all glittery and shimmery
LOL
and gel-ly

and they had the concert
and they were awesome!
loved their dance like alot cause it was a mixture of hip-hop and salsa!
hmpphhh!
jealous.
if only i could go back to dance
-fat hope.
i can only give them moral support.
-bleahs.

then everything ended.
and i went home to prepare.
marinated chicken again
as usual.
i'm a chicken marinator girl
hoho!

then helped to prepare sandwiches all.
hui sha, sandral, and two of my other sisters' friends came early to helped!
and i went to causeway point with the breast [hui shan]
bought cake
swensen's ice cream cake!

i bought for sis 18 flying balloons!
i'm so proud of myself.
thanks
[[:

and yada,yada,
had the bbq
and my besties came,
fana,faezah,anansa & natasha!
and i met my sister new friends.
i think they are all gorgeous.
xuan,hui hui, pauline and its a pity that aminah didn't come.

then party ended late
like about 12?
super tired
my body hurts alot.

then saturday :

had doa selamat.
its prayers.
woke up early to help mummy cook.
i was like a zombie when i woked up.

but then i caught 1 hour of sleep
thanks ar.
then woke up,
then people came already.
and had to shift here and there
and then they came and eat.

and the day ended late again
-bleahs.

its sunday today.
i need a break.
i need more sleep!
actually, i can do that for the next whole week!
holidays!

but i feel like going ice skating.
[[:
missed ice skating as well.

oh wells.
i love mummy and daddy for making this two days happen
mummy put in alot of work to cook and prepare
and daddy helped
so credit should go to them.

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL : 7 days!
watching a bug's life now
[[[:

toodles all!
and happy holidays!

p.s [ham-ham i do reply to tags ok -grrrr]

Thursday, August 30, 2007

major papers are over

its thursday, 31st August
finally.
i swear i've been wanting for this day to come
where all my major papers are over.
-dances arounds

but,
sadly,
i'm not going to do so well.
sigh
POA!!
-grrr
i cried after that paper can
felt so disappointed in myself cause i totally blanked out.

prelims are reallly difficult this time,
i either had no time, or had no idea what to write
damn loser right?
crapness

anyway,
sissy's birthday.
i mean sister birthday was passed yesterday!
hoho.
she's 18 now.
bleahs,
and i'm still 16
Emilyza's birthday was on the same day
and she's now the same age as me.
oh why not december come first!
unfairness!

a big shout out to LIYANA ORETH!
for her big 18th birthday,
she can watch M18, but 4D, buy cigarettes
of course she won't to that luh!
and to EMILYZA!
for her sweet 16th birthday
major age for the both of them huh.

i'm dead tired now.
have been squeezing my brains for the last few days.
rest time now!
loooonnnnggggg holidays.
at least to me.
1 fantastic week of sleepp...
zzzzzz...

lame
but i still have 1 paper though.
when school reopens
Science Paper 1

daddy went to jakarta,
hope he had fun
and tasha's daddy has left for dubai
she's pretty upset
CHEER UP GIRLFRIEND!
i know how it feels
with daddy not being around you
although mine come back only on the weekends,
i also hoped for him to be at home everyday
so chill!
call me if you need someone to talk to ok?
i'll always be there for you
[:

teacherss' day tomorrow
can anyone spell boring
cause the sec 4s and 5s will definitely be bored
-bleahs
cause we don't get to see the concert
i hope they like what i'm giving them
chocolates this year!
made all by me, ella, kak liyana, mummy and auntie yenny!
hoho

i miss dance terribly
i just wish,
i could go back to dance
and dance all my troubles away
sigh

have you ever wondered what i'm going to be like in the future?
just random thinking
i don't know what i want to be in the future too
i just want to achieve me goals.
that is....
-get a good job
-get settled down
-get married
-have kids
-have fun!
but yeah
just thinking

and i still have the urge to have flying ballons around me!
and i have a pink bear
but i want to buy a panda bear
and i want to buy a dress!
lol

ok then.
damn freaking tired
toodles all
[[:

p.s [[yingjia, we'll chat soon yeah babe!]]

Friday, August 17, 2007

TGIF

its friday,
i hope i get to rest well

whole week has been tiring
with all the never-ending schoolwork,
plus remedials.
its tiring.

oh wells.
i've been persevering reminding myself that it is the big o' levels
its the last lap of my secondary life and hopefully,
i can leave the school with good results

"persevere,
jia you aqilah,
you can do it"

this is what i've been telling myself,
i've been trying to understand what teacher teach every single time,
and practising
i hope all this do pay off

prelims: 4 more days
o levels : 1 more month

today weather is cold,
i've been sneezing since yesterday
hope i don't get sick
that's the last thing i would want to happen to me
crucial time

going to maybe see the fireworks today.
cause sis is maybe going to buy a new camera
so yeah

i need tissues
lots of tissues

take care all

and 5/1
all the best for prelims,
we've been together since sec 3
and i'm sure our class would want everyone to do well,
we've made our class proud with the mother tongue results
so lets keep up with our other subjects
and with mdm santha motivating us,
i'm sure we'll do it!
*mdm santha gave us lollipop today,as rewards [:

toodles!

Monday, August 13, 2007

pocket full of poises

SENTOSA WITH FAMILY

i was trying to do the split on the beach


the nicer picture of the cartwheel.
tralala









peace y'all.
welcome to my castle.
that is a mini one.

in the making


bonded by blood.
oreth
[[:



the one who always stands by my side

















hello y'all
i'm not that pretty anymore
pimple face girl is my middle name


that's all folks.
and i got a B4 for my malay
pretty ok for a girl like me
who don't score for malay
was jumping around for getting B4
weird actually
but seeing other people,
make me sad.
and don't feel so happy luh
went to Pizza hut with besties,
faezah,nanasa and fana.
its nice being around them
just love their presence.
won'tmake me so sad.
prelims: 1 week time
mug hard!
but i don't have to take malay anymore
goodbye malay!
you're gone
i don't need you no more.
blueckS!!!
i want flying ballons
]]:
fly,fly,fly!

Sunday, August 12, 2007

back to school tomorrow

i can't believe the long weekend is over
oh why time has to pass so fasT?

results tomorrow
for malay
although i sucked at malay,
i hope i can do well
then 1 subject down,
5 to go.
*cross fingers*

anyway,
weekends with daddy.

went to Sentosa.
been a long time since we went there.
made sandcastles.
thanks to the mould daddy bought.
it was pretty much like a castle.
how i wish it was that easy to build a castle.

then as usual,
we'll take the monorail to go down to vivocity
due to the member cards that we all have,
so we got in Sentosa free and went to vivo free.

vivocity is still the same
but there's the sale going on
and many pretty cheap things.
but must refrain from buying
i intend to safe my pocket money and use some to buy a few IMPORTANT things.
lalalala

got a turqoise tube top however,
to match with my turqoise pants
but of course i'm using it with my 'i love dance' jacket

today,
went to vivo in the morning again
cause i left something at 'gloria jeans' cafe.
i don't know if it was my fault also
but it seems like it.

then went to a wedding.
quite boring,
but met a few of my relatives whom i don't even know
so it was ok
alya and ilhan are the cutest thing ever.
they both have this chinese face that is so fair
and ilhan even looks like chinese
cause of his eyes
super nice

then back home,
i hope tomorrow will come slowly
so i'll have plenty of rest
i only slept at around 5?
shitness right?"
and i'm having a headache now
gosh.

got to go
al ameen for a drink
will update soon

toodles

Friday, August 10, 2007

NDP 2007 pictures


i love fake tattos




pictures speaks a thousand words



LALA's BIRTHDAY








don't you think she is adorable and i'm not.


i love pink ballons.
i would prefer it flying actually
i crave for a flying ballon now
:[





















bleahs




everything's so wrong


I LOVE ALYA


I LOVE ILHAN!