back from kinabalu (:

i am back!!!!

haha..

want to know what happen during my mount kinabalu trip.

well then bear with me ok

(:

day 1:

assembled at school at 2.

did last minute packing.

had our attendence taken.

and soon we were off to the airpot.

woohoo..

at the airpot waited for like 1 hour before we board the plane.

we took pictures before that.

ahah.

reached Sabah around 8 and we headed straight to the hotel.

we stayed at Berjaya Palace hotel.

the hotel was ok.

I BUNKED IN WITH SOPHIAH!

i love her to bits

(:

we slept at 12.30 after packing

day 2:

morning call at 5.30 am

i and sophiah could not open our eyes

but in the end we woke up and i bathe first.

ahah.

then we went for breakfast at 6.30.

i could not eat.

cause i was nervous.

but i ate some cereal.

went back to the room to take pur things.

and i vomited all that i ate.

but i was ok.

went down assembled and had to sit for 2 long hours at the bus before we reached the starting of the climb.

took our tags.

its cool you know.

has our name on it.

then the climb started.

the stairs was like whoa.

i was with NAZIRUL,YUN & AFFIE

yun was super funny.

he wanted to shit on the way up to the resthouse.

haha.

then....

NAZIRUL PULLED ME UP

cause i was tired already.

*MELTS*

and on the way up also it was getting cold

so he warmed my hand.

he is like so sweet.

then nazirul went up first while i was stuck with yun and affie.

then we slowly went up and we reached the rest house at 5.30.

we ate and rest.

and waited for the rest.

many people had altitude sickness.

and the last people to make it up is adnan and sophiah at 8.

it was pitch darkness.

bunked with sophiah,grace and deanna.

GRACE CRIED

like omg.

cause she was cold.

and i gave her heat packs.

she felt better.

(:

slept early.

day 3:

woke up at 12.30

got ready and went down for breakfast.

NASRIAH COULD NOT GO!

cause she had stomach problems and was like vomitting.

poor thing

never mind nasriah.

you are still young ok.

still can make it.

afiq also could not go.

he had leg cramp

and the teacher's who were with them was mdm ng and mr ng.

they all could not try to go up.

i was with grace and affie.

till grace stopped cause she could not breathe.

poor thing her.

SO I WENT UP WITH SYAZANI,AFFIE & SYARIZAT.

there were like waiting for me evertime i stop.

so sweet

(:

it was freaking cold please!

and soon we found lenny.

she wanted to give up.

so i told the boys to help her.

we all went up then we seperated.

i was with lenny.

we then meet nazirul,hasri and yun.

i was then again with nazirul.

yun with lenny.

and hasri went up first.

nazirul had headache.

so i went slowly.

he is like the sweetest thing on earth.

(:

THANKS NAZIRUL!

i love him to bits and pieces.

then i near to the summit.

we stopped .

together with a few other people.

to see the sunrise.

it was super nice.

then i went up.

i made it to the summit!

thank god and nazirul

(:

and LENNY MOTIVATED ME to go up.

however i wish nasirah and grace was with me.

then i went down together with yun.juliana and nazirul.

but in the end.

on the way down.

i was alone.

till i met miss leow.

for awhile.

then i was alone again.

it was so scary please.

while going down alone i cried.

cause i could not breathe.

i reached the resthouse and grace was like how sweet.

she helped me put down my bag and massage me.

and she even helped me packed.

nasriah was like asking whether i was ok.

THANKS GRACE AND NASRIAH!

(:

i had migrane.

and was really dizzy.

we had lunch.

and head down to the starting point.

it did not take long.

and at 6 i was already down.

and THANKS TO NASRIAH I WAS NOT ALONE!

grace nail broke.

and thanks to juliana she was not alone.

we reached the starting point and went to the bus.

i rest.

and then my shoulder hurt.

i could not move my hand.

LENNY MASSAGED ME

thank god.

or i could not move at all.

we ate dinner at a restaurant.

and went to shop for snacks at a shopping centre.

then soon we were back at berjaya hotel.

i was dead.

unpacked and packed for the next day.

then wrote reflection.

and rested for the day.

i was like how tired.

day 4:

morning call at 5.30 again.

this time i could wake up.

and i straight away bathe.

i called nasriah room

they could not wake up.

lucky i woke them up.

or they would have been late

but in the end.

everyone was late.

except for me,lenny,nasriah & sophiah.

cool right.

ahah

they had to pay 5 RM

ahah.

we then head to white water rafting.

actually it should be brown water rafting.

cause that is the colour of the water.

ahah.

the water was freezing cold.

my group was me,lenny,sophiah,joshua,afiq,raviin and mdm ng.

the water rafting was fun.

but scary.

i am serious.

i nearly died.

our boat capsized for like two freaking times.

and the second one i nearly died if Afiq had not pulled me out.

it was scary i swear.

i was like freaking drinking the water.

THANKS AFIQ!

ahah.

then we had barbeque lunch that was awful.

eww!

and the train ride there and back was awful.

the girls got touched.

sad i tell you.

but not me.

and the ride was so bumpy.

and i was freezing cold.

i felt like fainting.

then went to eat.

i was like not eating

cause i was like freaking cold please.

then we went back to the hotel.

i felt better after the hot bathe

then reflections time.

and i was super hyper.

lenny and nasriah came my room.

and we were laughing.

sophiah was sad.

i made her quarrel with adnan.

SORRY SOPHIAH!

but then she was ok later.

our room was noisy on the outside

cause everyone was like visiting mr koa's room that was beside our room

then lenny cry.

i cant tell you why.

it is a secret.

but she is also ok now.

then we slept around 1.30.

day 5:

i was like operator.

after the morning call at 5.30.

i woke the rest of the girls up.

it was difficult to wake deanna up i tell you.

sophiah also could not wake up.

i bathed and then grace came to my room.

like how cute.

then we went for breakfast together.

this time mr koa and mr ng was late.

so they had to pay 10 RM each.

haha.

and then we went back to our room to take our luggage.

Sophiah was really tired.

and adnan was stil avoiding her.

cause of me.

so we went down.

assembled,

and mr koa and mr ng was late again.

another 10 RM.

ahah.

then the tour guide brought us to the day market.

i shopped.

did not know what to buy actually.

but i bought butterflies magnet.

so fetch.

and some keychain.

thats all.

then we went back to the bus and to the airpot we went!

check in everthing and in the plane we went.

i was sitting beside adnan.

i said sorry to him.

then i kept quiet

i slept throughout the plane.

and the food there

eww..

i was asleep until adnan woke me up to look at pictures.

then it was touch down at singapore!

yeahness!

i love you Singapore!

ahah,

reached the airpot.

while waiting for the bus to pick us up.

we went camwhoring.

i was like taking pictures.

ahah.

i am loving it.

with my mount kinabalu friends.

but i missed my family and friends here

(:

the bus ride to school was a quick one.

and i was excited to go home.

my dad fetched me at school.

and home i was heading to!

i reached home and jumped to bed.

i miss my bed

(((:

but then i had to get ready to go for a wedding.

i was tired like hello.

but it is my relative.

so i have to go.

wore a ethinic costume.

i wore my green,

it is like a dress with a cover.

that is why i wore it.

so ya.

lalala.

finished everything around 10 and reached home around 11.30

bathed and went online awhile

then off to bed.

today i woke up at 1.30.

imagine that.

the longest time i have ever woked up.

i have been online since then and finally i have finished writiing my post.

i love all my mount kinabalu friends and i miss our time together.

we shall go out together one day.

go sentosa!

and party!

((((:

oh ya. and only 17 made up the mountain.

the rest did not.

but dont worry.

you guys are still young.

i know you can make it.

i am the oldest girl there.

and this will be my last year to enjoy.

cause next year is my Os.

so ya i am glad i could make it this year

with you guys

it is one thing i will never forget.

ok

will update pics later.

(:

the mountain said take nothing but pictures, leave nothing but footprints.

i am loving it

(:

toodles everyone!

kisses!

it has been great

(:

and somebody tagged "fuck you lala"

well to reply i dont want to.

cause i think you are a disgusting person.

i am so disgusted by you.

eww..

and a coward indeed.

lala*

my lil' cousin. with the same name as my another cousin.ryan haziq (:

i will always be my daddy lil' princess. i love you daddy!

balloon madness!i love flying ballons!take note(:

sisters love forever(;


model wannabe.but will never be,just keep dreaming(:

fcuk my friends.

oh wells.

tomorrow is my mount kinabalu trip.

yes i will miss everyone at home,

and everything at home.

ahah.

somebody spamed my blog.

oh hell to that person.

whatever i do in my life is for me to decide.

you think i dont know the consequences to not covering up.

hello,

well perhaps you dont know shit about my life.

and to tell,

you are making the biggest SIN ever.

god cant even forgive you.

so sad

the SIN that you did was to talk bad about people.

like how lame.

and you dont even have the guts to put your name.

haha.

i shall laugh at you.

instead of being sad and angry.

GET A LIFE CAN?

thanks alot.

hmm..

i have given a thought alot.

friends are sad ass bullshit.

not all.

a few.

i dont need so many friends in my life.

well losing this FRIEND of mine made me realise alot.

thanks 'friend'

this so called 'friend' of mine.

used to be hated by everyone.

except me.

and so i became her friend,

and everyone hated me.

how lame.

then soon people started to like her.

this is their 'last' year together.

looks like my friend is aiming to go ITE

so sad.

i am to be forgotton.

cause i am not in the same class.

well listen to this 'friend'

the spamming may not be done by you,

but may be done by your friend.

well wake up!

no one likes you,

they call you names behind your back.

now i am telling you cause I DONT LIKE YOU.

you may say i act cute or whatever shit.

well whatev.

i am happy for who i am and what i am doing.

at least i realise that i am not that pretty to doll up.

so wtf.

get your own life and all the BEST!

ahah.

ok i am not angry or whatsoever.

i have no time for this bullshit.

i am just glad that i made an enemy.

but it wasn't my fault.

so hell yea!

i am leaving!

tomorrow

:'(

much missed already.

so yeah.

thats all.

love,

lala*

bored to hell

the hols have just started and it feels the same as normal school days.

so boring.

plus i still have to go to school for extra classes.

and mount kinabalu training.

but.....

I AM GOING MOUNT KINABALU NEXT WEEK!

the tension is here.

i am super duper scared.

but i love my fellow mount k people.

peyn,juliana,grace,nasriah,lenny and many other people,

this is only the girls!

muahaha!

i love you crazy fellows!

today training.

we walked from school to sembawang park!

SEMBAWANG PARK MIND YOU!

imagine the HEAT, the STRAIN from the 6 kg load.

omigosh.

i nearly died.

serious.

then went home i ate.

i was super hungry.

and i slept

i was suppose to go to sandral house.

but i guess i was too tired.

ahah.

sorry sandral

(:

ok i have to make alot of plans.

alot of people to go out with.

tralala.

i must make it as soon as i come back from mount k.

haha..

ok i want to watch chinese show.

todles everyone!

kisses!

love

lala*

fuck.

fuck

lazy to update.

write a long bloody post.

then mummy go and use the com.

all gone.

so wait till i have the mood to type.

i am sick.

thats all.

love.

today post is about love.

i suddenly thought of it.

so going to talk about it ok.

hmm..

someone told me "dont say love ya unless you really mean it."

the words has put me into deep thoughts.

the person is apparently not my boyfriend.

but come to think of it.

i say love ya to everybody.

maybe what he thinks about love is different from what i think.

i think that i love everyone in the world.

so i say i love you to everyone.

and guys have a different thinking about love.

love is between a boyfriend and a girlfriend to them.

oh wells.

now i know and i shall do what i think is right.

correct?

today suppose to go out.

but cancel.

its ok girls.

another day.

hmm..

i got roxy razorback.

and socks.

coolness.

and a butterfly ring.

mummy is so sweet yesterday.

she bought that for me

(:

ahah.

i love ya mummy!

ok got to slack at home and watch harry potter!

i love daniel radclifee!

kisses!

love everyone in the whole wide world!

lala*

mid year exams results.

oh wells.

today was back to school.

total lameness.

fearing of getting results.

but what the hell.

have to face it sooner or later.

so true right.

but i decided not to tell my daddy the results.

cause my sister did badly.

actually not bad lah.

O'level is definitely more difficult then N' level right?

so we cant compare much about the results.

oh well i think that my sister did well.

and definitely her best.

and anyways.

i cant brag about my results.

they are not as expected.

haiyoh.

ok here are the results.

the two best subjects are......

MATHS AND COMBINED SCIENCE!

thats all.

okok the results.

English: 57%

Malay: 59%

combined Science: 71% [2nd in class][ahaha]

combined Humans: 52%

POA: 62%

Maths: 70%

yup

thats all.

i dont know whether the report book will show results like this..

total shitness right.

if i calculate for N'level it will be 8

and my aim is to get 5

still a long way to go.

but i know i can make it.

i just have to persevere.

and do better.

hmm...

mount kinabalu training schdule is out.

next monday have training.

and 5 more trainings to go.

till the actual day that i leave

thats all that i have to post today.

haha.

ok.

toodles!

lala*

wacky pictures and today

tasha posing. ahah. coolness.

a sign that we thought was cool. it was mind your ass. instead of your head. (:

our retardeness in the bus.

we love each other. and our friendship will last forever!




kawaii neh!
total crazyness/


lala loves tasha!
lala posing.




friends forever!

our reflection!

haha. us with cutie victoria and hottie celeste! woohoo!(:

togetherness.
ahah. so well you have seen the photos.i shall then talk about today then.i went out with my lond missed lesbian.tashakeira!and my sis and abang nazlie lahahah.we went to eat at kfc.
and went to walk to heeren to take neoprints.ahah.coolie neoprints.and guess who we bumped into.hot chicks!ahah.it was celeste.and her friend victoria
then we took neoprint and i and tasha had to leave early.so we left.and we became camwhore suddenly.haha.tasha was like loud man!we were in total madness!haha!but it was fun though.
so then went home.went swimming with alot of kids.as per normal i am the babysister.then went home.
now there are guests at my house.they are sleeping over.lameness.i so miss my room.without it i am nothing.and daddy is like asking us to wear long pants and t-shirt.boring.ok lah.thats all.got to go entertain.
toodles everyone!love cha!
lala*

MYEs O-V-E-R

mid year exams are so over.

today last paper math!

it was ok i guess.

i knew all the formulas.

ahah..

ok got to make plans.

quick.

next month are the hols.

and i will be home till next tuesday.

and friday.

ahaha.

long break man.

woohoo!!!

oh wells i want to go out.

do what i do best.

shopping,watching movies,

just being mad and having fun!

tralala.

i am so i dont know what to say.

nasri asked me again

and i keep giving the same answer.

it will not change till somehow or rather my life change.

i am so tired.

i know that i cant commit to relationships now.

i have plans.

i dont know.

my plans for this year.

to conquer mount kinabalu.

to pass my n'level with hopefully less then 5 points

and go shopping.

and take ice skating lessons.

and work.

and the last thing is to look for a boyfriend.

nasri.

i am sorry i dissapoint you.

but i cant make any decisions now.

cause i dont know what is going to happen this year.

if you have found someone that you really like.

besides me

go for it.

i may regret.

i may not.

but seeing my friend happy is what i want to do.

oh wells.

am tired.

i cant possibly think about this after exams.

it is like total suicide.

i want to enjoy.

and have fun.

as well as to study.

tomorrow might go out with tasha.

hopefully.

i miss that girl

alot!

ahah.

and i have to go out with alot of people.

once the remedial schedule is out.

i so want to plan my june hols.

till then.

toodles everyone!

lala*

last day!

woohoo!!!

tomorrow is the last day of mid year exams!!!

lalalalala!!

i am super glad!

ahah.

oh wells nothing is happening to my life now.

kinda boring.

i cant wait for the start of training back

oh ya speaking of that i haven been training for so many days.

die!

well cant wait for dance also.

i want to dancE!

so badly i could almost die.

today had physics test.

die!

surely mati!

ahah.

actually i think i can pass.

but just average.

thats all luh.

and it will so bring my chemistry marks down.

so lame.

so cool.

whatever!

ahah.

from i'm not stupid 2

(:

okok,

last night slept late.

talked to nasri.

it has been a long time since i had night talks with him

i remember we used to date and i used the phone.

so i purposely slept outside.

ahah.

miss that times luh.

calling boyfriend.

ahah.

anyone can call me on the phone.

my mummy asked me to activate my free incoming.

so yeah.

call to chat ok.

ahah.

i miss MASTURA!

and KAK MARIA!

so badly.

i want to tickle mastura and i want to chat with kak maria!

ahah.

i am mad.

i am sorry tasha!

the other post i was angry.

but chicken mcnugget dont mean anything.

i swear.

i wanted to eat that at that time.

ahah.

and i thought of chicken.

i am SORRY!

i love you loadies!!!

we'll hang out one day together.

just the two of us.

i promise

(:

i want chocolates!!!!!

i want to eat melted chocolates!!!

yummy,

hmm...

ok lah.

thats all for now!

toodles!

kisses!

love everyone in the world!

lala*

mid year exams

oh wells.

malay paper,

english paper,

social studies,

geography,

Principal Of Accounts Paper 1

&

Chemistry.

all finished.

done.

kaarpish!

next week will be the last week and i will be so glad that it is over

(:

lalalala.

today was chem

i think it is going to be easier then physics.

although i haven take my physics paper yet i can imagine the paper.

it will be like whoa!

shitness.

well i and tasha are ok.

but i feel that you are giving me a cold shoulder.

you dont call me anymore

you dont share anymore things with me.

i miss knowing everything about you.

do call me when you have the time ok.

hmm...

what shall i talk about.

mummy is still cold to me.

cause of my brother.

but what the heck i did nothing wrong.

oh wells.

shitness in life.

yeah2.

ok well that is all.

i seriously dont know what to type.

ahah.

love cha people!

kisses!

lala*

hello?

this whole bloody chicken post is for NATASHAKEIRA!

ok i am not scolding you or anything.

and chicken macnugget i dont want to quarrel with you

whatever you listen to amelea you can listen cause it is true.

i did not call you a bitch however.

i said that you are beginning to look like one,

dont you think so?

amelea agrees with me ok.

i dont know what she tell you ok.

whatever she want to say she say lah.

look yourself in the mirror and ask.

i love the way you look.

until everything became short with dangling earrings and nail polish.

you never did defy school rules till now

i dont know what changed you.

i wanted to confront you,

not confront lah, talk.

but somehow or rather i was afraid to do it.

i am scared to make you cry.

me scared of you?

so wrong.

i was never scared of you till now.

so you want to hate me or whatever i dont mind.

cause my conscience is clear.

i had no bad intentions or whatsoever,

only fana knows.

so i hope you read this and come talk to me.

if there is any doubts.

i wont talk to you for the time being.

knowing that you think that i think that you are a 'bitch'

sorry.

i have to study now.

i got to study hard.

tomorrow is geography and social studies.

i am so dead.

D-E-A-D!

toodles!

hate my life

just go away lah.

what the fuck.

i know lah i am mean and everything.

i hate your son.

whatever lah.

do what you want to do.

pamper him.

do what he tells you to do.

he is 'SMALL'

and i am a big dummy.

i am stupid ok.

i scold your son always.

must talk to him 'NICELY'

he is a baby.

i shall go away silently lah

ISAAC IS EVERYTHING!

I AM JUST A PIECE OF SHIT!

from now on i shall not talk.

FUCK EVERYTHING!

update.

firstly sorry to shaiful.

i could go back with you.

but last minute cannot.

cause my mum called up and asked to go for lunch.

sorry.

sorry to bloggies.

i have not been updating.

especially kak maria!

love cha!

i have been caught up.

with mount kinabalu training.

and dance (:

i miss dancing so badly.

so mid year starts today.

the challenge also starts.

i have to pass my mid year.

i just have to.

ok relax.

i am so tired luh

:(

i miss this person.

but i dont know whether she misses me.

haiz.

oh wells.

damn stress already.

dont want to make myself more stress.

well just waiting for mid year to end.

the last paper is on the 11th may.

thank god.

yesterday was fun!

fana,nurul & iena was at my home.

i was studying together with fana and iena.

nurul was just watching tv.

ahah.

they went back around 7.30

only fana went back earlier.

then i and fana hid iena's and nurul's shoes.

mean

(:

they panick.

ahahaha.

embarrased.

ok i dont know what to say already.

wont be using the com always.

now i got to study ok people.

take care.

<3

kisses!

lala*

sorry.

hey to shaiful.

this is for you ar.

read this whole paragraph.

i am sorry.

real sorry.

i thought you were angry at me.

so you did not wait for me or reply my messages,

i am real sorry.

i never forget friends

evertime i want to go back with you i have something on.

i am sorry.

please dont angry with me and reply my messages.

when i am free i will go back with you.

now cannot

got alot of remedials and tests.

then my prelims are coming real soon.

hope you understand kk.

(:

today had mount k training again.

damn tired luh.

NAZIRUL NOT IN MY GROUP!!!!

argh.

then no one help me next time.

never mind ok nazirul

i still can bully you after training ahah.

he is so SWEET!

he sent me to outside my guardhouse.

(:

then he walk home himself.

so sad

):

during our walk home.

me,fana,raviin and him lah.

fana very funny!!

ahaha.

got cockroach on her shirt.

then she like screaming like mad like that.

it was disgusting.

really.

i also screamed!

funny right?

then as per normal our friend.

the raviin bully us.

ok thats all.

my legs were wobbling just now.

but now it is fine.

my right knee!

is weak man!

after the fall.

like how lame

and tomorrow have napha test!

yayness!

half day!

till 11.

then go meet auntie watch movie!

coolness!

(:

toodles everyone!

love cha loads!

muacks!

AND TIARA!
I HOPE YOU READ THIS!
I AM NO LONGER ANGRY WITH YOU!
YAYNESS!

AM SORRY!

yeah and my condolences to your mummy.

but you and sharen must be strong ok.

love cha!

lala*