Friday, October 14, 2005

11th month anniversary/

this is so called my saddest day.
11th month anniversary.
and i am not with him.
haiz.
he said that if he blames me also what is the use.
so i guess i am to be blamed.
i am the girl that everyone hates.
my chest hurts.
i am sick.
no one hears my sorrow.
i am sorry.
that is all i can say.
i know it is always my fault.
what you said made me cry and has hurt me deeply.
but i know it is my fault.
sorry.
now i am stupidly thinking of stupid things.
this is so shit.
shit.
i just want to cry.

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