malay n' level oral

well shitness.

today was malay oral

it was ok.

but it was seriously tough.

glad that is over.

so i can announce...

MY N' LEVEL ORALS ARE SO O-V-E-RRRRRR!!!

yipeee!!

ok prelims starts next week.

but...

i am not prepared.

so shit..

this friday.

to those who wants to know.

I AM DANCING!

for BALLET UNDER THE STARS, at FORT CANNING.

those who wants to go must BOOK the TICKETS, at SISTIC.

the amount you have to pay is about $20 bucks.

the date is 28th July 2006!

ok.

but not forcing anyone.

i mean those who want to go,

and don't be late.

cause my performance is the opening performance.

so yeah.

i had to miss dance today cause of oral.

shitness.

all that nervousness made me tired.

therefore,

my mummy won't let me go.

i so have to catch up on wednesday.

someone help me.

i have not been having enough sleep.

and i am super tired.

friends have been like that.

everyone seems ok.

and i don't want hurt my friends again

so i shall just follow what they do.

and that makes me feel like a total loser.

which apparently i am.

after all that has happened.

i do have alot of friends.

but i don't feel like i have.

i am confused myself actually.

what a sore loser i am.

oh wells.

i just let the days pass.

and if i am without friends,

be it.

i am just thankful for those who have been there for me.

that is all.

oh well.

now i want to sink on the sofa and take a break while drinking root beer.

then off to studies.

toodles.

kisses.

love

lala*