Yesterday night.

Yesterday night i felt so lost. I felt that i did not know myself. I was watching tv till 10. Then my mum came home. Did not expect her to come back so early man. Well then i went to greet her then i went to my room. I had not finished my homework. I had to finish it that night. So i cried. Then i could not even call him at night. Cause my stupid brother said that i 'always' call him and he 'always' come here. But it is not true. I have not seen him like for nearly 1 week. I have not called him. Maybe for 5 minutes yes. So my mum believed him and brought the telephone in. She dont trust me no more. I was heartbroken. No one could feel what i was feeling. I cried almost the whole night. No one knew. I messaged him. There was a few vulgarities. I was angry with my brother then. I was so stressed. I am so stressed. I dont know what to do anymore. I have been sleeping late this few days. I have been crying in my sleep. I may look happy in school but behind the smile, my heart was not really mended. Haiz. Now he calls me but i reject him cause he did not reply my messages yesterday. I dont know what to do anymore.


Amelea and all the 3/8 girls are going to Karimun tomorrow. I am so going to be lonely. Haiz. I am so sad now. I dont know what to say already. But all the 3/8 students. Good luck there. Take care. I cant wait to see you guys next monday. I wont forget you and i hope you wont forget me.


That's all for now. Bye.


Aqilah Oreth :'(