excited for o levels or hari raya?

Its 2 days to hari raya
and 1 week to O levels
i'm not looking foward towards hari raya this year
the excitement that i usually have when hari raya is coming is gone

i'm not excited to wearing new clothes,
to get hang bao money,
to eat nice cookies.
nothing

i just want my o'levels to finish
13th november is the day i can dance and jump around
feeling relieve of all my greatest fears that is exams

though i don't know what path i'm choosing after the o's,
lets just take one thing at a time

feeling kinda stressed out right now while typing this
just feel like crying out
i feel that time is running out for me
time to do many things
sigh
sounds depressing huh?
kinda.

i'm stressed till i can hardly breathe
just hope that bronchitis won't start again
cause that is the last thing i want before o's
bleahs

after today,
1 day left only to fast
and i think i gained weight instead of losing weight
weird right?
during the fasting month?

oh wellss
boring and short post.
i miss my old life.
dancing, not worrying so much
i guess that'll only happened after o's

take care all
and the n's and PSLE are over
unfair-ness
most of the school EOYs are also over
while i'm still cracking my brain for o's

oh someone shoot me