major papers are over

its thursday, 31st August
finally.
i swear i've been wanting for this day to come
where all my major papers are over.
-dances arounds

but,
sadly,
i'm not going to do so well.
sigh
POA!!
-grrr
i cried after that paper can
felt so disappointed in myself cause i totally blanked out.

prelims are reallly difficult this time,
i either had no time, or had no idea what to write
damn loser right?
crapness

anyway,
sissy's birthday.
i mean sister birthday was passed yesterday!
hoho.
she's 18 now.
bleahs,
and i'm still 16
Emilyza's birthday was on the same day
and she's now the same age as me.
oh why not december come first!
unfairness!

a big shout out to LIYANA ORETH!
for her big 18th birthday,
she can watch M18, but 4D, buy cigarettes
of course she won't to that luh!
and to EMILYZA!
for her sweet 16th birthday
major age for the both of them huh.

i'm dead tired now.
have been squeezing my brains for the last few days.
rest time now!
loooonnnnggggg holidays.
at least to me.
1 fantastic week of sleepp...
zzzzzz...

lame
but i still have 1 paper though.
when school reopens
Science Paper 1

daddy went to jakarta,
hope he had fun
and tasha's daddy has left for dubai
she's pretty upset
CHEER UP GIRLFRIEND!
i know how it feels
with daddy not being around you
although mine come back only on the weekends,
i also hoped for him to be at home everyday
so chill!
call me if you need someone to talk to ok?
i'll always be there for you
[:

teacherss' day tomorrow
can anyone spell boring
cause the sec 4s and 5s will definitely be bored
-bleahs
cause we don't get to see the concert
i hope they like what i'm giving them
chocolates this year!
made all by me, ella, kak liyana, mummy and auntie yenny!
hoho

i miss dance terribly
i just wish,
i could go back to dance
and dance all my troubles away
sigh

have you ever wondered what i'm going to be like in the future?
just random thinking
i don't know what i want to be in the future too
i just want to achieve me goals.
that is....
-get a good job
-get settled down
-get married
-have kids
-have fun!
but yeah
just thinking

and i still have the urge to have flying ballons around me!
and i have a pink bear
but i want to buy a panda bear
and i want to buy a dress!
lol

ok then.
damn freaking tired
toodles all
[[:

p.s [[yingjia, we'll chat soon yeah babe!]]