major papers are over

its thursday, 31st August
finally.
i swear i've been wanting for this day to come
where all my major papers are over.
-dances arounds

but,
sadly,
i'm not going to do so well.
sigh
POA!!
-grrr
i cried after that paper can
felt so disappointed in myself cause i totally blanked out.

prelims are reallly difficult this time,
i either had no time, or had no idea what to write
damn loser right?
crapness

anyway,
sissy's birthday.
i mean sister birthday was passed yesterday!
hoho.
she's 18 now.
bleahs,
and i'm still 16
Emilyza's birthday was on the same day
and she's now the same age as me.
oh why not december come first!
unfairness!

a big shout out to LIYANA ORETH!
for her big 18th birthday,
she can watch M18, but 4D, buy cigarettes
of course she won't to that luh!
and to EMILYZA!
for her sweet 16th birthday
major age for the both of them huh.

i'm dead tired now.
have been squeezing my brains for the last few days.
rest time now!
loooonnnnggggg holidays.
at least to me.
1 fantastic week of sleepp...
zzzzzz...

lame
but i still have 1 paper though.
when school reopens
Science Paper 1

daddy went to jakarta,
hope he had fun
and tasha's daddy has left for dubai
she's pretty upset
CHEER UP GIRLFRIEND!
i know how it feels
with daddy not being around you
although mine come back only on the weekends,
i also hoped for him to be at home everyday
so chill!
call me if you need someone to talk to ok?
i'll always be there for you
[:

teacherss' day tomorrow
can anyone spell boring
cause the sec 4s and 5s will definitely be bored
-bleahs
cause we don't get to see the concert
i hope they like what i'm giving them
chocolates this year!
made all by me, ella, kak liyana, mummy and auntie yenny!
hoho

i miss dance terribly
i just wish,
i could go back to dance
and dance all my troubles away
sigh

have you ever wondered what i'm going to be like in the future?
just random thinking
i don't know what i want to be in the future too
i just want to achieve me goals.
that is....
-get a good job
-get settled down
-get married
-have kids
-have fun!
but yeah
just thinking

and i still have the urge to have flying ballons around me!
and i have a pink bear
but i want to buy a panda bear
and i want to buy a dress!
lol

ok then.
damn freaking tired
toodles all
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p.s [[yingjia, we'll chat soon yeah babe!]]

TGIF

its friday,
i hope i get to rest well

whole week has been tiring
with all the never-ending schoolwork,
plus remedials.
its tiring.

oh wells.
i've been persevering reminding myself that it is the big o' levels
its the last lap of my secondary life and hopefully,
i can leave the school with good results

"persevere,
jia you aqilah,
you can do it"

this is what i've been telling myself,
i've been trying to understand what teacher teach every single time,
and practising
i hope all this do pay off

prelims: 4 more days
o levels : 1 more month

today weather is cold,
i've been sneezing since yesterday
hope i don't get sick
that's the last thing i would want to happen to me
crucial time

going to maybe see the fireworks today.
cause sis is maybe going to buy a new camera
so yeah

i need tissues
lots of tissues

take care all

and 5/1
all the best for prelims,
we've been together since sec 3
and i'm sure our class would want everyone to do well,
we've made our class proud with the mother tongue results
so lets keep up with our other subjects
and with mdm santha motivating us,
i'm sure we'll do it!
*mdm santha gave us lollipop today,as rewards [:

toodles!

pocket full of poises

SENTOSA WITH FAMILY

i was trying to do the split on the beach


the nicer picture of the cartwheel.tralala








peace y'all.welcome to my castle.that is a mini one.
in the making


bonded by blood.oreth[[:



the one who always stands by my side
















hello y'alli'm not that pretty anymorepimple face girl is my middle name

that's all folks.and i got a B4 for my malaypretty ok for a girl like mewho don't score for malaywas jumping around for getting B4weird actuallybut seeing other people,make me sad.and don't feel so happy luh went to Pizza hut with besties,faezah,nanasa and fana.its nice being around themjust love their presence.won'tmake me so sad. prelims: 1 week timemug hard!but i don't have to take malay anymoregoodbye malay!you're gonei don't need you no more.blueckS!!! i want flying ballons]]: fly,fly,fly!

back to school tomorrow

i can't believe the long weekend is over
oh why time has to pass so fasT?

results tomorrow
for malay
although i sucked at malay,
i hope i can do well
then 1 subject down,
5 to go.
*cross fingers*

anyway,
weekends with daddy.

went to Sentosa.
been a long time since we went there.
made sandcastles.
thanks to the mould daddy bought.
it was pretty much like a castle.
how i wish it was that easy to build a castle.

then as usual,
we'll take the monorail to go down to vivocity
due to the member cards that we all have,
so we got in Sentosa free and went to vivo free.

vivocity is still the same
but there's the sale going on
and many pretty cheap things.
but must refrain from buying
i intend to safe my pocket money and use some to buy a few IMPORTANT things.
lalalala

got a turqoise tube top however,
to match with my turqoise pants
but of course i'm using it with my 'i love dance' jacket

today,
went to vivo in the morning again
cause i left something at 'gloria jeans' cafe.
i don't know if it was my fault also
but it seems like it.

then went to a wedding.
quite boring,
but met a few of my relatives whom i don't even know
so it was ok
alya and ilhan are the cutest thing ever.
they both have this chinese face that is so fair
and ilhan even looks like chinese
cause of his eyes
super nice

then back home,
i hope tomorrow will come slowly
so i'll have plenty of rest
i only slept at around 5?
shitness right?"
and i'm having a headache now
gosh.

got to go
al ameen for a drink
will update soon

toodles

NDP 2007 pictures


i love fake tattos



pictures speaks a thousand words


LALA's BIRTHDAY







don't you think she is adorable and i'm not.

i love pink ballons.i would prefer it flying actuallyi crave for a flying ballon now:[




















bleahs



everything's so wrong

I LOVE ALYA

I LOVE ILHAN!

happy holidays

its the school holidays today.
going to mug hard today.

yesterday was terrible.
with the crowd at the padang all
it was havoc
quite hot
and stuffy
and people pushing

the worse part was daddy was not there
because batam don't have holidays
sadly
but he's coming back tonight
to watch ghost whisperer with me

sis is in school now,
brother with cousins
daddy at work
so it's pretty much mummy and me left
and mummy watched a scary malay show
gosh
i hate scary malay shows
they'll scare you off your seat

thanks tasha
for everything
you were so concern towards me
asking how i am and all
thanks alot
i know a million thanks won't express my gratitude towards you
but thanks

and to my other 3 besties,
Farhannah,Faezah, Anansa,
thanks alot
you're the best friends anyone could ever had
you girls are always trying to cheer me up
doing stuffs that we usually do to cheer me up
all the stupid stuffs we do will never be forgotten

and to khairuddin
who tried to make things better
you're the closest to zach,
so do take care of him

ok
thanks to the whole world
for making this place a better place for me

ok i'm so going to study
first major papers for prelims is physics!
then geography
mug,mug,mug

toodles all
happy school holidays

i can update

thank god for my sister's laptop that i can update.

blogger is kinda irritating

but oh wellss



recent happenings in my life

not good at all

don't want to go into much details.

but i did something really wrong



i realised that in time of need,

i really need people to be around me and talking to me

i use to keep everything to myself,

and its really everything

but telling someone my problems,

may make me feel so much better



i'm thankful that i have a nice and loving family

the oreths.

they make me know the dos' and the donts'

and telling me what is right and wrong

and guiding me throughout the way

although i had some conflicts with mummy,

i don't blame her

cause i know i'm in thewrong

and i'm sorry if i have hurt your feelings mummy

i truly am



and to daddy

who is disappointed in me

for not being more open towards him

i'm afraid that anything i say would be wrong

but daddy said that i could talk to him

for anything

and even if i have a boyfriend

daddy knows about Zach and all

yeah

and we broke up

that's the story cut short



and not to forget my siblings

who got scoldingbecause of me

thanks

you guys are the greatest

[[:



i know posting in the blog is like total crap

but i've said sorry

and i want to make sure everything would be alright

and i want to gain my parent's trust + make them proud by doing well for my o levels

this post is just to remind me of the things that happen and should not be reapeated because i do read my old posts.

so yeah



today

had national day celebrations in school

wasn't much of the mood to celebrate it

had speech day

i am one of the so called 'non-academic prize winners'

got a trophy for modern dance SYF

school has too much money to spare



but nevertheless,

congrats on those who received 'academic awards'

firstly to my 3 besties

fana, 3rd in standard for N levels,

anansa, english

faezah, malay

i'm proud of you guys

i really am



and to Superman[herbin koh puey teck. LOL],

who got first in standard, scholar and i think he has another one

and chinese boy [Khairuddin Azman],

who got english and mr azman was so proud of him



to kenzi ong,

for getting first in standard,



to all the N' level winners,

Eric tan, Leong, Nacha, Rui Ying, Gayatheri, Ting Yuan, Yu Jie, Thinesh and another guy who always disturbs me



basically.

CONGRATS TO ALL PRIZE WINNERS TODAY!!



after school,

went to take my so called HARRY POTTER HAMPER

from LIME

worth

$185

guess what was the content?

shirt that is ultra big, a cap, a notebook,

and a poster of voldermort that is super scary

grrr

but it's free

and it's the first time i actually won something

so yayness to that



national day tomorrow,

plans,

i don't know what are the plans

but for sure,

i'm going to wear red and white tomorrow

and sis has to take pictures

for her NAFA homework

its midnight now,

brand new day to lookfoward too

goodnight everyone

have the sweetest dream ever

and know that you're always loved by someone in this world out there

and i made new nice friends to chat with

yay!

ying jia and selena

nice people

toodles all

happy birthday singapore!!

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