Sorry :'(

Well today school as per normal..Went to the interchange with him..Then took the 912 myself..All alone..

Today suppose to see him play soccer..Actually can..Then after that my mummy angry and she did not let me go..So i did not go and went to sleep..I am damn stupid i think..Haiz..That will be a long story..I just want to keep today entry short..

He is going tomorrow :'( He might not come school..Tomorrow is my speech day..We finish early..But i have to attend the speech day..Haiz..I dont want him to go..But i want him to go there and enjoy himself instead of thinking about me only..I want him to de-stress himself..So it is better if he go..

Take care yeah darling..Going to miss you alot..But i want you to know that i really love you alot okies..

Lots of love,
Princess lala

Closer look on my results..Not very well done..Did not focus enough..Especially english..Aiming to do better than this..

Lonely Day :'(

Me at home feeling lonely...

Thanks kak yana for telling me what is right and wrong..I dont know whether i making sacrifices or not..But you can see that i am not calling him no more..He does not have a hp..I can hardly talk to him..So the only time we talk is when we he sents me home..I dont want him to always sent me home all the way up..But only when we go up then we really talk..If not we hardly speak..

Since my mum told me not to go back with him i wont at all..Not trying to go against my mother..But why must he always just sent me down and go back..It is a waste of time right...I would rather want him to stay at home and rest..Not trying to ask pity or anything while saying this..It's been a long time since i went back alone..Today was like i sat in the bus with my darling Tasha..Ya..She kept me company..But when going up the lift and walking home alone..Felt like..Its been thousand of years since i walk home alone..It felt so different without him..

I miss him alot..Yes i do..He is sick..Hope he will recover fast enough..He will be out of town this Friday to Sunday..And me..I cant spent time with him also this next two days..Haiz...Got to go study or something like that..Take care yeah ppl..Especially the modern dance ppl..Dont you guys ever get sick for the next two weeks...


Lots of love,
Depressed Aqilah

Lost sheep....

Today i am like so freaking tired..Wait..I am always tired..

Well today had modern dance...As usual..Forever scolding and all that stuff..We might get our costume next week...Yeahs...You know what..My SYF is like two freaking weeks away and we are not even close to perfect...Haiz..I will put my full effort to the dance..I am so freaking tired..But i just have to do it..On the actual day that is on the 14..We have to be in school by 6..Imagine what time i have to wake up..Gosh.That is just super early..

Today tasha hurt her leg..Oh man..That stupid Shaun...Hate him..Whatever..Well darling..Take care of your leg okies..It will heal...Just need time to recover..Dont cry okies..

Just now...My mum called..She said he is always coming here..I guess my moronic bro told her..Haiz..I think i will not go back with him anymore..Haiz..I am making too many sacrifices i think..Haiz..Never mind..Whatever makes my mum happy..

Got to go sleep already..Got test also no mood to study..Bye..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Lala :'(

Missing him like mad..

Well today was ok..Woke up at 9 as my baby called..Then i called him back..Damn i miss him loads..He called when i having my lunch and told me that he was going to Melaka..Oh man..Going to miss him like mad..

Today we set out at 10.30..Went to Sembawang as my sis had to take pictures of flowers..And the place there has loads of Bungalows and i was like so freaking interested to see..All the bungalows there were nice execpt that it is not convinient..

Then after taking pictures we went to Suntec City..We ate there and went shopping..My sis and i was like talking about my trip to USA..She told me that she is freakingly going to miss me like hell when i am gone for 2 weeks..She wants to go out with me before i go together with a few friends..Like a farewell party... I am sad..I dont want to go..I am going to miss my sis and definitely my darling..And also my mummy..But the thing is that i want to travel..I want to feel what it is like to take the plane again..I want to see my new baby cousin..I want to shop there..I want to see the interesting places there..I want all this..That is why i have to sacrifice..Haiz..I am definitely gonna go..

My darling is going on the 1st April..I am so going to miss him..I dont know how long he will be gone but i hope it is not long..

Tomorrow is Princess Tasha's birthday..Well Happy Advanced Birthday darling...Sorry i write first cause i scared tomorrow i cannot use the com..Well just wanna wish you good luck in your life..And remember you are 15...But dont change..Cause i like the Tasha that i know now..I dont want any changes in her..Yups..That's all..

Well to my kor kor Leong Kiat..It does not matter that you failed your eng..You still have time to buck up..Now you sick..Take this opportunity to get lots of rest and dont think about anything..You can do it..I have faith in you..

I got to go already...Got to watch tv with my family..Till next time i blog..Take care people..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Aqilah

Today..

Well today was a terrible day..I was like super tired...I slept during geography and POA..I was not only tired..I was having headache throughout the day..Just now we had modern dance and i was like forcing myself to dance..I really did not have the mood..All the modern dance ppl know that i was scared of Boogeyman..Well just heard from Jolene that she is enjoying modern dance..Well glad to hear it as that is the only time where we are together and we will have loads of fun dancing..

Tomorrow is sports day..Yeah..No school..I am going to run..Haiz..Leg pain..Dont feel like running..But i guess no choice..Just run..

Today he sent me home..He was with me till 7.30..I went to the interchange late..Sorry baby... :) I miss you loads...

Got to go already..I want to go watch tv..Bye everybody..Love ya guys loads...Muacks..Nites..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Aqilah

Update

Well yesterday wanted to blog but my sis had to use the com.So now i am here on the com..

Yesterday was tiring..I went out at 2..Did my new ezlink card...Went to my grandma house around 3.30..Stayed there for awhile..Clean up and talk to her..She look so sick..Then after that we went to Orchard to buy ballon and sweets..Yup..We went to Party With Us at Centrepoint...That place is super cool..From there we went to my mother's workplace to put the ballon and then me and my sis went to Orchard again to meet up with Tasha..She bought a new Roxy Wallet..That is red and it cost her $39..But she was sad to part with her money..But it was her birthday money so what the heck..Once in a lifetime you celebrate your birthday..So you made a good choice Tasha Darling..Hehe..

On Thursday i went out with him..Yeah..We spent nearly the whole day together..We watched a stupid show that is Boogeyman..Damn it was scary..Half the time i had my eyes closed..Then we went to walk2 at Esplanade..Until around 7.45 with Sandral..We reached home around 8.45 and he and Abang Nazlie was outside my house till 10..I was so happy that i could spent time with him..But he hurt his back..He could not sleep on that day and no one was at home..

Now me at home..Thinking about him..Last night i hardly contact him and i dont know what is his condition now..Last night i could not really sleep thinking about him...How i wish he was here with me now...Just now he called me..But i never pick up..Shit me..What was i doing..Oh well...

Later i going out to Alya birthday party..She is the cutest thing on Earth..She is turning one..But it is just her party today..Her real birthday is on the 23rd..So happy advanced birthday Alya..

I got to go already..I miss him alot..Haiz..Bye..Take care..Enjoy your holidays..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Aqilah

Modern Dance

Today had modern dance and my whole body is like super pain...Then some more bumped into Hidzir..Today my group that is Tasha,Sulaztry,Elizabeth,Hidzir,Shaun and me was like super shit..We change so many things and our dance step is like whoa...Nice but there is lots of strecthing and my thigh and hand hurts alot..

Went home and i ate and then bath...I am like super tired but i slept for 10 mins..Now got headache..But i am going out later..

I miss him alot..I dont know what he is doing now..I dont know how is he..Haiz..I guess i have to think that he is ok..Just now Amelea and Tasha saw him..So i think he is ok...

Well i got to go get ready already..


And yah..Happy Birthday to Abang Raez,Leong Kor Kor and my darling Grandma..Best wishes to all of you..Take care..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Aqilah

Me and him

Me and Sis!!

Me at 4..

Me and Amy...Are we cute or what.. Hehe :)

My darling daddy and brother at a wedding!!

Friends Forever..Was at our friend BBQ...

Me and myself in my room!!

Today..

Well today had modern dance at 2...I woke up around 10..Felt tired though cause i think i slept at 2 talking to my darling..Hehe..

Finish modern dance at 5.10..Met him at interchange..Today was our anniversary..Hehe :)

Now just feeling tired and sleepy and my body hurts alot..

Holidays are just too boring..Got headache now..

Got to go already..Later daddy will scold..

Happy Anniversary Darling..Love ya lots..Take care of yourself okies..Muacks!

And oh ya..I envy my cousin..My mother bought for her Princess Wallet and Pencil Box..Argh!! I want also..Hehe..Save money i guess..

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Aqilah

Next week plan..

Today went out with my parents and my darling went out with his friend...Nothing much happen..I was jogging at night with my cousin and my sister..My left leg hurts now but what the heck..It is always weak..I dont like..

Next week events are...
Monday-Modern Dance 2-5pm.. The rest of the day will be with my parents..
Tuesday-Modern Dance 8-11am..The rest of the day with be with my parents..
Wednesday-Cuzzie's Michelle Birthday at a rock climbing place..
Thursady-Go out with him..
Friday-Go to Nurul's house..
Saturday-Alya's birthday
Sunday-Family Day

Well that is all..And i cant meet him till we go out on Thursday..Well missing him like crazy..


Take care yeah people..Happy Holidays..

Hugs and Kisses,
Princess Aqilah

Common Test

Well the results are out..I failed my geography..I dont know my english.But i know that i did not do well..I got 36/40 for maths..13 for physics (i barely passed)..15/23 for social studies...18/25 for chemistry..40/50 for POA and 29/50 for malay..Well not very good huh...

My life is as normal..Still having my modern dance and guess what colour costume i am wearing?? PINK!! Hehe :) The costume is damn nice..I will be having my SYF on 14 April..Wish me good luck yeah! Hehe..

Sec 3 life is quite stressed up as the studies is harder..Hehe..Now everyday got headache and i am tired everyday...But my baby keeps me company..Thanks baby :)

Today had Sports Heat and i think i hurt my leg...It is damn painful..But i think i did ok...Hehe :)

Got to go already...Till next time i update take care ppl..Love ya loads!!

Lots of hugs and kisses,
Princess Aqilah