first day of school

everyone must be wondering how's my first day of school right?
lol
it was great
though the class is not pumped up yet,
i'm sure they'll be
and i got 2 hot babes in class!
like ang-moh like that
feel so inferior

and i'm already feeling that
cause MOST of my classmates got to ECH through JAE
and me, through JPSAE
):
i'm not smart, yes i know, but i'll work hard,
and achieve what i want to do

today,
i have friends named BELLE, LIYANA (there were 2 liyana's), DIAN
and the rest, i don't remember
lol,
i'm trying real hard to remember people's names

but i'm closer to the people from AGAPE ai :D
and also BORZO
definitely!
lol

gahh, i miss secondary school!
bleah
and i have to take english lessons -_-
i know
boring!

i think introduction to child development was ok
and then there was IT thingy, it's an interesting course,
teacher made it boring!
ROFL

and,and
i join the NYAA thingy,
i plan to finish my NYAA, seeing that i got SILVER already
very honourable you know
ahahaha

then i plan to join ICE SKATING
confirm already
ahahaha

i'm abit tired now
i think i'm going to slack then nap!

taggy replies :

JOAN : i miss you too honeyy! and the rest, will try to meet up with you all soon! :D

JIAXIINN : i'll have more crappy talks with you soon! yay! iloveyou cause you know you rock ((:

F LOVVEE : thanks my love, i know what you mean, i'll try to absorb everything that you've thought and told me, and try to move on and look on the brighter side of live. i love you alot, i really do ):

SYADARIENA : I'm in NGEE ANN POLY sayang :D

MARIA : KAK MARIA! I LOVEEE YOU TOOO. giler babi loveeee ((:

ATIQAH : i was there! see, you should be so proud of me. ahahahahaha :D i love you woman!

RAVIIN : yes i must be more childish than i am now, LOL, and what made you think about my name in that manner? like it's AQILAH oreth what? isn't it? lol.

MARIEL : it's my pleasure dearest, it was your birthday! you were princess for the day :D so it was nothing, i love you girllll! :D

ok done and now,
aqilah is a happier girl
HAPPIER ar, not HAPPY,
go figure on what i just said

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

it hurts

is it easy to forget someone?
is it easy to face the fact?
is it painful to know the truth?

i can see what's happening in front of me,
yet i'm not facing it,
but just keep making myself feel lower as usual

oh you suck okay?
thanks alot
pfft
)':

peekture

very the random picture!

i look like this now,

for everyone information

i know its ugly

i was never pretty

school tomorrow!

the day that i never wanted it to come has finally did
school's tomorrow!!!!
so super scary okay?
bleah

so i just came back from Batam
i know you all may think i'm crazy, after camp, go batam
but it was fun, accompanying daddy
:D
he's probably coming back only on Thursday

i got plenty of donuts filled in my stomach
hehe
happy girl
but i'm really tired now
lol

and,and I GOT MY CONVERSE SHOES
any thing striked off from my wishlist :D
and i can wear it to school tomorrow
but till now,
i'm still thinking on what to wear
ahahahaha
oh crappp

i'm too lazy to blog already now
cause the thought of me going to school,
bites me
and i've got this painful cut + ulcer in my mouth!
its shitty and crappy and painful
bleah
dying already
and its giving me the headache!

ok i'll post a longer one tomorrow
and i'm sorry to bestie, she had a performance today
and i didn't attend,
while her other bestie, meaning Faezah and Anansa were there

and MI is making an outing
i know i have alot of schedule
i have alot of different cliques
and when i don't go, they'll think i've forgotten that
sigh
i just hope mummy understands and let me go
now, different cliques, CHR FRIENDS, 5/1 FRIENDS, MI FRIENDS, BORZO FRIENDS, AGAPE AI FRIENDS, and CLASSMATES IN ECH
oh crap
aqilah should clone herself or die
cause she never goes for the outings plan
sighh

i've got to think of what clothes to wear!
zomg
toodles all
nights

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

peektures!

the very tired people! LOL

choo-choo AGAPE ai :D

aww, and we are the AGAPEs!

This is act cute pose! ROFL

and then we played dumb

and then we peace to everyone!

and we slurp noodles! and don't eat them

and then we pretend to wear specs :D

and here is the runway pics, look for me! the BIMBO!

oh look for me! ahaha. cute right all of us?!

and the ted, peet,peed,pood club! LOL
YAY US!

HEY,HEY!!

and that's sums it all
chatting with awesome people!
counting down to midnight with mr midnight!
yay!
i'm having plenty of fun crap talking with people
LOL

and PS, ATIQAH,you're hot!
yay!
a♥/ fallen, _______ says:
kay kay. we're the SUPERHOT MACHO BABES OF NGEE ANN YO! ;D;D;D

and that's what she said, i totally agree!
yay!
got to go,
toodles alll
and i miss all my oots-oots alot!
call you girls soon!
plenty of love and misses from me to you!!!

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

AGAPE (ai) rocksss

HELLO bloggers!
i know my blog has been dry and boring this few days
am i right?
teehee
i'm sorry for disappearing
i was away for camp you see
but then, plenty of people was missed okay?
:D

well, HMS orientation camp was awesome!
it was a 3 day 2 night camp
and i've met awesome people!
i shall not elaborate into the details
cause it'll be boring for our fellow readers
but i know mine is a boring blog already
so whatever.
lol, you can exit if you find this boring aye?

firstly, our group AGAPE won the BEST HOUSEEE!
we were in the lead like for alot!
:D
super happy ok
ok the sub-houses were,
AI :D
LOVE
CINTA
and i'm in ai of course!
teeheee

AI was totally rocking!
the people there are total love,
first friend made was dearest HERLEEN & JAMIE
but i talked to HERLEEN more :D
the clique that i went crazy with was SYAFIQAH, JAMIE, JANEY, SOPHIA, LIFEN & ME :D
they were totally whacked and its like totally normal cause all of us are from ECH!
i'm met new friends though, the rest of the team, they're like 15 of us?
lol, super nicee
i like!

games highlight!
the AMAZING RACE!
we were at SENTOSA & ORCHARD!
we were humiliating ourselves in orchard because of the DANCE we had to do in front of the people there
total embarrasment!
but i was heroine, to get the the 2nd station!
oh thank you,thank you,
i'm so self-praising myself
I SHALL STOP!
lol, i'll never will.
RIGHT AI?
ahah, i miss the people in camp already ):

then the highlight event was of course,
THE CAMPFIRE!
we had to do this runway,
which i'm pretty proud to have been involved in :D
the theme was Ministry of People
and what we did was to give different characteristics ((:
there was,
EMO,
GANGSTER,
PYSCHO,
NERD,
BIMBO,
RICH TAI-TAI,
FAIRY,
BALLERINA,
ACT CUTE,
MASCOT FOR AI :D

so out of this 10 options,
which one do you think i am?
LOL!
AQILAH IS A BIMBO!
i know, so not aqilah
ahahah
but i was for that day, and this morning
and they even have a BIMBO CHEER FOR me
super embarrasing okayy,
pfft
am i a bimbo?
i think i'm damn ugly.
confirm not pretty,
and already dumb
:D

and then, Calista made me join the telematch!
grr, sabo, i got PE leh, i want go!
hopefully we'll win luh
*cross fingers*

and now, i'm abit losing my voice
GO BIMBO ME
lol
:D

and i have a conversation with this lovee of mine
:D
ATIQAH!
the GL who can't swim and is in canoe polo (edited) lol!
pfft
so embarrasing!
LOL
i love you lah okay?
we had a convo
go to her blog and read!
she's under my BESTIES!
lol
go, click atiqah!
i love you alot lah mad woman,
and i can't be a GL, i'll suck at it!
seriously, i think you're the best super hyper active GL!
yay to that :D
you rock woman!!!

ok, lets get down to serious business!
ROFL, kidding!
but seriously, i want to talk about something
are you people honoured if someone talks about you,
or mention your name as someone who made an impact to your life
won't you be honoured?
pfft
idk man
some people don't
and that bites
deep down inside i feel hurt
and wishing that it didn't happen
but bleah

and a big thank you to BENEDICT LIEW ZI YI
:D you know what you did
ahaha

and it was great to meet my deareast ELIZABETH and my MI friend, WEI QIAN
:D
they didn't go for the camp but had to go for briefing
lizzeh was gorgeous!!! yay!

ok done,
many happiness!
abit emo
and plenty of lovee!
AI, CINTA, LOVE!
:D

from your friendly next door girl,
AQILAH a.k.a the BIMBO :D

SHASHARINA

SHASHARINA :D

i'll blog this before you ok

my love from another mother, who's like my family

she treats me like one and me tooo

the rocking person who never fails to make me smile and laugh,

with her "cuckoo acts"

ROFL

i can get stomachache with all the laughing that i shared with her

but i know, she's someone i'll never forget!

:D

I LOVE YOU SHABBY BABE !

the girl who makes me smile

and tells me that i'm 'reallyyy pretty' which is not true

lets try out the suggestion i made!

we can get rich at the same time

yay to that!

and FYI, i miss you alot

and KANGEN show soon

chalet coming

i think

hohohohohoho

and you'll always be a part of us

cause my mummy loves you too!

_____________________________________________________________________

ok that's that

and now, lets get down to business

here it is!

WEDNESDAY , I AM NOT FREE!

i have school till like 8?

SO NO WEDNESDAY DATES WOKAY?

bleah, enrichment programme timetable is out

that's why, confirm, wednesday not free

i'm going to work my butt off for this course,

and do well

and hopefully get the scholarship i appiled for

:D

oh drats, i'm freaking out for school here!

bleah

i don't want it to start can?

shoo-shoo

):

another random post?

boo-yeah!

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

aww

written by dearest faezah :D thanks honeyy

[[ 'it seemes to be such a long walk, just like life. the journey always feels longer when u are on the path you've never been before. you take in all the unfamiliar scenery, perhaps concentrating a split second more. this time round, you may pay attention to only few landmarks or eye catching itemas you had rmmbred to lead u back. life is such, isnt it? the journey to the unkNown is often so much diff than a simple act of reflection. at times, it seems so hard to move forward because we are so scareD of what lies ahead'-my paper 2nd april. listen honey, this is life, life is nvr fair, life is sucky, bla bla bla. but just hold on, cos life is never empty, with ups n downs. and we control our paintings, life is like a painting. make it beautiful each day, colour them with crayons, paints. dont be like a pencil, because actions are Not eraseable, but that is where it is interesting. we all knw that the marks left bhind by an erased pencil mark is ugly. so, is our heart, there are wounds, need to be heal. time is the key. dont lost the key. once u lost it, you will lost yr life. =) ]]

see how much i miss my classmates?
like alot,
faezah use to write to me notes or special quotes that totally make me smile
and my class had this one letterbox, that's made for all of us.
notes were written and placed there
it was really sweet
and i think, my sec 5 year was the best,
and i think, our class was the most outgoing

we shared our joy, our laughter
nearly all of us wore different ethnic outfits during racial harmony
and we even did our chemistry practical with our outfits
damn funny can cause everyone ended sweating like cowss
lol!
i'm exaggerating :D

during our graduation day,
we played games,
not like other classes,
we didn't want to stop,
and neither did we want to leave each other
if only secondary school days was forever

and not to forget the 3 best friends i kept with throughout sec 5
FAEZAH, FANA, ANANSA
the FAFA club, a.k.a Faezah Fan club,
free shirt, free cap, free bra
LOL

we made silly noises that made us get into trouble,
listening to MP3 in class instead of listening to teachers
cheering each other up when we're feeling down
motivating each other to do better
and taking lots of crappy pictures in class
everything was memorable
and i really didn't want it to end )':

now, it just hurts rethinking on how i wanted to leave the school so badly,
but now, i just yearn to go back
those great teachers, great schoolmates, great dancemates
my stay in christ church was memorable

i miss wearing uniform
teehhee
i know so lame
but i really do,
the skirt, the shirt,
and now, i have to worry what to wear EVERYDAY
yes, everyday

i didn't regret choosing ECH though,
i just don't want to move on
i want to be daddy's lil girl.
be the one who's wearing uniform and studying
sigh

but good news!
i'm still daddy's "tiny little one"
we have nicknames at home
hehe
made by dearest daddy
sigh, can i don't grow up?
and stay like this forever?
it bites thinking of how i have to get married, get kids, get a home, blah,blah

i'm just hoping, i'll get a good husband
one who'll think of me, and do most of the job
lol
kidding, i just need one that's caring
i've met one actually,
but situation was not with us
yes of course he's one of my ex-bf
someone i'll never forget, and perhaps can't
and he is Zacharyy

ok lets stop being so emotionally down
i'm alone at home right now
wondering what to do
just waiting for my cuckoo lil brother to come home from school
then perhaps i got something to do?
wahh, i think i rhymed it?
lol
ok lame!

i think, i'm going to snack
and watch a little tv
toodles people :D

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

very reluctant

first up,
birthday wishes

today ; 7th April

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE TWINS!
KHAIRUDDIN AZMAN AND KHALIESAH AZMAN :D
happy birthday to the both of you
both turning 16 and both unique in their own ways

khairuddin, this is a new year for you, to work towards your goal and do your best
and of course to have fun cause its sweet 16! so cheer up buddy, its your day right?

khaliesah, you're a great girl, and now sweet 16! don't think so much on how other people think of you ok? just have confidence in yourself cause no one knows you better than yourself, i hope all your wanted wishes come true and i love you plenty :D

CHEERRS TO THE BOTH OF YOUUU!

yesterday ; 6th April

HAPPY BELATED 15th BIRTHDAY MARIEL LOVEEEE!

hohoho, i'm sure you received my message right? all the best to you ayee :D you're a great girl and a great friend too! meet up soon dearest, plenty,plenty of lovee from me
cause you know you rock ((:
3 CHEERS FOR MARIEL! YAY

on Saturday ; 5th April

HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY AMELEA!

oh the greatest friend you'll ever meet turns 17! and i'm sorry i couldn't join you and the other people out on your birthday! thanks for the invite babe and we'll meet up soon! that's for sure :D
cause i miss you plenty dearest! may all your wanted wishes come true princess, much lovee!

HAPPY BELATED 19th BIRTHDAY AUDI!

lol. i've not known you for a long time, but happy birthday my friend :D i hope you had fun during your birthday aye? i'm sure you did, may all your wanted wishes come true! ((:

ok done
ahahah
now, tag replies
i know BORING, but i have to thank the taggers right?

REBECCA : you don't look horrible you moron! you look awesome! i think i look like crap? haha. i love you kootkoot! yay :D

JOWELL :you're linked honeeyy! and i miss you alot too! i miss secondary school days with you, where we'll sit in the front and then do alot of crap :P lol.

JIAXIN : talk to you online soon! as soon as school start that is :D hehe, that's next week! zomg, i miss you so much you rocking person! and yes i've changed blogskin, strawberry shortcake! my favourite. hehehehe, and yours is nice too!

SHERYL : i miss you too babe! and you're gorgeous ok, i'm not! haha. i love you plentyyy cause you rock!

LIZZEH : thanks for being a dedicated reader! i love you plenty, and i'm super sad that we're not in the same class )): i'm really super sad. no snacking with you, something that i looked forward for! pfft, the school is evil luhhh

ANDY : the BEN i'm talking about is not the BEN you know, lol. go ask my sis, i've already explained to her. LOL

LIYANA : oh sissy, you're so cuckoo! now explain to Andy the BEN i'm talking about. LOL. i love you lah okay :D you're forgiven for now!

CARRIE : thanks dearest for the info on the song, and of course for tagging. life is ok i guess, not really fine. LOL, THANKS :D you rock you cantek person. haha

KHALIESAH : your effort will pay off! seriously :D don't worry ok pretty woman, haha, i love you plentyy! and thanks for tagging dearest ((:

HAIDAH : i'm sorry dearest, i did link you, but then i left a code out and it wasn't published.
i'm extremely sorry for my cuckooness :D thanks for tagging! hope you're really fine

RAVIIN : don't be sorry, no harm done, don't worry okay? you take care too and enjoyy :D

ok done.
phew what a relief
and now, its time to blog,
lol

today! kootkoot starts school
i hope it'll be great :D
update kootkoot!
i want details
i miss you
)):

and toottoot called me!
it was heaven hearing her voice
like zomg, it must have been a billion years since i last talked to her?
lol
i love you toottoot!

and i called yootyoot on Saturday
it was awesome crapping under the stars
she's under alot of pressure in JC
i guess everyone's feeling like that
and she's feeling very inferior
but i know she'll do well!
yay!
I LOVE YOU NASRIAH :D

gootgoot has been making alot of friends,
but the good thing was she didn't forget about us
and that's what makes her special!
i love her to bits and pieces

and i miss my 3 very special classmates,
FANA, FAEZAH & ANANSA
)):
i was looking at all the pics that we took,
during our class time.
the monster pictures.
the advertisement,
the nonsense.
the wannabe singers
i miss all that
)):

i don't know if poly life is going to be as much fun as it was in secondary school
and that's why i'm afraid to move foward
and to leave all my childishness!
but then, EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATION
it means i've got to be childish right?
i don't know also
I MISS SECONDARY SCHOOLL!!
grrr

weekends was awesome
with plenty of tea time with family,
we're into drinking HOT blackcurrent tea
:D
and tips to those who wants to lose weight or keep their figure,
drink less cold and icy water!
it helps
cause, if you think logically, the cold water freezes the fat and it'll remain in your body
right?
haha
so switch to tea, warm water, blackcurrent tea :D, passion fruit tea
some of my personal favourites

we shopped, for groceries and stuffs for home
haha, i love window shopping
i don't feel like shopping for clothes or anything else
except for a new backpack and also a new converse shoe :D
that's for school of course!
LOL

but i think we spent most of our time at home
and yesterday, my whole family accompanied me to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL
i'll never get bored of that show seriously
and thanks to the support i got from my family, i can watch the show
ahahah
i think they were tortured by the number of times they watch HSM,
countless and neverending

and plenty of people are sick
or not recovered!
zomg, the weather is horrible i swear
but i like the RAIN ((:
hahaha,
so people,
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!
and get well to the people who are sick
yay!

i think i'm done here?
i've got nothing much to say,
i've crapped through this whole post
till the next update on me
stay tuned :D

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

bleah

timetable is out!
haha
but the thing is, the schedule for my Elective Foreign language is not included?
like...
i don't know what to say ):
so saddd
i've sent an email to them though
hopefully they'll reply

oh ' the pacifier ' is on now
)):
total crap?
oh yes.
some of you should know why?

school's starting soon!
i hope i can blend in and get use to tertiary education
a big step into my future :S
oh scarry just thinking about my future )):

p/s thanks HIDZIR :D you're the best! hehe. i love you to bits luhhh. you rock!!!

xoxo,
aqilahoreth

something nice to see :D

this video is so referring to me :D enjoyyy

dreams

ok all, i've been very inspired to become a figure skater
like the one you see here
becoming a figure skater, its like getting 2 things done in one time
you have to become flexible (like i've always wanted)
you have to do steps (like dance)
and i love dancing and ballet :D
so i think, ice skating in Ngee Ann will be my piority
one step closer to my dreams
although its not a famous sports in Ngee Ann unlike the cheerleading
i guess, its better to have a low profile there?


oh and its raining now

yay?

lol, i don't know

i use to get all excited cause its raining.

the rain, makes me happy :D

and i love dancing in the rain and skipping in the rain

the last time i did that was with becca dearest ((:

it was AWESOME

my wish ever since i liked the rain, was to play with someone very dearest to me

my prince charming

but i'm not a princess and therefore, that can't come true ):

i'll just keep fantasizing and putting silly thoughts onto my head

quite silly actually

haha

the house is all quiet now

abit creepy cause there's alot of people actually at home

but sleeping :D

and me, stonning!

i tend to stone alot on the com,

sooner or later, i'll fall asleep on the com

ROFL!

that'll be such a cuckoo man

oh i've got to get off the com now

i shall not spent too much time on the com

:D

must limit

cause i dont' want to upset mummy or daddy

cheers all!

and i'm having almond milk tea

i miss caramel macchiato )):

and oreo cheesecake

miss alot )):

i want!

i use to think,

i had the answers to everything,

but now i know, that life dosen't always go my way

it feels like i'm caught in the middle,

that's when i realize

)):

xoxo,

aqilahoreth

new skin

i've changed my skin
as everyone can see?
lol

strawberry shortcake and its pink!
so me right?
lol
its abit plain, but i likee!

oh i'm feeling abit sore now
all over my body
)):
bad sign

chat with FARDINA and REBECCA and YINGJIA and also TASHAKEIRA
i swear they are loved :D
they never fail to cheer me up
thanks girls
yingjia and myself are planning on a day to bake!
baking day with yingjia = unlimate FUN!

there's more than this world then we see,
so leave this illusions behind
and row with me

short and boring post today,
nothing much to say
chatting with dearest sheryl and ben currently :D
i think i'm not nice?
am i?
i'm still tired
tired of everything perhaps?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CELESTECHEN :D
she turns 18 today!!
legal ageeee!
may all your wanted wishes come true dearest
plenty of LOVEE

and happy april fools' day to all
this year is a boring one?
lol


toodles all!

xoxo,
aqilahoreth